damn it, my electronic devices are ganging up on me.
my phone and my mp3 especially.
BEHAVE YOURSELVES!! >:(

11:57 PM
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Wouldn't it be nice to have someone to shield you from flying eggs?

CHEN TING says:
YESSS
and it'll be so nice to have someone to run to shield you from flying eggs
hai
so??? phy says:
hahhahahahaha
oh well
want tme to try on you?
you first need to get people to throw eggs at you
hahaa
il volunteer
CHEN TING says:
HAHAHA
IDIOTT
so you're going to throw at me then run and shield me?
so??? phy says:
haahaha
thats like at supernatural speed
UNLESS
i stand in front of you
and throw the egg at my self
HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
RETARDED
CHEN TING says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

12:44 AM
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30 jan 2011 saturday


wanted to change my blogskin but got distracted, then got lazy. haha, anyway this looks fine right!
sorry dear pigs for not updating often but i've been really busy :/
oh guess what, i failed my maths MSA. okayyy, i'll have to work harder and stop falling asleep during lectures. i didn't choose to sleep okay, i really can't help it. fine. excuses. or whatever you call it.
i realised i became more vulgar this year. have to stop!

hahaha, did i mention that i woke up at 2pm today? hahaha. if my grandma didn't scream at me i probably would have just continued sleeping and wake up on sunday. or even monday.
hahahaha.

went to far east to shop with valerie and then we met sylvester and went for the outdoor performance of SCO (singapore chinese orchestra) which was just outside far east. they are really super pro! okay fine, that's why they're in SCO and not me right. hahaha.

whoo hoo, i feel the holiday mood already. can't wait for CNY!

12:34 AM
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OG 31!
today was really really fun:D
it feels good to wear back the crescent uniform again and after today i would look at the class in a new way cause i finally see that they are actually capable of going against the rules and having fun.
it also made me realised once again that we are all from different backgrounds and to be able to end up together in one class is really fate.
and apparently, the previous A01 classes were all crazy so hopefully we'll be like that too to not break the trend! hahaha.
-during the one hour break, we changed into our uniforms, spammed photos on the track then went to the CC to join the other J1s in singing the college hymm, home of the saints and learning new cheers.
-went for geog lecture in our uniforms, laughed at all the "huh? am i in the wrong class?" looks and the "what the hell" faces. haha.
-went for geog tutorial, still in our school uniform. the teacher was nice and let us off 1/2 an hour early. i think she's a really good geog teacher cause i can still remember what a spring is!
"A spring is re-emerged infiltrated water." or something like that. hahaha.
-went for mass dance :D! which was fun. exchanged uniform with Diane and had a taste of looking like a PLMGS girl for about 1/2 an hour. hahaha.
-went to eat in the canteen and quickly went to change after that cause we couldn't stand the stares anymore. i'd wanted to wear to CO practice to pretend to be a DSA :/
-talked to ethanhaveyoueaten for quite long. he was really hilarious. hahaha.
-went for CO okay blah blah. don't know why i was so pissed halfway through but well.
-after CO ended (at around 7 plus or is it 8 plus), we went to canteen to eat and play monopoly deal until like 9.
-went back together, sylvester joined us for the first time. for some reason, he alighted at the same stop as us and we ended up walking him all the way to the bukit merah interchange bus-stop and waited about 1 hour with him for the bus to come. yepp, we are very nice people. hahahaha. but it was really fun to talk and get to know each other more.

and i finally reach home at like 11.
i feel like such a bad kid. HAHA.
OG 31 ! :D (all girls OG. HAHA.)the only 4 out of 5 people in the class not from all girls school

11:39 PM
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eggcited fer tomorrowzzz

If everything goes according to plan, tomorrow will be a VERY FUN DAY.
and 10A01 would officially be the coolest class I've ever been in.
yay. :D

thanks :D for the awesome part blog post! sadly the stupid gif won't move on my blog ):

9:13 PM
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sop the pro
SOP. IS. THE. PRO-EST. (Y)

10:21 PM
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come on twinkle why don't you clap your hands? just open your door for a better tomorrow~
"Yesterday I sat next to a boy, whom I had never met, on a park bench. Out of the corner of my eye I saw that he was playing the air guitar. I quickly recognized the song and began to play and sing out loud. When we finished the song, we hugged for a very long time, and walked away. Never saw the kid again, but I'm pretty sure we're soul mates. MLIA"

wow i wish these things would happen more often.
maybe its one of the reasons why i sometimes do retarded stuff in public. just to see who would do it with me. MAYBE. cool, i just learnt something about myself. hahahaha.

i didn't do any work for the whole of this weekend! whoohoo.
and its 11.15 now. shall do a few math questions then go to sleep!
or maybe i'll watch wgm first.
WHO ARE THE NEW COUPLE!!
noooooooo. there seems to be no news of it anywhere.

AND THE PEOPLE STILL HAVE NOT SENT ME THE DESIGN!!
i'm going to have a panic attack soon i swear. ARRGHHH

oh new J1s are coming in 4 days!
it'll be like a zoo man. hahaha.

i shall end the post with a quote from myself while having a convo with a marshroom.
"matters of the heart are ALWAYS complicated".
hahaha. nites pals(:!

10:53 PM
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Bander-like?
what's "bander-like"? hahaha.
today was pretty meaningful afterall. even though its really really tiring.
woke up at 8.25 to meet valerie and jp and some other unknown people at queestown mrt to go to this person's house to bake cakes. (jae-han?) hahaha.
then went to lavender and had lunch, then went to help to clean up people's houses.
then played games and then went to give out hampers and oranges and the cakes we made and angbaos to some of the lucky old people.
yepp it was really fun, with valerie and jp and me being quite high and kept singing the new year songs. hahahaha. and there was farmertama/flirtertama/slackertama/tamadeh who was the one who got us there in the first place. finally got to see some leadership in him and i decided that i should make him my role model. hahaha. after the event, he still went to potong pasir macs to study history okay. that crazy mugger. i seriously wonder how he can cope with so many things. 3H2 + H3, vice-president of CO, talent management programme and now this High-Y thing. wow.
oh and i met someone who knows Hooi Choo! hahahaha. shit lah forgot to ask for his name then can go and talk to HC about it. hahaha. oh well.
ITE sounds really cool.
seriously, JC is the uncool-est of the uncool. -.-
nites pal(:!

8:55 PM
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dooloolooloo~
what the freakkkkk this is super irritating.
i can't sign into msn cause apparently i've been sending out too much spam mail which by the way i don't even know about. and now my account is blocked. greaaaat.
and i super feel like sleeping but i can't until i fix this stupid problem.
and i have to wake up early tomorrow to do the CIP thing which i am heavily regretting now.
hai.

today was pretty packed.
went to school like a zombie
*OH YES I FIXED THE PROBLEM! I. AM. A. PRO.*
had cse where i was 3/4 asleep for first half of the lecture.
then one hour break which i spent discussing co shirt details with jp and trying (but failing) to study maths. ate a chit chat toast.
maths lecture a.k.a maths msa.
geog tutorial which was quite interesting.
half an hour break spent talking. ate a bowl of red bean soup.
one and a half hour of econs tutorial which i spent the last half an hour sleeping.
school ended. went to co room. practiced a bit, outlined the design for the shirts.
went to the printing place with valerie, jp and boon siang.
we took 142 from school to somewhere in toapayoh, walked a freaking long distance in the sun till we reach that place (and an unfortunate incident happened on the way there)...




only to realise that the place is only opposite our school and we'd made one big round. whoo.
anyways many other problems came up when we were talking to the person in charge of the printing but we overcame them. sort of. hahaha.
bright blue polo shirt?
hmmmmmm.

went back to school for another 2 hours of practice which i thought was quite fun and productive. maybe cause i can actually play about 8/10 of the each of the 3 songs. haha.
the song stuck in my head now D:<
this year's CO's CNY performance should be not bad pals (:!
after practice, went to eat pastamania with parents. yayyy.

yepp. so. shall go to sleep now. nites pals!

11:26 PM
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bye adidas

my mum threw my adidas away without telling me ):
to the pair of shoes that accompanied me for 3/4 of my crescent life, i'll miss you.

6:21 AM
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4 in the morning
wow, the quietness of 4 in the morning.
hate you, econs.
sian, can't concentrate.
hungry, but the only thing to eat is cheezels.
doesn't seem like something that should be eaten at 4 am.
shouldn't have bothered waking up.
MSAs are damn screwed. I promise to work harder for the other tests.
hai.

4:55 AM
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smile ^^

I wonder...
If my smile would bring as much joy to you as yours to mine (:

8:17 PM
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蘇打綠 他夏了夏天
just went to listen to quite a few of sodagreen songs and they made me realised how deep i've been sucked into the k-pop world and i've been listening to music that i don't understand anything about and acting crazy about people whom i will never meet and also, how superficial i am.

if you all have the time, watch this (:
i THINK the whole mv is this thing getting people to eat lime, and at the end of the video the different people who ate the lime manage to achieve their dreams, showing that
"各人對吃檸檬的解讀:每個人因為想要守護的人們,即使吃苦(吃檸

­檬)也願意忍耐,因為那些都是最甜蜜的負荷,即使再苦的也願意忍­著對鏡頭露出笑容。"

hahahaha. if you all can bother to read those. but its a really nice song.


12:47 AM
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its monday again tomorrow ):

i don't know what my problem is seriously.
since 2011 started i've been in this permanent black mood.
hai.

today, i had this sudden urge to send a random message so i sent
"Hi, I'm a strawberry :)" to 4 random friends.

person A.
me: "Hi, I'm a strawberry :)"
A: "okaaaaay? how am i supposed to respond? I'm an orange?"
A: "eh? wait... i wanna be an apple XD."

person B
me: "Hi, I'm a strawberry :)"
B: "hahahahaha"
B: "HI i am a mushroom"
B: "my name is marsh room. A marsian broom. i'm psycho. i eat strawberries. too bad friend."

person C
me: "Hi, I'm a strawberry :)"
C: "Hi strawberry :) Are you edible?"
me: "I am very delicious indeed (:"

person D
me: "Hi, I'm a strawberry :)"
D: "? WHAT?"

hahahaha i love my friends :D

9:04 PM
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no pig, I don't think you're a horrible friend/daughter.
you're one of the best friends i could ever have met.
love you (:

1:25 AM
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15 January 2011
another tiring day.
oh noooo. only one day left to study for MSAs and do the weekend homework. hooray~
i'll just see what i can do.
today, went to eat macs breakfast with lao kan and ys at potong pasir macs :DD (cause lao kan needs to go back to school for council in the morning)
i was late (as usual). i underestimated how many things i needed to pack.
ate breakfast deluxe and i was super full! but it was awesome and satisfying. (Y)
then we walked lao kan to school, went to use school toilet and i went to cut my hair...



at the auntie place opposite the fish stall. HAHA. i'm not kidding.
hate my hair now. but whatever, it'll grow.
PLUSSSSS WHO CARES HOW I LOOK LIKE NOW ITS A LEVELS YEAR!
i was whining like crazy until... I SAW THE LATEST TEENS MAGAZINE.
TOP and G.D on the cover:DD!

then we went to meet sop, who had a stall at FFFF today.
spent the whole day there, it was cool.
hahaha. didn't get to do much work but i sold a pair of shorts and a shirt, both of which i bought at flea markets too. what goes around comes around? (or maybe this phrase shouldn't be used here. hahahaha.)
tried gong cha today!
i think... its better than koi.
yay, thanks sop, for this experience and chance to get rid of some clothes that i don't want.
(and for helping me get the dress for 5 bucks!! :D)
anywayyy i've already spent whatever i'd earned.
(spent more than i earned on breakfast, gong cha, the magazine, haircut, a pair of shorts, bangles, and a dress)
hahaha.
thanks ys for spending the whole day with me and listening to me whine and whine and whine about my hair. sorry i couldn't eat dinner with you:/
thanks lao kan for the candies! the toffee was especially yummy :D

then went to eat dinner with my parents.
and when we came back home, my auntie was acting bitchy. hmm okayyy....
whatever, i was too tired to care.

maybe i should just go and sleep and wake up earlier tomorrow to study.
hmm.

today is last episode of the adam couple on wgm )):!

thetofuheroine.tumblr.com
(couldn't. resist.) hahaha.

to 123,
as in like those acquaintances(sp?) kind of people who are not really your friends but you know them so you'll wave to them if not they think you're kind of stuck up or something. you get what i mean?

to fat pig 3, HAHA, omg thats funny. i totally laughed out at your comment:D
fat pigs can float?? hahaha. okay whatever floats your boat pig. hahaha.

bye pals(:!

11:39 PM
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OH YEAH
i am... 36.3. hahaha.
HAISH keep falling asleep during lectures and tutorials this week.
and its only the first week -.-
i grew by 1 cm! yayyyy!
1 more cm and i'll FINALLY hit -. whoo~
then ran 2 rounds around the track with diane and played basketball with ruiqi, clara, shaoyan, valerie, xinyi and diane. and then darren joined us.
when cy walked past the basketball court she was like
"the sky is falling down!"
me: "WHAAATT?"
cy: " the sky is falling down!"
me: "WHAAAT?"
cy: "the sky is falling down because you're playing basketball!!"
hahahaha.
okay... other than having lots of work to do later,
today was a good day :D

i just realised, that all these could have just been my own fault.
should stop looking at these with these glasses filled with criticisms.
hmm need to work on no.6 on my 2011 list.

i'm guessing that fat pig and fat pig 2 is the same pig. hahaha. AND YOU'RE NOT FAT, IDIOTTT.

7:47 PM
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2011.

2011
1) make less new "friends"
2) stop doubting myself all the time
3) believe i have control over myself
4) be grateful for things i already have. don't be greedy.
5) don't think about useless stuff.
6) BE A NICE PERSON.
7) be organised.
8) stay motivated.
9) be there for family and friends.
(A'levels, though important, is not important enough for me to sacrifice family and friends totally)
10) stay healthy.

12:07 AM
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i've been holding on while you've been letting go
how draggy and long can this first week of school be.
work is snowballing.
can't believe i'm adding on to it willingly.
i am tired.
my hair is still irritating.
this is really going to be a super zuper packed year.

9:39 PM
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first day of school

went to sleep at 1 am last night (okay fine this morning) and i only fell asleep at 4. yep, no problem with your eyes. FOUR!! and i had to wake up at like 5.50. urgh. my mind just kept thinking thinking and thinking.
okayyyy, nothing much happened on the first day of school.
i remember sitting in the CC in the morning thinking about how much i don't want to be there, sitting with those people.
oh well.
my fringe is irritating to the max. shall pin it up tomorrow. who cares about how i look anyway!

things are... the same. but different. again.
hmmm. but who cares about all these when A levels are nearing?

arggggh. i can't believe so many people i know are retaining )))):
why man.

pffft i can't continue with this anymore. need to finish cse essay asap then sleep. my head feels too floaty. i think i'm going to get sick.
drink lots of water pigs!

9:42 PM
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EEEEEEEEEK.
a proper post if i'm able to do a few more chapters of maths HA.
but for now,
EEEEEK SCHOOL LIFE STARTS OFFICIALLY IN 9 HOURS.
i'm really freaking screwed.

9:42 PM
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tuesday scam
it can't possibly be true.
tuesday classes end at 12 for both weeks?
there must be a scam somewhere. is tuesday remedial day or test day or something? D:

1:07 PM
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things are... the same. but different. you know what i mean?
these shoes look so comfortable. where can i get them? i want to wear them to school.
urgh school. D:

the grapes i'm eating are so sour. it needs some luuuurrrve. cause love makes everything sweet right? hahaha.

went to study with valerie today before meeting with kelly, sm and jy to buy food for our "A FEAST" to bring back to crescent to eat before the campfire starts. it was so sucky that it had to drizzle and the campfire was changed to indoor, at the new indoor sports hall which was so small we don't even have a space to sit.
as usual, nc performance was the best. okay not like we managed to watch the other performances but still. good job part A2s, part Bs and specs! and the CLTs too :D
some fun parts of the night:
-singing the irritatingly addictive song "OH YEAH" with ys
-watching the performance and cheering till i have no voice anymore
(wow how i miss being so high in crescent. cheeringscreaming till i have no more voice)
(a great pity it wasn't in the parade square with the campfire burning in the middle of the parade square and where lights would be off at some parts of the performance. HAI. it's just different if its not in the parade square.)
(i really like the change they've done to the performance though. as can be seen in last year's np performance, we need to move with the times)
-realising that the banner we've painted in charlie'08 era is at a very prominent spot :D
(is that the banner we painted when we were specs?)
-gorging myself with food at the feast. yum.
-marching at the back of the contingent and quickly siam-ing away when they keblakan with jovi and ajay.
-hentak-ing with the contingent. so cool. but tiring. this shows 2 things:
1) i used to be really really fit.
2) i'm too old for this.
-the few minutes when we were in the canteen after everything and it feels like we're the delta we used to be 2 years ago. well, few minutes better than nothing.
really long post so heres another picture. hahaha :D
"Today, my dog farted, jumped in the air in terror, and stared at his butt for 5 minutes. MLIA"

AJ just asked me the address of a platoonmate so i had to find my NC file to look for the norminal role and of course i started to look through my file.
some stuffs that i found:
>this reflection thing that i think was supposed to be for ma'ams cause i wrote "sgt chen ting" at the top. and look at these:
-what are some of the things i think i can improve?
the way i speak to cadets should sound more confident of myself and speak louder. how i manage my time between studies and NC. how to communicate better with my partner.
-what challenges i meet at the moment?
managing my time between studies and NC, communication with my partner.
okayyyyy, seems like me and sm weren't really communicating that well at that time. hahaha.
>IFC mutual test marking sheets
on sm's there are serious comments on the top like "don't say sorry!" "check attire before reporting" and on mine the top is filled with doodles and words like "boring".
>norminal role of course
>this piece of paper with "fundamentals for shooting". i think this was before our shooting? what it called? shit i can't remember. imt is it? YA YA YA.
>2 pieces of foolscap with instructions on how to work the computer in yishun safra control room, one in wendy bird's neat handwriting and one in sop's messy one. hahaha.
>my first ever attendance list (the puzzle one!) HAHA. oooo date of activity: 12 june 2006
>the nicest attendance list i've ever done
>a few letters from my cadets from the christmas party (thanks sop and kelly for making them do it:D)
>lance corporal chenting's GSK TEST II
>lance corporal chenting's TRAINFIRE THEORY TEST
>sgt chenting's total defence gold badge test
>this piece of foolscap which sm wrote the things to take note for shooting for Bravo'08
at the back "to chenting: scold them if they v. slack. we must be xiong with them already. p.s~i want the file back."
>results for 2 shooting practices at safra yishun
>kelly's ROD present with my unglam pics
>one of the notices i made for the noticeboard during their final year exams.
>one of the notices that wendybird made. 14/02/2008. IC: LCP YEESHAN. heehee:D

okay i believe my NC stuffs are not only these.

had this pretty cool convo with ajay just now. hmm i guess i know a little bit more about her now(:

" Today, I am sitting at home playing my guitar and instead of a bar because I`m not good enough. MLIA."
"today, someone placed my MLIA on her blog and had a good laugh about it. FML."
hahahaha.

to my OOTW friend, yepp i agreed with that funny guy :D
hahahaha. you jiayou too!

to mee, haha it KIND OF made me feel better. hahaha. URGHH. i don't get why maths is so important you know. some people are just language/humanities people. why force them to take subjects like maths?! URGHHH and what kind of art subject is econs anyway. D:< countdown to her coming back: 2 days

oh ya and sop where are you!!

countdown to school reopening: 3 days.
pffft. i need to iron my school uniform soon. and i forgot to wash my shoes eventhough i had the whole holiday to do it. and i have to bare my stupid forehead to the whole world until i can go for a haircut. greatttt.

10:37 PM
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this is double double, double double, combo.
i hate maths. seriously. as lyn would say now, "curse you!".

went to library alone to try to do work cause i thought it'll be the most productive based on past experiences. butttttttttt...
the first thing i did was more cse notes but after like 3 minutes i got sick of it so i decided to start on maths by teaching myself inequalities. whereby i nearly pulled out all my hair. and i was only at example 2 . so i was trying to draw some graph on my GC like how the lecture notes instructed me to, but i can't for the life of me figure out how in the world to make the freaking graph appear no matter how many times i tried. i got so stressed out that i nearly cried -.-
but i didn't, i just ended up stoning for the length of one song before packing up my maths notes and resumed doing more CSE notes.
so... not completely unproductive also.

is it possible to voluntarily retain?
i feel that my foundation is not stable at all.

WHYYY is everyone so excited for first day of school?
or more importantly, why am i not?
okay never mind, too many reasons for that so lets just stick to the first question.
i can't even go and cut my hair as planned on monday after school cause lessons end at like 4.30 or something. and i've really been looking forward to this haircut cause my fringe has been trying to blind me andddd i don't like baring my forehead to the whole world >:(

i should have gotten twitter earlier. seeing classmates' tweets about how much homework they've done really stresses me out.

people were really weird today when i was walking back from the library.
they kept staring at me. not being paranoid here.
this guy even came to approach me.
g:"do you use credit card?"
m:"mm no."
g:"oh still studying?"
m:"uh ya"(quickly walk away)
g: (shouted) "OKAY BYE!"
me: (thinking) wth, do i look that old
seriously. but well, its something new after being told that i still look like sec 1 or 2. -.-
must be cause i'm exposing my forehead DD:

"Today my block of chocolate was melting, so I went to put it in the freezer for a little while. I opened the door, put the chocolate in, closed it, and put my fingers to the buttons. Only when I paused to think how long it should go for did I realise it wasn't the freezer, it was the microwave. MLIA."

tomorrow is cca day plus campfire!
the whole planning of this thing kind of showed me how not united we are already. people making their own plans... people caring only about their own opinions... how busy people are... hai. well. not like i didn't expect this to happen when we stepped down, wasn't that naive. but i guess deep down, i still hoped for a miracle, that we would be an exception.

hai. a problem which i thought was resolved came back again.
but thankfully i have a very very very helpful hotline/website whatever.
i promise i'll remember your birthday and get you something :D

okay, so all in all today was a 70% not so good day.
nites pals.

9:50 PM
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drip drop drip drop
pffft... i'm so tired.
saw the timetable just now.
pe first thing on monday morning... i hope we're not doing 2.4. please nooooooo. i am not prepared for that yet.
and theres maths and econs tutorial and i have not touched those 2 subjects. wonderful.

i just created a twitter -.-
cause i heard theres going to be a class one and i don't want there to be a situation whereby an announcement is made on twitter and i don't know
"it's on twitter"
"i don't have twitter -_-"
yeppp.
@thetofuheroine
i'm not going to update also. soo...

chiong homework day later.
countdown to my dreaded life first day of school: 5

1:44 AM
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mind, running, running, running.
worrying about you.
heart, heavy, aching.
when i saw you all crying.
feeling so useless when i didn't know what to do.
so so sad but no tears came to my eyes.
i really hope you and your family would be able to get through this.
be strong

10:58 PM
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unpredictable life
this few days made me learn 2 life lessons:
1) life is really unpredictable. what will happen WILL HAPPEN.
2) its the tough times in life that makes us who we are.

hey lao kan, go check out your fb messages.

11:42 AM
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