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Bag would be referring to my usual school bag.
Lets see whats inside:
-water bottle
-umbrella
-pencil case
-organizer
-small journal
-GC
-wallet
-breakfast bar
-MP3
-small pouch (which contains keys, contact lens case, mirror, eye drop)

well, i guess thats all i could stuff into the small bagpack of mine.

today was a very happy day.
i don't know why i was so high the whole day. my laughing point was super low.
hmmm...
maybe cause i slept at 2am.
maybe cause i found out that i could indeed become an air stewardess in the future!
maybe cause the first message i received this morning was "MORNING :) EPIC NEWS :) GUESS WHAT??"
maybe its because of the messages that followed that very funny first message.
maybe cause i am more ninja than the ninja himself (:
maybe its because i got to hear so much about other's exciting lives.
maybe because i managed to catch up with 3 friends today (:
definitely because i was looking forward to meeting sop to go cut hair together :DDD
whooooo.
anyway, the haircut is gross. as usual.
i don't think there has ever been a time when i excitedly went for a hair cut and was satisfied with the results. okay fine, maybe once or twice.
and when i came back home, the guinea pig was looking freshly showered and super furry!
it was zuper cute. should have taken a picture of it.

omg i don't want to step out of the house till my hair grows out a bit more D: Monday, February 28

i don't know why i'm so angsty these days.
being irritated with everything all the time.
WHYYYYY.

but on a lighter note, yayy, i have Hello Kitty PEZ and new film for my golden half!
and soooooooooon, i'll get back my developed photos from my holga! yayyyyyyyy :D

okay shall go do homework now!

when did i ever have so many short posts in a day? Sunday, February 27

and twitter is getting kind of meaningless.
especially when i don't really care about what some people are doing every second of the day, small, minute meaningless details like "waiting for bus now", "eating - now", "drinking - now" etc etc. i mean, seriously?

maybe i should just delete my twitter account.

if a person is made up of many layers,
the first layer is seen everyday, the outer layer.
the second layer is revealed through getting to know the person better, through their blog, their twitter.
the third layer would be revealed through getting to know the person even better or for some, through their tumblr.

are you revealing too much on cyberspace?

I have no siblings.
buttttttt, I kind of grew up with my cousins so i'm quite close to them, closest i have to siblings(:
theres Jordan, Jay and Yu Rei.

this is so strange. hahaha. but cool.

Finally something easy!
okay at first i woke up wearing whatever i wore to sleep last night which is just a t-shirt and pair of black fbts.
then i wore pe shirt and my blue fbts and my blue pumas with grey socks when i went to school.
in school, walked one round, ran 6 rounds and walked another round with valerie around the track.
then went to shower. which i then changed to co shirt, my yellow shorts and black socks.
had sectionals, then combined, then went out to eat chicken rice, then came back to school to study/talk until around 7 pm.
went to the tauhway shop and watched them eat.
reached home at around 9.
ate dinner, used computer for a while, showered, changed into sleeping clothes again, watch a bit of incredible tales and here i am againnnnnn.

monday-school
tuesday-school + extra lessons
wednesday- school + cca
thursday- school
friday- school + cca
saturday- cca + studying in school
sunday - studying

I HAVE NO LIFE.

knowing myself, i'd get sick and tired of this kind of schedule that i'm going to have the "forget it. fail then fail lah. i'll just be a toilet cleaner or something." mindset REALLY SOON.
hmm okay shall go sleep now anyway.

heres a picture of us being ourselves (childish) after eating chicken rice and on the way back to school. hahaha. Saturday, February 26

I don't know how to answer this. theres just too many things to say but somehow, too little. Friday, February 25

It was after school and me and yee shan were hanging out in the NC room waiting for somebody i think. It was around 5 plus in the evening. we were wearing school uniform, lying belly down on the dirty concrete, clutching on to the lime green pillows we have in the room, either using our tablets or reading books (can't really remember). it was quite quiet other than for the sound of the whirring fan. and my stomach started to growl. quite a few times. HAHAHAHAHA. :D embarassing~ Thursday, February 24

Okay, let us first look at what "best friend" means. i went on urban dictionary and this is my favourite definition:

A person(s) that you can trust and are very close with. A person who you know very well, and not just them but their family as well, most likely someone you grew up with.People you care about regardless of what stupid shit they do. People that are honest and TRUE. People you are so close with you have "inside" secrets with or code words. People that you can just look at a certain way and they KNOW EXACTLY what your talking abouthmmm if thats the case then i'll have quite a few best friends but thats stupid cause best = one right? so actually i have quite a few really close friends. and currently the one i'm closest to now is this crazy girl!
haha thanks for always being so crazily optimistic and high permanently, hahaha making every trip to/from school an enjoyable part of the day. (:

omg my mp3 has decided to function normally again! yayyy. Tuesday, February 22

today was sooooooooooooooo long it felt like a week. haha.
i kept falling asleep! i mean thats nothing new but like for today it happened for every single period other than the breaks.
this 2 teachers sit in during our econs lesson and it was so torturous trying to keep my eyes open D:
played coin dozer and cookie dozer on diane's itouch during maths lecture to keep ourselves awake.
was supposed to be a short day when we'll end at 12.30 but i ended at 4 instead because of maths extra lesson, econs extra lesson (got cancelled in the end) and cse extra lecture.
then i waited for valerie at the benches near the gate while reading my econs notes but i fell asleep and woke up with a shock at around 5 cause i thought i was in a lecture. hahahaha.
valerie came, we couldn't stand sitting beside the couple next to us cause it was so awkward so we left without studying.
went to plaza sing, where we shared a cup of gong cha and some tako balls(yum yum :D)
(its been so long since i last ate ION's tako balls D:!!)
then we waited super long for the free shuttle bus to go home. talked about how we'll look like primary school kids who got lost when we go to uni when we saw all the cool uni people walking past. we laughed quite alot on the bus.
reached home at around 7 plus, ate dinner while watching dream high episode 14.
finally a night without having to chiong any homework due tomorrow!!
is this a dreammmm~
or is this real life?
hahahahaha.
was supposed to study a bit before sleeping at 11. but seeing how its already11.40, i'm going to sleep NOW. nites pigs (:!
oh ya, kept trying to look for cy today to discuss something with her but she was nowhere in sight for the whole day! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, MY BIG FAT FRIEND?

(sorry for the cheap posts my fans! is this long enough? hahahaha.)
(talking about cheap posts, sop, your latest post don't even have a single word -.-)

huimei should just go with taecyeon and leave samdong for us :D
IU AND JASON SO CUTE!
okay nites pals!

hmmmm...
I don't really have a definition for love.
Love is
an indescribable feeling and a force that is more powerful than anything else on earth.
whooosh. Monday, February 21

my mother just gave me this week's pocket money in 2 dollar notes -.- Sunday, February 20

today i woke up super late at like 1 plus.
ate 3 pieces of fried nian gao and drank a cup of water for my brunch.
went to library to study but ended up reading a book.
ate dim sum with my parents at geylang for dinner then we went for dessert at chinatown where i ate "bak gor ee mai tong soi" hahahaha. (its in cantonese if anyone can understand)
yum yum (:

whooo its day 3 already, pals!
i can't find a photo with both my parents and i in it so i chose this photo which was taken this cny, with my mother looking super auntie cause she insisted on wearing this top even though i bought a nicer one for her -.-
(okay whatever, i'll wear it soon if she doesnt :B )

hmmm my parents.
i'm really a lucky kid to have parents who are still kind of loving to each other and who also love me alot.
buttttt. i guess it was the rebellious stage or something but i did and said stupid things to them and i really hated them for this period of time. looking back now, i was... really immature. i'm really thankful that they didn't label me as a bad child or liar. mmm. and i'm glad that our relationship is much better now as compared to... i can't remember when it started but it only changed for the better sometime last year after this huge thing.
hahahahaha i remember "running away from home" for one day after leaving this super long letter for my mom. and i went studying with lyn and jovi. and i was crying right beside lyn while listening to my dad talk on the phone and she didn't even notice. only when jovi came and saw and asked me what happened did lyn notice. hahaha she's the bomb lah. hahahaha.
yepp hopefully, i'd be able to do something nice for them this year.

okay shall go edit my day 2 post now. Saturday, February 19

Day 2
okay if its according to sm, then i don't have a first love. are family members counted?

hmm, first person i liked...
my kindergarten guy bestfriend. hehe, my boy-craziness started really really young.
i can't remember much about him other than his name, how he looks like and that he carries a red and black hello kitty bagpack (at least its not pink!).

uhhh first person i liked and he liked me back was...
someone that i met at the start of last year.
we got really really really close but something told me to stop.
so i did.
whats sad is that we'd pretend to not see each other if we happen to walk past each other in school. but then again, maybe its not that sad cause if we still say hi or talk or whatever then it/ll be kind of weird cause of all the things that had happened and what could have happened.

okay i sound stupid, can we pretend this whole post didn't exist?
and mabel, you're cheating! hahahaha. Friday, February 18

omg so fun let's do this(:
today shall be day one.

Day 1
Hello everybody,
I'm Chen Ting (not Cheng ting or cheng tng or qing ting or dragonfly).
"I am 17 going on 18 ..." (anyone watch the sound of music:D?)
Guang Yang Primary School
Gan Eng Seng Primary School
Crescent Girls School
St Andrew's Junior College
CCAs: chinese dance, chinese calligraphy, national cadet corp and chinese orchestra
(hahaha omg i'm so cheena!)
I am... retarded and weird and totally random.
I. LOVE. DESSERTS :B.
this whole tofu thing was really random when i'd wanted to change my url and i was deciding between "singaporeoctopus.bs.com" or "pink-tofu.bs.com" and i asked a few people and i suddenly had the idea of having the whole part change our urls to something something tofu and part blog to rainbow-tofu. and i changed from pink-tofu.bs.com to thetofuheroine.bs.com to avoid some people.
hahaha okay i really don't know what to write already. Thursday, February 17

i'm so freaking irritated! my stupid email account is blocked again! stupid spam mails!
okay whatever. i'm going to create a new email account. NOWWW. Wednesday, February 16

I hate this inner conflict with myself over something so stupid.
And I hate how we don't tell each other everything. Tuesday, February 15

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY MY FRIENDS!
today was pretty much a happy day.
indeed, giving feels much better than receiving.
thank you for all the wonderful letters/flowers/cake/cookies/chocolates/balloon :D!!
can someone tell me what a dinosaur signifies?

maths "test" was horrible, didn't even have time to do the last question and i didn't know how to start the first question either so i can only depend on the second question which in total only adds up to 9 marks. whooo.

pe was super fun today!
okay fine. or rather the half an hour after pe was super fun as a few of us stayed back to play captainbasketball. it was like pe back in crescent, with lots and LOTS of screaming and laughing at each other.
i kind of like the present class. the all girls (except one) class setting actually makes people more fun instead of bitchy as i'd expected at first. so are guys the cause of the problem?
hahaha.

okay, i'm going to heed my friends/my own advice and to sleep early tonight!
plus not like episode 12 is out yet. hahaha.
aim of tonight: to sleep by 11.30!
yay.

i feel like a balloon that is filled with so many secrets that i'm going to explode soon.
i felt hmm a little bit relieved but very much guilty after letting one out today. :/

oh ya, my mom was super funny yesterday!
my parents and i were walking in chinatown yesterday and we walked past this shop where the people inside were chattering away.
my father turned back and said: "just now the woman wanted to say follow the trend but said follow the train. her english very good."
i just laughed while my mom was like "huh?"
so my dad repeated it again and my mom laughed along awkwardly before asking, "what is follow the trend?"
HAHAHAHA.

have fun pals(:!

"Last night I was running late for my friends party and just as i walked through the door TiK ToK was on and Ke$ha sang: "cause the party don't start till i walk in". Most. Epic. Moment. Of. My. Life. MLIA" Monday, February 14

A day to
Celebrate the lovers,
Mock the loners
And destroy the heartbroken. Sunday, February 13

hahaha omg ys's latest blogpost is super hilarious :D

when would dream high ep 12 be out! arghhh.
this waiting is horrible.

valentine's day tomorrow pals!
i love flowers (real ones)! thankssss.
(did everybody get the hint? hahahaha)
anyways, for once, i have something to give to people instead of just being on the receiving end.
meow meow meow meow (:
i think i should make more. for people i haven't really been close to until the last week. hmm... do i have the time?

bought new mini shampoo and body wash to put in school locker for whenever i feel like showering. can't wait to shower in school (:! hahahaha.
i think i should leave a towel and extra shirt inside too right. whooo so exciting.

cool, i just spent super long reading all the posts in my archives from november 2009.
it seemed like a really eventful month.
with my outing with my (then still p4) cousin (who seemed so much more fun than he is now), army open house (super fun! can we go again pleasepleaseplease ((:?), prom, science centre with baby, farewell assembly, being really really stressed (trying to cope with homework and making the farewell gifts), counting down to O's, talking to my primary school crush on fb, career day, studying with jovi at KAP, went to - with jovi, (seemed like this was the period when i was super close to jovi), studying with valerie, feeling really distant from my then really good friend.
really eventful month huh.
i really enjoyed reading those posts. i hope i still sound as interesting as i do then:/

i'll continue blogging. (:

HAIRLOW MY FRIENDSSS!
slum project was super fun :D
thank you sajc geog teachers for putting in so much effort to come up with such an event for us to get to experience how the lives of people who live in slums are like, not only house-wise, but also the corrupted government, the vicious cycle of poverty, gangsters, "natural" disasters too.
if only all subjects are this fun, i'd definitely not have to worry about passing or even getting distinctions.
anyways, i love geog :D
i don't know how i'd be able to survive school days without a subject that i'm genuinely interested in. maybe i should become a geography teacher. hahahaha.

today was super hot and i forgot to put on sunblock. again. ):
and now my whole face is chaota other than my forehead because apparently my fringe is too thick for the sunlight to penetrate through. HAHAHA.

got to make friends with one of my ex-EC, which is really cool.
and yesterday during the extra geog lecture i was just telling xy how he have this creepy aura around him. hahahahaha. but he's actually a really nice and funny person who treated us all to cold drinks after that. :D
made some other friends too. really glad that we'd merged with this group cause they're really smart and cunning sly they think out of the box. if not for them we'd probably still be stuck in the poverty cycle forever. hahaha.

what i'd learnt today:
-gangsters might just come to destroy your house as and when they like and demand for you to pay them money even though you don't owe them any in the first place.
(our very first slum house!! ): )
-human traffickers would go around trying to get people into "business deals" and in places like these where people are really desperate for money, people would agree and get into prostitutions, pole-dancers etc
(i became a "pole-dancer" for $500. hahahaha.)
-government are apathetic towards the poor.
(we got chased away for building our slum on government's land)
-in the market, they'd raise the price of the things depending on the scarcity of the things and also how badly you want it.
-stealing needs skills
(when our first slum got destroyed, we didn't have enough carboard and masking tape to build another slum so julia suggested we steal the "jail" [which was a giant cardboard box] and i was helping her carry it to a corner when the "government" caught us and she ran away with me stupidly holding on to the jail!! hahahahaha. and i got jailed. for stealing the jail. hahahaha. freaking hot in the jail. but thats when abc walked past and gave me a fan to fan myself :D)
-in jail, theres really nothing to do but to look up at the sky. hahahaha.
-it's really important to think out of the box and think like a businessman.
-shangri la cafe auntie is super nice!
(she treated us to biscuits with butter and sugar:D)
-cardboard is better material than newspaper for building houses.
-geog students are all pretty cool cause there wasn't any of those typical "sian, this is so lame/hot/boring, i'm just gonna sit in the shade/find somewhere to hide" kind of people. everyone was quite enthu :D

hahaha i can't really remember anymore right now.
but i guess geog lectures MAY be more fun now cause we're a bit closer?
hahaha or maybe not.
and i'm starting to like the class. cool and funny people. hahaha.

oh ya thank you ruiqi and rebecca for lending me towel and soap!
ruiqi i'll return you your towel on valentine's day:D hahahaha. wrap it with a ribbon and give it back to you as a present. hahahaha.

went to eat lunch after that with some of the co people but i was too tired and the weather was too hot for me to really enjoy it. anyways, i'm glad that those two are okay already. one of them should just come right out to admit it seriously -.-
okay not in any position to comment.

i'd planned to go to my cousin's house to swim after that. even packed my swimming costume and goggles and brought my hw so that i can do work when i stay over. BUTTTT.
irritatingly, my period chose today. ARGHHH.

hai so i just went home, unpacked and slept.
woke up to eat dinner blah blah and i'm here now.
shall finish ep 11 of dream high, write some/all of the red circles and go to sleep! all work shall be done tomorrowzz.

why are weekends so short ): Saturday, February 12

half more day and this week would officially be over!
looking forward to slum project tomorrow! whoohooo, how cool would it be to live in a slum!
okay fine, not cool at all.

junior-senior picnic was okay i guess. more like a class gathering since there are so many retainees in that class. hahaha.
other than my dinner, didn't eat proper food for the whole day cause i kept spamming those rubbish and was too full to eat during the breaks.

i think i'm going crazy. i'm actually starting to not hate running.
that day when i ran 6 rounds plus walk 3 rounds with diane was not tiring at all. so cool. hahaha.

forgot what i wanted to blog about.
okayy, another time then. hahaha. nites pals. (:

oh ya, and HELLo to you too cute chih-yin! Friday, February 11

dream high is so addictive!
but i don't really want to watch it so quickly cause having to wait about one week for like 2 episodes is really painful. hahaha.
fine, plus i don't really have the time to either.

slept early yesterday! at like 11.30.
wow, it DOES make a difference. i feel more alive.
and that the world is a better place.
whoohoo.

and my mp3 has decided to revive itself! yayyy.
okay shall go sleep now, which is like 12.22. D:
looking forward to the senior-junior picnic laterzzz. Thursday, February 10

it seems like i'm falling back into the same pattern as last year.
sleep late, go to school tired, fall asleep in lectures and tutorials and even when i'm awake, i don't pay attention also cause my mind can't focus, chionging undone hw frantically during breaks, reach home late and more tired than ever, eat slowly, shower late, start hw late, do sloppy work, sleep late. the cycle goes on.

what makes it worse is the increased intensity of cca commitments as compared to last year.
why can't i be musically talented too?

as i discover more, i realised how foolish and ignorant i had been.
(HAHAHA anyone remember ignoranceisbliss.bs.com?)

okayyy, lets do some work and hopefully i can finish earlier so that i can watch dream high.

in what ways are the previous posts emo? i don't get it. Monday, February 7

WHY MUST YOU COME TALK TO ME NOW AND BE ALL FUNNY AND NICE? Sunday, February 6

yoyoyo piggggs :D!
it's sunday already?!!
oh noooo.
i've been enjoying this cny holidays wayyyy too much man.
i haven't even touched my homework. literally.
okay i did actually. i took it out of my file yesterrday and put it into my bag. and i took it out of my bag just now too. so actually i did touch it. but i didn't do it.
okay i'm rambling.

first 2 days of cny was just like that lor. the usual.
mm, this year i only bought one set of new clothes so i wore it for both days. HAHA okay TMI.

went to kelly's house today to play guitar hero with sop, ys and sm and then went to have a sort of 2nd round of reunion bbq at my cousin's house cause we couldn't finish the meat the other time. yay apparently it IS possible to be high for the whole day:D
"we'll make this last forever~ foreverrrrr~ and everrrrr~"
*jump jump jump jump*

kind of had the platoonmates feeling today that couldn't be felt on wednesday.
i don't know, maybe cause some people were too tired on that day plus i guess delta is really not suitable for atas places like that after all. haha.


and here are some photos we took during first day of cny, with my cousin's so-called "sexy" camera:
the main point of this photo is that bingo barged into our photo and is looking at the camera out of his own will when usually its really hard to get a proper photo of him. okay no resemblance between me and my cousins.HAHA YES I'M CHILDISH AND DO NOT ACT LIKE I'M THE OLDEST OUT OF THE 3 OF US.didn't know this dress is so translucent! whatever okay now everyone knows. stop.
yes, this is the very scandalous p6 cousin. if you don't know about what this is all about, ask me now! and yes i'm shorter than a p6 kid kthxbye.
WTS HIS STUPID FINGER RUINED EVERYTHINGGG DDDDDDDD:i can't see any resemblance between my mother and i either. why are my eyes so small!after looking through these photos...
AM I IN THE WRONG FAMILY?

what the freakkkkkkkk.
i can't believe how pathetic i am.
being this depressed over something that only exist in my own head.
arrrghhh. what is wrong with you chen ting!!
i have no idea how i'm going to survive the rest of this year having to face them despite knowing this.
hai.
happy chinese new year pals! Thursday, February 3