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in other news, I have been feeling so restless and sian recently despite being so busy.
and the more i try to balance everything the more i feel that i am losing touch with all.
urgh what is this.
even a nua day at home doesn't take away the restlessness.

so anyway last saturday (which is actually just yesterday), I got kicked out of the schedule cause apparently there were too many crews working so i had a free saturday.
it was the first saturday that i wasn't working since forever so i was soooo lost.
what do normal people even do on saturdays?!

Well anyway then I went to have kbbq and beer (yay) with sop, tiogg and one of my guitar friend (totally random) and then sop and i went to NLB where we met up with shan and we went to have bingsu then we went to tauhway shop and then hobo-ed at starbucks and then SOTA's steps till like 11 plus.
I managed to get some recent stuff off my chest but something is still bothering me which i have no idea what.

An outing like that would usually make me feel extremely blessed and satisfied but what is this sian feeling sitting on my chest that wouldn't leave me no matter what?
(NOT THAT I AM NOT FEELING THANKFUL OR WHAT.)

What could this feeling be and how the hell do i get rid of it and be at peace with myself!?
Could it be from not knowing what the future holds and that graduation is drawing nearer and so are my responsibilities?
Could it have stemmed from the feelings of being stuck?
Could it be that there are like a thousand and one things to do but none that seems especially meaningful?
Maybe I just need to go for a run and then I'll be able to breathe properly again.
Or maybe I just need to sleep earlier and then things would seem clearer.

I don't know. 

6:55 PM
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스물셋

This is amazing.
The lyrics so accurately depict the contradictions of being at this age/stage of life they speak straight to my soul.
5:01 PM
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TLT is updated!
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Another post has already been scheduled for that side for some time this week so remember to check back ~
2:28 AM
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I was really hesitant to do up a new post for another short update because based on experience, a short update usually takes up an hour but whatever, i'm here again.

Regarding the phone thing, my xiaomi completely died on me and now i'm using my aunt's note 2.
All my pictures are gone, including those that i'd taken to do a post on tlt.bs about coloured contacts. damn it siah.

Anyway I just paid the registration fees to UOL and it was like 840?! omg i'm so broke now.

I don't know how long i'll take to refill that amount of money back into my account on top of my own expenses plus the fact that wisma pb is closing down for renovation urghhhh.
money woessss.
time to find a sugar daddy.

in other news, my taobao haul came! (a very unwise decision on my part but that was before i ran head first into my money woes and thought i could afford a shopping spree on tb considering how i'm not going overseas)
my conclusion is that, buying bottoms like jeans are good on taobao cause they're cheap and if you choose the right one, the quality is pretty good too. but the tops are a no-no. or at least don't be too cheapo and choose those ridiculously cheap ones. when something sounds too good to be true, they usually aren't.
I have like this white chiffon top with lace which looks like its made out of tissue paper and the lace wasn't sewed on properly so basically that top cannot be worn under any circumstances.
There is also this checkered top that looked nice on the model but the actual thing that came made me look like a village girl ㅠㅠ.
Well other than clothes, my keyboard stickers came too! finally, i can typed korean words on my comp without taking like a thousand years!!
안녕하세요 여러분~~ 드디여 난 한굴로 블러그도 되다~~ 신난신난!

A whole new world~
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