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this is double double, double double, combo.
 i hate maths. seriously. as lyn would say now, "curse you!".went to library alone to try to do work cause i thought it'll be the most productive based on past experiences. butttttttttt... the first thing i did was more cse notes but after like 3 minutes i got sick of it so i decided to start on maths by teaching myself inequalities. whereby i nearly pulled out all my hair. and i was only at example 2 . so i was trying to draw some graph on my GC like how the lecture notes instructed me to, but i can't for the life of me figure out how in the world to make the freaking graph appear no matter how many times i tried. i got so stressed out that i nearly cried -.- but i didn't, i just ended up stoning for the length of one song before packing up my maths notes and resumed doing more CSE notes. so... not completely unproductive also. is it possible to voluntarily retain? i feel that my foundation is not stable at all. WHYYY is everyone so excited for first day of school? okay never mind, too many reasons for that so lets just stick to the first question. i can't even go and cut my hair as planned on monday after school cause lessons end at like 4.30 or something. and i've really been looking forward to this haircut cause my fringe has been trying to blind me andddd i don't like baring my forehead to the whole world >:( i should have gotten twitter earlier. seeing classmates' tweets about how much homework they've done really stresses me out. people were really weird today when i was walking back from the library. they kept staring at me. not being paranoid here. this guy even came to approach me. g:"do you use credit card?" m:"mm no." g:"oh still studying?" m:"uh ya"(quickly walk away) g: (shouted) "OKAY BYE!" me: (thinking) wth, do i look that old seriously. but well, its something new after being told that i still look like sec 1 or 2. -.- must be cause i'm exposing my forehead DD: "Today my block of chocolate was melting, so I went to put it in the freezer for a little while. I opened the door, put the chocolate in, closed it, and put my fingers to the buttons. Only when I paused to think how long it should go for did I realise it wasn't the freezer, it was the microwave. MLIA." tomorrow is cca day plus campfire! the whole planning of this thing kind of showed me how not united we are already. people making their own plans... people caring only about their own opinions... how busy people are... hai. well. not like i didn't expect this to happen when we stepped down, wasn't that naive. but i guess deep down, i still hoped for a miracle, that we would be an exception. hai. a problem which i thought was resolved came back again. but thankfully i have a very very very helpful hotline/website whatever. i promise i'll remember your birthday and get you something :D okay, so all in all today was a 70% not so good day. nites pals. Thursday, January 6 |
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