blinded by the lights, hold you through forever, won't let you go.
the picture is so funny:D
today is such a funny day i just have to record the things down.
for some reason, i was super high today.
quoting julia,
"you're damn annoying today"
"what wrong with you huh, can you stop laughing to yourself?!"
"ARGHHH, SHE'S DAMN IRRITATING TODAY!"
hahaha.

-went to school with my going to school buddy (GTS buddy). can't remember what we were talking about, but somehow it was quite interesting.
-met lao kan by chance and went with her to raise flag then walked her to her class. sort of.
(yes i was very free. i had 3 free periods. )
-then ate toast and egg set with ice milo and talked and laughed and attempted to do GPP. failed.
-econs lecture. there was this part when we were already at the LT but the lecture havent started yet so everyone was talking then the guy behind me said loudly to his friend "I'M GAY!"
and i dont know why but i turned behind when i heard that sentence then we made eye contact so he know that i heard his comment. i quickly turned back and started to laugh to myself uncontrollably and after a few seconds i'm still laughing to myself and i heard him explaining what happened to his friend then he said quite loudly "I'M STRAIGHT! I'M STRAIGHT!"
hahaha. hilarious:D
-maths lecture was boring, as always.
-geog tutorial was short. nothing very interesting happened.
-had another 4 free periods so after eating went to explore the school with clara. okay, the school is pretty boring. but during our journey had a surprise when we saw no.6:DDDDDD
-okay, PW was horrible. not to be mentioned.
-supposed to have chinese after that but i quickly escaped out of school to meet sop at ikea instead. the first sentence she said to me was "i look damn chui right." hahaha. she's like a limping hokkien. hahahaha. FUN:D
-then while waiting for my bus after sop's parents came to fetch her, guess who walked down the staircase of the overhead bridge? kelly chua:D! (who btw shamelessly hinted 5 times that her birthday is THIS THURSDAY). hahaha.
"eh, what did i do on sunday? hmm... OMG, I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY ON FACEBOOK!"
hahahahaha, funny sentence:D

alright, time to do some maths and hopefully some GPP.
my pw group just started on our GPP, its due on wednesday and theres only 2 person who are available to do it. FML.
well, if lynette can do it alone, we can do it!
byebye pigs. and byebye to sleeping early)):

11:12 PM
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i'd write your name across the sky, turn sad songs into lullabies
whoo!
feels like A'levels are over but in actual fact its only the chinese and GP paper. haha.
went to celebrate after papers today:D
4 fingers bonchon chicken and honey butter toast again ♥
got to see the cute korean waiter again! hahaha. AAAH, i should have waved at him when he said "see you again!" can someone teach me how to say "anyonghasaeyo, i think you're very cute" in korean? hahaha. shit, lao kan is going to complain about my hua-chi-ness again.

nicest class photo we've ever taken:).
I'll miss Susanne:(.


THE CANTEEN CLEANING AUNTIE!

today is her last day working in the school):
i'll miss suddenly saying "HELLO AUNTIE!" to her whenever i see her in the canteen and she's give me this wide smile and ask "chi bao le ma?" and i'd go "chi bao le, ni ne?" and she'd say she'd eaten already and i'd normally say bye and walk away at this point of time or continue the conversation a bit more. but this is like a daily conversation okay. i'm going to miss the auntie):

3 days ago, my best friend died.
2 days ago, I found that she was an organ donor.
1 day ago, I heard that a nine year old boy now had her heart.
Today, I met that nine year old boy. He told me that because he had my best friend's heart, he'd be my best friend now.
My best friend and him GMH.

My daughter goes to kindergarten, and there is a boy there who is blind.
She didn't understand what this meant, so I explained.
The next day when I picked her up, I found her sitting across from the boy with her eyes closed, describing what trees looked like. The boy was grinning from ear to ear. GMH.
I was going to type some reflection about what i realised about myself...
but better not.
haha. later people say i emo again.
I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME!
okay, delta tomorrow:)

10:14 PM
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"What a day."


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL:)!
sorry, but i think i'd have to give you a belated birthday present):




CHENTING says:
jovi ask if your jj friends are staying over at your chalet
kelly says:
nope!!!
ONLY DELTA IS STAYING OVER
CHENTING says:
OKAY
SOOOOPHY-_- says:
:D
kelly says:
hmmmm.. how come she neveer ask me directly?
SOOOOPHY-_- says:
hahaha
??
brb
im going to take bath you guys can go ahead
CHENTING says:
oh okay
oh she's at my house now what
kelly says:
oh, jovi is at your house?
CHENTING says:
YESS
kelly says:
cool...
HI JOVI
CHENTING says:
haha
hello kel!
what if i tell you she's actually not at my house?
kelly says:
so late le, not going home?
JOIN MEDIACORP
CHENTING says:
HAHAHAHA
SHE'S HERE LAHHH

11:12 PM
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and i wanna fall from the stars, straight into your arms.
doesnt this picture make you wanna stock up on loads of pretty cardigans and cute skirts?
this week wasn't as bad as i predicted it to be.
flea marketing + guitar concert tomorrow. can't wait:)
this week, i kept making eye contact with him whenever we happen to have good views of each other.
nope, after becoming 17, i told myself i'm going to give up on him, be less 花痴.
but without ECs, what motivation do i have to go to school?
and after being super duper high profile on wed, i guess i caught his attention?
hard not to, what with the board, my stupid hair and somebody busy shoving me in his direction.
i just kept thinking of the quote "if he caught me looking, at least i know he's looking back."
i couldnt control my eyes and kept glancing at him.
and sometimes accidentally making eye contact with him and hurriedly averted my eyes.
maybe he was just enjoying the attention. or looking around to see who else is staring at him.
cocky shit. what is wrong with me?!

can't wait for the short short june holidays. finally, sleep.

11:35 PM
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sixteen going on seventeen

the time is coming!
but i dont feel any different.
whats so great about 17 actually?
what is so great that so many songs have to mention being 17?
lets see:

1)SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND NOW BY BOYS LIKE GIRLS
"We were seventeen and invincible
Had the world figured out
And the girl on my shoulder told me,
"Everything's gonna be alright (woah-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright (woah-oh)""


2)SEVENTEEN FOREVER BY METRO STATION
"you won't be 17 forever and we can get away with this tonight."

3) UH YOU KNOW THE SOUND OF MUSIC SONG?
"i am sixteen going on seventeen..."

oh well, i can't really think of anymore at the moment.
but, WHAT exactly is so great about 17?

anyways, does it even matter?
haha. i can make it great:DD
thank you in advance to all the well wishes:)
hopefully nothing TOO exciting happens and make valerie's "CHENTING'S FREE FREAK SHOW" more interesting. haha.
alright. time to sleep!
dont worry pigs, i'm not really that affected by what i mention in the previous posts, just looking for some place to rrranttt. haha.
yep, nites pigs(:!
LOVE!

11:25 PM
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STUPIDGRUDGEHOLDINGKIDDO.
WTH. i wished this friend a belated birthday this year.
and he STILLS remember it.
seriously.
and wth, what do you mean by "cos you, of all people forgot my birthday"?!!
i'm not your mother and i'm not even THAT close to you!
and my life was busy okay, BUSY.
[Ĥʗïωʊsħų] Kelvs sʌlǝʞ [ųħsʊωïʗĥ] 10'OG13 | 10S7A said:
that time you wished me a belated one right
CHENTING said:
wow
talk about holding a grudge
[Ĥʗïωʊsħų] Kelvs sʌlǝʞ [ųħsʊωïʗĥ] 10'OG13 | 10S7A said:
of course C:
CHENTING said:
forget it then
seriously
dont even wish me at all okay
dont want to spoil my good mood having this convo with you
continue holding your grudge to bed
bb
URGHHH. people these days.

8:32 PM
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Ain't no sunshine when she's gone.
time taken to finish GP essay: 1pm to 6 pm
how long my stupid right ear has been blocked: 2 weeks.

i dont know why but i'm super easily irritable when i'm at home.
kept screaming at people. it doesnt help that thats how they communicate.
i HATE the stupid sound in my ear.
i just feel like screaming at everyone and everything.
"SHIT YOU, WORLD!"

6:26 PM
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Is my love your drug?


this week has been going great. all except for wednesday.
so in conclusion, wednesdays really suck.
too bad that the 19 have to fall on a wednesday.
i'm supposed to be doing GP essay now but its 2+am and my brain(what brain?) is pretty much switched off so i'll just do it tomorrow. the essay was due... on friday night.
i am so dead. GP teacher is a dragon):

after horrible wednesday, thursday was pretty great cause there was only civics, pe, maths lecture and chinese which means no homework and i could sleep early the night before. and during pe me and diane were being quite high and used the floorball stick to "plow" the field and act like farmers. clara and chowlyn joined in with our craziness after a while. haha:D.

friday was an awesome day(:
cool green fish sat right behind me during econs lecture(:
i have never felt so awake throughout the whole of econs lecture before.
hahaha:D.
and my lessons ended at 12.30!
but have to wait until like 4 for baby to finish.
wooow. 3 hours plus of doing nothing. didnt know time could pass so slowly.
met sop at np. and the 3 little idiots went inside feeling lost and small and... kiddish.
all jiayue could think about is food. hahaha.
then sop left. lynette came.
ninette is so happy and talkative now. i feel so happy for her((:
yeeshan arrived and gave me a shock to announce her arrival.
then kelly came.
didn't manage to study at all. ate nice fish and chips. was so tired could barely keep my eyes open.

saturday
met jiayue and yeeshan to study((:
i was late for 1 hour and i was the earliest. my platoonmates are awesome. hahaha.
finally understood binomial and poisson. and thats all i did for the whole day.
not very productive but i'm quite satisfied with that(:

i have a feeling next week would be a horrible week.
since this week went so well.
oh well.

Diane says:
(soccer ball emoticon) for you!
haha
CHENTING says:
omg! thanks!
Diane says:
HAHA
too bad there's no shark
CHENTING says:
YAAA
i was looking for a shark but theres no shark!
but theres sheep though
Diane says:
haha aww only facebook then have!
CHENTING says:
mehhh
Diane says:
bahhhh
hahahahaha
CHENTING says:
HAHAHAHA
different breeds of sheep
Diane says:
YEAH mine's the guy sheep yours is the girl!

i think i'm taking this eye candy thing (or as mingliang insisted, infactuation thing) a bit too far. well, so many things are in my way of going on thursday so maybe its a sign that i shouldn't go. i dont know.
okay, i need to go sleep now.
nites pigs(:

12:20 AM
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It seems that when I become too happy, something bad happens.
okay, right after i messaged mean pok that i've been pretty happy for the whole week because of monday's match(:D), things just start to go downhill.

it sucks when your expectations are brought up so high and in the end it crashes down.
i thought the finals would be on wednesday then lessons would end early and it would be such a GREAT birthday present but its like on thursday and theres lesson until 5.30 and its like just one day late. whats wrong with having it on wednesday!

looking on the bright side, aj and julia can't make me wear the board to the stadium and walk in front of them. well, that kind of things are more fun to imagine than to actually do it. haha.
and then at the start of CO today they said i was going to stay in percussion permanently then at the end of CO they said i have to go back to sheng. okay.
at least BT is there.
me:"If i can't accept the facts by tomorrow, you can give me a punch."
BT:"If you can't accept the facts then try telling the conductor to see how...if you still feel sad...i can give you an encouraging hug:D..."

before CO, i was in the canteen and i saw lao kan. i wanted to go up to her and talk for a while, then i realised that she's sitting with this whole gang of SC people and i just hmmm...
maybe she's sick of seeing me around so much already?
and i didnt go and talk to her in the end.

to pua: dont think i'll be going anywhere soon so you wont really lose me and i miss you alot and love you too pig:)
to mean pok: you seem to have something bothering you but you dont want to tell me. hmmm.
to sop: dont be sad about - anymore okay. if there are not many fishes around maybe its a sign for you to just take a break from fishing and concentrate on other stuffs instead(:?
to mabel: i think maybe its just that my ear is blocked and the place is too noisy so we can't really communicate well thats why? haha. it was quite fun mah.

10:01 PM
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“I’m not that low class. I go pub.” --SOPHY TIO
pretty girl with pretty sunglasses and a cute camera(:
would i ever be able to take a photo like this?
haha.

okay, its 3.20 pm on a sunday afternoon now.
and i still havent touch anything related to hw.
hahaha. i am SOOO dead.
this weekend is spent on 败犬女王败犬女王败犬女王败犬女王败犬女王 shopping for presents 败犬女王败犬女王败犬女王败犬女王.
hahaha. the show is so nice:D
everytime i thought "okay, i'll just finish the next episode and i'm done with the show and i can start on my homework." , i'd find out that theres another episode waiting for me and i can't resist but to click the link to watch the next episode.
well wells.
xiao tian and the guy from da mouth very cute huh:D!
xiao tian:D!

went to ION to shop for presents yesterday.
thank you my out-of-this-world friend for accompanying me:D!
i still hate window shopping. the feeling of seeing something you like and find the price reasonable but you dont have the money to buy it RIGHT NOW is horrible DD:
anyways, whoever receive my presents MUST LIKE IT OKAY!
hahaha.

i wish my stupid right ear would stop being blocked.
irritating.
i feel so cut off from the world. haha.

OMG! SOCCER ON MONDAY:DDDDDDDDDDD!!
happiness is in the air:D!
hahaha.


Pierre Hardy for Gap wedges
these wedges damn nice right!
saw it on thestylerookie. it looks so comfy and, wowzx:D!
haha.

last week i was still complaining about CO being too much.
but this week of no CO was pretty... boring.
haha. the sudden period of nothing-ness is kinda hard to get used to. haha.

are we really friends? know you for so long, but i'm starting to feel that you're just treating me as some source of entertainment, a back-up plan when you can't find other people to go out with you. and when i'm with you, i feel like theres just no chance for me to talk. you just keep talking and talking and talking. when i finally have a chance to cut in a sentence, you'd immediately bring the topic back to you. seriously. i think what you need isn't a friend. maybe a black hole.

cool lines. haha. bye pigs(:

3:07 PM
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AWESOME DAY((:
lets sum up this long weekend:
saturday
concertconcertconcertconcertconcert. concert over!
sunday
woke up at around 2, then spent the rest of the day scrubbing my converse till its sparkling.
talked to someone on the phone until 3+ in the morning (i was damn shocked when my mother came out of the room to scream at me that "its 3+ alr still talk on the phone!!")
okayyy... no wonder i was starting to mumble my words and nonsense are coming out of my mouth and my laughing point was damn low.
monday
supposed to meet valerie hohoho at 9 to go to bishan library to study but i woke up at around 11.
(chenting you horrible person!)
then went there, ate macs, then spent 3/4 of our time walking up and down the library to look for a spot to plant our butts. we're not even looking for tables and chairs okay, its just a spot to plant our butts. this just shows how crowded that place is.
this is also the day which i itchy hand went to cut my fringe but making it screwed>:(
tuesday
woke up late. again.
do a bit of e-learning hw.
went to NP to act like fake poly students with ajay and jiayue:DDD
met yeeshan to eat lunch there (bleahh. not very nice.)
kelly joined us.
laughed like crazy.
all of us went to school to watch soccer match.
which was very exciting indeed:))

me(only person wearing a black tie), sheng people and the conductor.
me and the percussion people.
okayyy. so its like i dont belong anywhere.
cool.
hahaha.
alright, back to finishing up the work!

tomorrow will be a significant day.

8:17 PM
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She's a maneater, make you work hard, make you spend hard, make you want to fall in love.
CO concert finally over:D!
1) thank you to all those that came down to watch
(although you all were probably forced by your chinese teachers.)
2) thank you wen guangguangguangguang and tio hui for:
-coming to watch
-the kinderbueno
-shouting encore so loudly(HAHAHA)
-and for acting like idiots in the audience and making me laugh therefore not being so tense anymore:)
3) thank you lao kan for helping me pass the tickets
4) thank you to all the others who wished me luck through smses
5) thank you to the SC backstage crew for talking to me during the songs which i wasn't playing so that i stopped thinking that i'd screw up and for helping to shift the instruments and chairs and stands.
6) thank you to lead and mah kang tai and the guest performer for playing scissors paper stone with me when i was super nervous:)
7) thank you to diane and ruiqi and shu mei for the very pretty flowers:))!

i even saw sotong-bat! surprisingly. haha.
okay, so its back to disgusting instrument again.

AAH. shumei is forcing me to write the letter by wednesday.
this is going to be so bad for my karma. AAH.
thing weren't so bad with K.
sian sian sian.
HAIZX.
i think maybe i'm too friendly with guys.

slept at around 1am and woke at about 2pm. HAHAHA.
shiok:D!
after one week of sleeping at 1am and waking up at 6 am.

making SOMEBODY'S present at chih-yin's house:)
the colours award that was much nicer than expected and the day when chand came back:)me and my sunshine, the very pretty(and scandalous) girl from india:D on ROD2010

okay, up next, the 2nd batch of retarded photos:D!

6:50 PM
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