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I just tried to learn how to dougie.
LOL.
the tutorials on youtube were hilarious but anywayzzz...
I just suck. hahahaha.
4:06 PM
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Mom, dad - do you remember? When I was in fifth grade in elementary school, I used to go on four hour long trips from Mokpo to Gwangju solely out of my passion for music. I don’t how I got the guts to do it, but I even gave up soccer, the activity I loved the most, just to travel that long distance. (pauses) Wait, I still have more. Mom and dad still allowed me to go, even though they were worried. Truthfully, I know that you guys thought that I wouldn’t be able to do well at school. Back then I was unstylish because I had long hair and tanned skin from playing soccer. Despite all that, I luckily got accepted and my mom began taking me to the terminal everyday. She even went through the trouble of packing me lunch. But one day, my mom told me to ride the bus. Since I was so young, I got mad at her words. Later, though, my brother told me that it was because my mom was sick that time. I felt so sorry. I made a promise with my brother after that. We promised to become successful and make our parents smile. After I got moved to Seoul, my mom and I were separated from my brother and dad. My mom struggled to tend to our new house. I felt helpless watching her do everything and sometimes even cried in the middle of training [when I thought of her]. Even through all that, I continued to whine and ask you to buy me things, and I hope you can forgive me.

Also, when I got accepted into TS and got split from my mom, a stylist and her husband took me on a ride. I was sitting in the backseat and seeing them together reminded me of my parents, and I missed them so much. Now that [same] Junhong is fulfilled his dreams of becoming a singer,became the maknae of B.A.P under the name “Zelo”, and is now standing in front of his parents and brother. All the people who have come to support me and B.A.P that my parents are seeing right now are our BABYs, who are another part of my family. Can you see them?

Mom and dad, I promise to become to be an obedient son.

Under the names Choi Junhong, B.A.P, and Zelo, I will be a kind and praiseworthy son. Mom, dad, brother, and my other family members, BABYs: I love you!

Translated by x-iahtic @ Tumblr - take out with credits!
1:58 PM
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Its already wednesday but my subbed last ep of flower boy next door is not out yet! what is this.

Yesterday evening at work I drank a cup of yuan yang and half a cup of cafe latte that faz made for us and the effect of all those caffeine only set in after work and I couldn't sleep until like 3 plus in the morning AND I woke up at 9 plus and couldn't fall back asleep. wth -.-
and i only drank half a cup cause Mr Nam drank the rest of my coffee!!! >:((((
couldn't he pour a cup for himself!! >:(
my cafe latte!! >:(


I'm gonna be really sad when this batch of koreans leave at the end of march ):
heres a random photo of Ahreum eonni and I on the train home after work one day.
and then at that time Joleen will also leave for TW for 2 months too T-T
heres a picture of us with nametags that we randomly picked for each other.
the shop doesn't have nametags with our names on it but we're required to wear nametags... -.-
usually I take Gwen but that day Joleen picked Denise for me.
my new english names, pals~ hahahaha.
and if xanthe is appointed to work at the new outlet too...
omg work will be much much much less fun ):

today would be the last tuition session with my last tuition kid~
there goes one source of my income~

looking through all the B.A.P fantaken pics and fanvids is driving me crazy.
I should have been there!!

The Day when I had lunch with Lyn and JY @ Cine then went for Hazel's Birthday Party


 The party was held at a very nice chalet at a ulu corner of Singapore, where almost all the other chalets are also having a Happy 21st Birthday party.
It was nice to see them again (:
even Ms Tan was invited haha.
The party was fun cause I was quite close with Hazel cousins and there was Huizhen who said a lot of funny stuff hahaha.

random weekend that I actually got to work at kids club since like forever


she said I'm her best friend!! (':
and she wanted to colour a rainbow angry bird for me (':
eventhough I can't remember your name now but you are so cute >.<
and just look at this 3 year old!!
so tiny and cute ><

hmmm okay I guess that it for now~
byezz, have a ultra mini BAP GIF spam.

look at youngjae who couldn't support the weight of daehyun hahahaha.
and bang here is like "why in the world am i in the same group as these retards" "can you quickly say cut already"
aaahhh Can't wait to get my hands on the one shot album!

btw is anyone interested to go CNBLUE concert with meeeeeeeeeeee
1:50 PM
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random thoughts
1) We're always looking for an easy way out but this should not be the way we do things.
2) I wonder if...
I don't have because I don't need.
or
I don't need therefore I don't have.
hmmm...
3) I want but I don't want.
4) I don't want but I should so therefore I must.
5) I wonder if I became skinnier or 我把裤子给撑大了.
6) I really wish I was there at B.A.P's first concert ):


12:19 AM
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The time when I could do free fall like it was nothing
Man I miss being cool. hahaha.
10:53 PM
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I look around and I see that no one I know is going through the same thing or has gone through the same thing as me so no one will ever understand.

But then again, everyone else is going through different situations that might be tough to them and similarly, I will also not be able to be understand and show empathy.

Things just haven't been the same since about 2 months ago. There are so many food that I am craving for that I used to eat with my family when things were still normal. or as normal as things can be.

To everyone else who feels that they are going through a not-so-normal-in-a-not-that-nice-way period of time now, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

LEGGO.
10:43 PM
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it is officially time to start the new year
with chinese new year here, the feeling of a new year is finally here too.
so.
my new year resolution for this year would be:
To live enthusiastically
yepp.

this chinese new year was very much different from all the new years that i've been through so far because of the absence of 3 people.
my mama, my popo and my aunt's husband. oh and my dad is pretty sick so he doesn't make much lame jokes too.
like what my cousin said, "this year chinese new year very quiet hor"
oh wellz.
according to what the feng shui master on tv said, this year is a good year for those born in the year of the rooster so, hopefully it will be.
I hope things in my family will start to make a turn for the better after all that has happened to us in 2012.

some cny photos~








yepp.
oh and i spent 2 out of the 3 days of cny holidays working.
at first i thought it'll be quite empty but NOOO.
it was soo super busy and crowded at PB.
especially yesterday. i was totally overwhelmed.
i mean there was a never ending number of trays of drinks to be served and the some table or another always needed to be cleared plus there were like "excuse me"s coming from all directions at me asking me to do this and that when my hands were already FULL. shitty hell.
some people really need a good smack.
to the face.
with a cold fish.
i mean, can't you freaking wait?
if you can't wait, don't freaking go to such a crowded place! PLEASE.
oh my gosh.

and 3 of the korean managers and 2 of the baristas eonnis all went back to korea already )):
I'll really miss them, miss trying to communicate with them in my lousy korean and their not much better english/chinese and how they always greet me with a smile and a happy "chenting anyeong!~" T-T






yepps and as you can see, my goal to not get emotionally involved has failed terribly since i'd made some really nice friends and i'm sad to see some of them go. hahaha.

okay and lastly, THE B.A.P THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH IS BACKKKK~
yay can't wait for the live performances although it seems that himchan can't join them now :/
anyway, for those who have not watched it,

it is awesome.

1:24 PM
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