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Hello!
Very long time never post le
Okay! Yay! Finally the home econ practical is over!
The last one I think.
My dunno what tart is super nice okay!
AND I’VE NEVER TRIED IT BEFORE.
So cool.
It was so nice that it was totally sold out(:
Fine lah. I give it out.
Pbl now.
I’m today’s i/c!
Oh ya, then my pastry was actually super easy lah.
Then when my tarts bake that time.
I was so kong xian that I helped yeh chi wash her utensils(:
That’s how free I am.
If that’s the treatment I get for giving advice then forget it.
I’ll keep my opinions to myself.
These few days I wanted to blog but I was super busy.
Got reel art, pod-casting, choreography, then this practical thing.
Then still got homework etc etc.
My tart is really very nice you know.
I cant believe it.
Oh. I just squashed my darling partner’s pastry
Oops.
Once the learning festival, imt, train fire, prof test is over, I think I will finally be more free.
But by then will be exams LE.
THEN AFTER EXAMS IS my birthday.
I think it falls on a Saturday
No one to sing me birthday song
Except, maybe… …
Myself.
Well well.
That’s still quite far away.
Its been raining these few days.
Aaaaahhh!!!
I just screamed for fun.
I think it can de-stress you know.
The stupid pink line is still there.
Hai...
I think I’m a jack of all trades, Master of none.
So chim right.
Crezawards tickets selling tomorrow!!!
I MUST buy.
I missed it on tue, cause I didn’t see the table mah…
Well, I spent a lot of money this week.
Class fund owe me money.
Hahah.
I keep saying that.
habaloogihabaloogi gagogego piong.
gagopiong gegopiong gagogegopiong.
hahaha.
so random.
i need new earphone sponge.
my one tore.
how is it possible?
is my ears that rough?
or maybe because i treat my stuff roughly.
i dont think i am a good leader anymore.
hai...
the cannibal king with a fat nose ring,
fell in love with a hula dame and every night on a bright moon light
over the lakey cave.
he hugged and kissed his pretty little miss.
under the bamboo tree
and everynight on a bright moon light
it sounded like this to me.
aroo -censor-
aroo -censor-
aroo deyaa deyaay
aroo -censor-
aroo -censor-
aroo deyaa deyaay
its a fun song.
you supposed to sing the word censor by the way.
hahah
okok.
this is a long post.
anyway, bye! Thursday, March 29

i dont know why but theres a stupid pink line in the middle of my screen. boo!
stupid. i restart the computer but its still there):
then i shall hate and anything that has got to do with it from now on.
she actually threaten me okay.
i was trying not to roll my eyes at her.
urgh!
then today got lit.
thought i didnt hand up. so worried.
then when she read out my name of those who handed up to her through mlg. was super shocked.
haha.
during science, to prevent myself from falling asleep, i threw erasers at those around me who were falling asleep.
hahahaha.
then we stayed back to do the costumes for the reel art thingy
and it was a great disaster!
well, just that my costume turned out badly and no one bothers to wash my brushes okay.
then somemore i have to pay for the paint):
but good thing is the dance test is over(:
then the stupid WEILIN go take away my tablet bag then i cannot go home.
then when i go home then i was scolded.
THANKS ALOT WEILIN.
okay, i go first. bye! Wednesday, March 28

(1) fake milk spill
(2) shadow fun(:
(3) my newly washed slippers(:
(4) honey sweet and a m n m
(5) shadow of a twirly wirly thingy
yay. let me try posting in chinese for once.
cannot let my chinese deprove any further.
people are catching up.
今天下大雨，
害我的新书包被雨淋湿了。
那个包包真是贵死了。
今天令我领悟到了什么是人不可冒相。
fine.
thats all for today. typing in chinese is super tiring okay.
um...
so today can be considered as a good day but can also be considered as a bad day.
good: there is no run today(:
bad: it rained so hard BEFORE I REACHED SCHOOL. my new tablet bag is drenched. boo.
AND MY UMBRELLA IS SPOILED!):
good: i got a bigger beret
bad: it stinks
good: today's uh hum(:
bad: today's uh hum):
bad: theres unexpected rehearsal):
good: my group was totally prepared for it(:
i think i can be a good leader you know.
things that i learned about myself today:
i look scary if i dont smile
i have skinny legs
i have the branded look[thats means i look good with any branded stuuf(:]{i didnt know got such thing}
okay i got to go sleep le!
oh ya!
super lots of good luck for my darling partner!
okay, nites! Monday, March 26

hohoho
another blogskin(:
i want to add the prevent right click thingy
but i just cant
i would like to thank all those people who tried to cheer me up
even though its just a tag
but it still counts
mean pok, kelly, kan shit(:
<3333333333 you all!
today i watched all the kiddy shows on channel 8 in the morning(:
very long never watch liao
have to update myself on how kids this days feel
oh!
let me tell you what happened yesterday.
my auntie the friend got one new shop then opening mah
so we all went. cause my aunt like never order the flower basket/ stand those kind of thing
so she decided to bring me there to buy things from the shop(:
cause the shop those stuff doesnt suit her you see.
then we go there she started to talk to her friend-_-
but the friend treated me and my relatives to super delicious muffins!
super nice okay
anyway, thats not the point.
then she bought this super stylo tablet bag for me okay!!!
but it looks like a sling bag/handbag
i thought it was a bag at first then the tag say tablet bag
its not cheap you know
its like about $70
woah.
then new shops often have those flower stands thingy outside the shop right
if you dont know what i mean just go to vivo
then we saw this super tiny and skinny earthworm okay
like super yuck lo
it on the window btw
and we watched its progress from on the window to the ground
yucko
i hope its dead by now.
i'm so mean
but seriously loh.
i hate worms more than birds that shit okay
my luck has been down seincei entered secondary school
i've never been hit by bird shit before
but since i entered i've been hit for like what
once every year?
hai...
i like my new cbox colour
i like the picture on top of my name
i am super relieved that my group didnt use gloves for the traffic duty
i hate wearing gloves. gloves make my hands sweat and uncomfortable):
goodluck!
inflex, dont need be so sad lah.
its just like another 9 months then we'll have to make new friends
i havent start on my homework yet leh!
i havent polish my boots yet!
so many things to do, so little time.
i'm starting to worry for my home ec practical.
i didnt even try yet
shit.
hai...
why must the weekends be so short?!
just when i was starting to relax
whatever lah, look on the bright side!
i can endure through the next week!
i wont slash myself again le lah!
dont be so worried for me!
poeple who love themselve cant bear to hurt themselves.
another of my philosophy.
i got alot of jobs suitable for me okay.
i wont die!
songwriter, author, psyhcologist(sp?), teacher, fashion designer... ...
too many le.
cannot count.
todays' post is long(:
okay, till next time, i shall say bye bye! Sunday, March 25

oh cool. seems like i blamed the totally wrong person. i would like to say sorry. i just cant bring myself to say it to your face so i say it here. its not like there is ever a chance for you to see this. okay, after a walk downstairs i dont feel so down now(:
i like the song "pieces of me". i feel like changing my blogskin again.
the part blog is so dead. i'm the only one who post. sad rite.
anyway. today supposed to stay back to prepare for the reel art thingy.
but then, no one bring paint and some dont even know need to stay back.
so my darling partner went home. then i waited until s1 the people finish their classes.
at first wanted to go HQ. then have to go home take slacks then somemore someone dont want to let me put my bag in her house even though she know i have difficulty. fine. thats people for you. i wont complain. whats over is over. cant bring time back. you know.
i need to go ntuc tomorrow to buy my home ec practical stuff.
then i need to go library return my books.
tomorrow have to go eat breakfast with him.
well, it cant be avoided.
so i made a cup of ice honey. perfect on a hot day. ahhhh...
and i went down to 7-11 to buy a sandwich and i ate it at home watching a korean drama.
its been like so long since i did that often:/
as in sit in front of the tv and eat.
this week i think i mostly copied my homework.
i am going to stop that.
how can i get into c classes of i continue this kind of behaviour?
i really hope i can get into c classes.
but then i'll have a lot stress.
life's complicated.
like maths.
maths is getting more and more complicated.
espiecially the zero thingy.
hai... ...
i think i'll have to go the library and ntuc alone.
thats my fate. hahaha.
okay. i go finish up my picture later i go put up at my space(:
byes! Friday, March 23

seriously. you just cant put far too much trust in someone. even your family members.
even your own mother. they might just break your heart. my heart was shattered to pieces.
everyone is gloomy, is sad, is impatient, is irriitated. why get yourself into such a bad mood?
you dont have to win every single time. if you never lose, you'd never experience the delightful feeling of winning. make someone happy. let them win once in a while. i dont see why you cant stay in a same job for long. you are no longer that young liao. cant you just think about others that you are dragging down?! FINE. i cant scold you to your face say what i rude i what what what. FINE. so i complain about you here. isnt it worse? but as i've said, what you dont know cant hurt you. this week was bad. very bad. i hate this week. this whole month. i hate it to the core ): no. i hate this whole year. AND IT JUST STARTED. how in the world am i going to survive the rest of it?! i said i dont want to go NOW. dont you understand human language?! you force me to go down WITH YOU NOW just because you dont want to miss your show. how selfish can a person get. i am so bloody frustrated. so irritated. so depressed. i dont want to get depression at such a young age okay. you can just ask. you dont have to steal you know. what kind of role model are you showing me now?! telling me to give you respect. respect is to be EARNED. you just dont deserve mine you know. why are people just so selfish?! maybe its my fault. everything is my fault anyway. its my fault that we arent so close anymore. its my fault that theres a hole in the ozone layer. its my fault that people only care about themselves nowadays. its my fault that the end of the world is coming soon. EVERYTHING IS JUST MY FAULT. i'm not going to slash myself le. i've tried and i think it hurts. a lot. and it doesnt help at all. it just add on to the pain. well, its just what i feel. its kind of stupid. people who are slashing yourself, stop bah. its not gonna help with the problem. its just a fleeting moment of numbness and all the problems will come flooding back. you know how it is. i'm sure you know. well, if you dont know, now you know. i need to find a new way to relive my stress. maybe i should go buy a punching bag. i want to sleep. maybe the lack of sleep is the main reason why i'm so grumpy, so sadist and so depressed. as i've said to mel and dude,this is the age where people experience many emotional breakdown... thats when she covered my mouth and prevented me from saying anything else(: since i'm not happy, why not make someone else happy?
weilin weilin weilin weilin weilin
there. hope someone else is happy. bye.

yay. Thursday, March 22

Hello hello.
First council of ministers with David Marshall as chief minister.
I’m going to fail my history.
I failed my history common test and last year’s mid year.
Boooo.
My darling partner helped me packed my desk today she also helped me copy my … … uh hum.
Anyway, thank you thank you.
Ridiculously highprices.
Oh oh oh.
Tomorrow should be my home econ practical.
I haven’t buy the ingredients yet.
DIE.
Lift the whole line to show your evidence.
Based on my contextual knowledge,
What is pie filling huh.
I not even sure how to make my pastry.
So this will be your contextual knowledge.
Today got the drama thingy again.
That is kind of boring and takes up a lot of my time.
I could use that time to buy my ingredients.
I could use that time to complete my holiday homework.
I could use that time to do my present homework.
I could use that time to play(:.
I don’t think anyone is even listening to her lah.
Its quite poor thing you know.
Got maths remedial later.
And the teacher never lets me forgets.
De le de le*clap clap*
De le de le*clap clap*
De le de le de le de le de le de le*clap clap*good times don’t last but they stay in your heart.
You must have three points.
the Suez canal.
Structured essay question might be your savior.
*my question in shiny armor!* hahahaha
I need to pee.
I haven’t finish my folio also):
Never mind.
Its just the advertisement and the list of food left.
I had really really wanted to join crezawards
But then… …
Got not enough people then… …
Anyway, look on the bright side
There is another 2 more years to go.
But this year is the most suitable one lo.
How do you make your own picture into a blogskin huh.
I cant believe you are 72% evil, Kelvin.
WEILIN WEILIN WEILIN WEILIN.
Happy now?
Okay, byebye! Wednesday, March 21

hihi.
i changed my url AGAIN.
i changed my blogskin AGAIN.
i changed the icon thingy on top of my head again.
oops. not my head. i mean my name :P
haha. i like this blogskin. but i dont like the background
the pictures are very nice(:
anyway, yesterday i said something i shouldnt have said.
and the person who shouldnt have heard it was standing right behind me okay.
traffic duty was kinda fun but dangerous.
i think growing more ugly.
or maybe this is my ugly phase and it'll pass sooner or later and i'll still look as chio as ever.
let me see what happen to me:
-all the bloody moquitoes sting me until got a lot of marks on my legs):
-then got the that time i feel down then i injured my knee the mark):
-then got this dunno pimple/mosquitoe bite thingy on my spectacle the nose thingy there):
-then at the tip of my nose got this dunno freckle or scratch mark thingy):
-then i am now so tan):
-i'm peeling all over(because of the sun burn and dunno what)
this week's lessons feels extra boring and scary
scary because i havent finish certain homeworks
boring because its boring
hai... tomorrow will be the most boring day of the week.
not so boring if they ask me for my homework:P
well, the dreaded time is coming soon.
platoonmates! we really need to practise and practise and practise.
our everything is really sucky.
dont give excuses because you dont want to.
you know you need to. that was chim.
i just think on the spot one leh.
cool.
today's post is super short leh.
hai... ...
i hate running.
i think we ran too slow today):
anyway, thats about all.
byes! Tuesday, March 20

i was looking through my pictures then i found this picture.i think i look chio inside.and i like that haircut a lot.
yay. i got over my emotional breakdown.
chim right.
anyway, its JUST homework.
what can they do to me?
more homework? demerit me? embarass me in front of the whole world?
the worst thing is that i'm no longer the model goody goody student.
that isnt so bad you know.
its kind of tiring being so guai all the time.
then everyone's expectation on you is the same.
"didnt expect you to be this kind of people"
what did you expect me to be like then?
dont assume.
congratulations to my platoonmates for passing the orienteering test(:
congratulations for your survival through the camp(:
congratulations for the big load of homework waiting for you all(:
thank you to weilin for keeping my blog alive for the tagging!
frankly, i thought i was going to die on the first day of camp.
that was how tough it is.
seriously, i have never felt so tired in my whole entire life.
i shall not comment any further.
as i have said before, it was an experience of a lifetime.
should i start on the pile of homework?
hai........ Sunday, March 18

i'm back!!! back. back. back.
IN ONE PIECE! ALIVE ND WELL!
even i cant believe it myself.
hahahahaha.
i have never been so home sick in my whole entire life.
longed for my bed, my bolster, MY DARLING TAB!,sweets, chocolates. alot of things but NOT. DEFINITELY NOT. did you see the NOT?! anyway, but NOT the nagging.
i shall put it in this way.
it was an experience of a lifetime.
only next time will be worse.
well, lets not look so far.
i did started on my homework.
but its like only one page.
pathetic.
then somemore still got the history project to do.
i dunno what to do then the person who send it to me is so busy that she cant call me and tell me what to do.
anyway, clarissa just told me what to do.
the 3 days felt like 3 weeks.
and now i only have one day left.
i'm super stress now.
i need something to destress.
maybe i should try slashing.
see whether it helps.
well, this is a age to try.
then people will just say you are young and too dunno what to think.
i think i'm giving myself too much stress.
i should push the blame to others.
GIVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK FOR WHAT?!
WHY MUST YOU ALL WANT IT TO BE HANDED IN BY MONDAY?!!
DONT YOU ALL KNOW HOW STRESSFUL IT IS?!
WHY?!
WHY DO YOU ALL WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL SO STRESS?!
WHY?!
WHY DO PEOPLE WANT TO KEEP IMPROVING?! TO OVERSHOT OTHERS?!
FINE! I KNOW OF PEOPLE DONT IMPROVE WE'LL STILL BE LIKE STONEAGE PEOPLE.
BUT I'M PISSED. VERY VERY PISSED.
whatever.
demerit all you want.
maybe if i dont have such high expectation on myself then i wouldnt be so stress.
its a miracle that i can still type when i'm feeling like crap.
this shows that putting your thoughts down helps.
just maybe not in such a public way.
i cant believe it.
i can even give advice at this point of time.
cool.
okay.
maybe or maybe not.
monday will be the day when i'm bloody mean.
watch out.
i'll see whether i remember it and whether i feel like it.
EVERY THING IS GIVEN SO BLOODY LAST MINUTE AND YOU WANT IT IN SUCH A SHORT TIME.WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM. ROBOT?! COMPUTER?! WORK WORK WORK ALL DAY LONG IS IT.
i need time to think need time to rest need time to play.
theres time for work and theres time for play.
i've worked hard for the common tests and where's my time for play... ... Saturday, March 17

Monday, March 12

i nearly forgotten what i wanted to write
one day i'm gonna publish this book called chenting's guide to life. that is, if i decided to become a writer. must open more paths to life for myself.
chapter one.
*****how to make yourself more confident*****
-praise yourself more
like for example, think" i have long legs" instead of " my legs look like sticks"
get what i mean?
-have a mindset that you are not inferior to other people
-say that you are proud of yourself for something that you did well in...
or you feel that you had done well in
-collect all the praises that people had given you and indulge in it once in a while.
HOWEVER, IF YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE GETTING OVER CONFIDENT, PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING
*****how to shrink your big head*****
-praise other people instead

okay, end of chapter one.
cannot let you all read so much.
later no one buy my book
hahahahaha
i think the shrink the big head thingy very funny
anywae, thats about it for today, and, oh ya, b4 i forgot
####chenting's philosophy to life####
number ****: REVENGE IS SWEET BUT NOT LONG LASTING
remember!
i owe mean pok $3.50
some people owe me black socks AND my handbook
all my holiday homework inside.
the outcome of being kind.
next time must make people sign contract(: Saturday, March 10

Today is a bad day. Bad bad day. It started off with me going up to look for mean pok then her door not open then like got no one so I thought she went down to wait for me le. So I went down to my floor. She not there. I was planning to go to school alone and I think aiyah, better call her first. Later say what then becomes my fault again. I called her hp, and then got this singtel message thingy. So I called her house. Then she still made it sound like I got no brain, and everything is like so clear but I still dont understand. But, being a kind soul that I am, I still went up and wait for her. Just when I think that I was early today. Anyway, I shouldn’t complain, she got wait for a lot of ties before also. Then mass run, super tired. But, timing still not good enough. I don’t get it lah. I only like stopped to walk for exactly two steps only. When i ran with MY DARLING PARTNER that time my timing was 9/10 minutes I think. And we stopped and walk sometimes. I miss those days, I wouldn’t be so dog-tired after running. Then they took back our…. I think we ask for it ourselves. I think I’m the one who rolled her eyes. Sorry. Then i was super(x 999999999999) sad, depressed, whatever. You don’t believe it you can just ask MY DARLING PARTNER. I was moaning about it all day long. Hai…. My blouse feels so weird without it. I kept reaching up to adjust it to make it straight. By then, I’ll realize that its gone. Then during the mock dance test I failed. Cant believe it. You just dunno how bad it feels lo. Me, a ex-dancer, fail? Have I really deproved that much? Am I really that bad? Hai…. Then got back lit common test. Didn’t do that well. Only just passed. Then science was really boring although its about this disgusting chapter. Well, have to see it through the science point of view, as I told MY DARLING PARTNER. I suddenly realize that I kept mentioning her name and that it kind of tiring to put it to capital. But never mind. Anyway, now I cannot connect to the wireless. I think I’ll just have to post it tomorrow then. Or later when I can connect. Well, then we took bus to mrt station cause my card got not enough credits (-0.30) so I put coins. I dunno need to pay how much so I asked the bus driver. He kept saying “bus pass”. I kept asking and he kept saying “bus pass”. I was kind of irritated so i said “I got NO bus pass THAT’S WHY I’m using coins” in this slow manner. Then he finally got what I meant and said, “oh, then you need to pay $0.90.” FINALLY. Then I short of $0.20so I asked from my platoon mates and he finally gave me the receipt. THEN did I realize the whole bus is staring at me. Cool. Well, at first I want to put up some new “chenting philosophy to life” and praises for other people. But then I write very long le. You know I can’t connect to the wireless so I am like typing on Microsoft word and its like already one and a quarter pages liao. And my font size is around 14. Just want to relate my unfortunates here. Oh ya, before I forget.
My common tests results: -English: 14/25
-Chinese: 72.5/100
-Maths: 29/40 (my proudest subject. Cause I often fail. And I’m even more proud of my darling partner:D)
-science: 26.5/40
-literature: 15/25
-science: 12/25 (this must be the subject that pulls me down most. I passed for ALL the subjects other than this)
Oh ya, CLARISSA, have THEY replied?! And, WEILIN, I still haven’t watch the show yet :P. I wanna join crezawards. Okaee, I too depressed le to even type le (Or maybe because I typed such a long post?) oh, and one last thing, bad mood should never be an excuse for you to do things you shouldn’t. Byes. (OMG!!! 2 whole pages!!!) Wednesday, March 7

stupid bird. bloody bird.
i was walking after we were dismissed and this BLOODY BIRD shitted on ME.
ME okay. i can't believe birds have such good taste also. then i screamed when it hit me right in the middle of my head okay. right in the middle. bull's eye man. then when i realised what it was i screamed again. and again. okay, thats the unfortunate part. then the drgon boating part was fun. espiecially when we splashed water at each other and when we rocked the boat it was super fun:D.then viona and sophy were super brave to jump into the water(: i didn't dare to. and i didnt want everyone to look at me loh. attention seeker. hahaha. okay so that was that. then after we were dismissed, kan shit say got this kfc with free flow of drinks. so i said" okay, lets go!" then we walk walk walk like kan shit suddenly dun know whether we are i the correst direction and sm said " eh, should be that direction what" so i hit kan shit and walked towards the direction that sm pointed. guess where we got to. we end up at the place where we dragon boat! she really is da bai chi lah. then i somemore remember when we walk off that time the specs/juniors/seniors were looking at us with this LOOK. but i ignored it. anyway, then we go ask this road sweeper where is that kfc, then he dunno say what then wani dunno say what. then i say, " now you know you lead the way" then we ended up at the bus stop where we were dismissed. oh ya, when we were walking that time then me, jia yue and kan shit started this game of echoeing what everyone said. starting it was fun and in the end it kinda got irritating. so we took bus to douby ghaut(how do you spell this?) mrt station and from there we took to bugis. then we can't decide on what to eat so some went food court and some went kfc. then lao kan was like so emo lah. and she kept wanting to sleep or read her harry potter. and i kept stopping her. i ate winglets which was super tiny and spicy. oh ya and cheese fries from kan shit, kelly and hooi choo(:. i know they confirm cannot finsh one loh. a cheese fries and a drink alone is full enough. hahahaha. anyway, thank you for the fries(:. then we went food court look for the rest. before that we talked about what we want to be then i said (-toot-) chen ting. i think it sounds quite nice. then the stupid hooi choo kept blowing ice at me okay. i told her that if any of the ice hit me i'll strangle her. so three times when she wasn't looking i strangled her. hahahahah. her reaction was super funny. then we just walked around. wanted to take neos but me and kan shit got not enough money and ke li mei mei need to go buy lunch for her mum. and we bought different flavoured honey -yumyum-. then i go home, practice a bit of dancing, and did my compre. i just realised i got alot to do tomorrow. all in all, today was fun. and from now on i, chen ting, vice president of the air club, swears to hate any birds that shit to the core. oh ya, i saw a dead animal floating while i was dragon boating. for your info, it was dead. i feel so so sorry for it. Saturday, March 3

today i was interrogated by zombie
i showed her my maths common test 29/40
which is a distinction(sp?) i think
then she go on and on about one of my careless mistakes
then i was like super irritated lah cause its like after i get back the papers i don't know how to see for myself meh.
then i bring home my darling partner's paper cause i bu fang xin her paper put in school mah
then zombie saw cause i was holding my file
then guess what. SHE WANTED TO SEE THE PAPER.
of course i say no lah. i was like no lah, this mis MY FRIEND'S PAPER.
how can i let you see lah. you know what she say?
she said why not.
then in the end she got the paper
she was like ur friend so good then you should learn from her blah blah blah
so i said i asked her lo then she don't know how to teach
then she was like you talk to me in this kind of attitude
later part of the night~
i was talking to shan then zombie said "lai, wo yao gen ni jiang hua"
so she began asking me what i have friends that have no manners(kan shit, da bai chi)
then what why i call her jiang shi and why i call her that in front of all my friends then blah blah
then i refuse to tell her okay
then we dunno say about what
then she keep demanding an answer then i refuse to tell
then she was like "u mute is it?! dunno how to answer is it?! you continue to not answer me then later i beat you up to look like a zombie."
what a nice and perfect mother i have.
then i have no choice say what she becoming more and more like those low class aunties at the market. then she was like keep saying i look down on her lo.
i keep saying a zillion times i DON'T LOOK DOWN ON HER.
i just feel that her attitude is super irritating.
she won't listen.
THE MORALE OF THE STORY: "WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW CAN'T HURT YOU"
don't be too curious. Friday, March 2

Hello!
Today wrote my reply to the jap pen pals for clarissa to send to them. I’m envious of clarissa:(. Hahaha. Don’t worry. I’ll get over it. Oh ya, I would like to thank my darling partner for helping me bring my tablet to the ta and having the heart to tell me whats wrong and stop that stupid Valencia from making me laugh when I was falling in. yay. But that does not mean I’m gonna forgive you for leaving me alone for A WHOLE DAY. Somemore tomorrow got Chinese and English and maths. Urgh. Today is not such a good day. Have to go home and take a pair of black socks for da bai chi shu mei. Then I got about no time to eat then have to GOBBLE down my cupcakes. Which is like super dry. Then it was not really filling. By the end of the activity I was super hungry. WE NEED PRACTICE. For a lot of things. This we is very general. 1) footdrills and armdrills and how to polish boots properly. 2) our dance thingy. 3) maths. As I’ve heard today, practice makes perfect, no one can do anything perfectly without practicing unless you are a genius. I don’t understand how come cannot sniff our nose lah. Do we have a choice? Like if we don’t sniff then the mucus(sp?) will like come out. I know its gross but it’s the truth lah. I’m actually speaking for ke li mei mei. Yay. Mean pok, I finish reading that book le. I think I tomorrow or some other day lend you. But must remind me. Dancing is very fun. Is just that I very long never dance le then I like not as graceful as last time:(. I made up 3 tiny tiny wishes today: 1) for my glasses to stop sliding down my nose so often and not to develop stupid fog[ today after we march on the spot then my specs is like halfway on my nose okay then somemore when they ‘talk’ to us that time my glasses start to fog up at the sides, I asked for permission but she said later then what can I do but to admire the person standing in front of me with her specs sitting at a comfortable position. It was like very embarrassing okay]. 2) for tomorrow morning to rain so that there will be no mass runthen my darling partner won’t be so mah fun. 3) for my darling partner to have a safe trip! I’m so nice right. I know. I can’t believe it when I heard mr samat say it but then I just read the newspaper and it turn out that it is true. I absolutely CANNOT believe it. They are ONLY in PRIMARY SCHOOL!!! I mean that how do they even know about this kind of things?! This just show how media is a bad influence to young children who still cannot like differentiate good and bad(I’m still in this group by the way, the can’t differentiate part, not the young children part). The girl is like only 9 years old?! I was still kinda innocent that time, don’t know about this kind of stuff. This just prove how innocent I am(:. Anyway, its really very scary about how young people start having uhhum. I shall refrain from saying it. I really really don’t understand HOW they know these things. Tell me if u have any idea. Thursday, March 1