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too much, too much.
to the stupid sore throat, you suck.
finally, the week ended.
somehow this week was pretty horrible.
kind of emotionally unstable nowadays. must be that my period is coming.
mosquitoes bites everywhere. itchy itchy scratchy scratchy.

"Be careful who you open up to. Few people actually care, most are just curious.
just saw this on someone's fb status which i find quite true and i'm going to consider about this before opening up so easily to people.

ever felt that people around you are acting more and more like you?
it feels kind of weird. cause i no longer know how to act.
feels like you're behaving like me, talking to my friends, liking whatever i like and stuff. stolen identity time. i know this is ridiculous. but i would sometimes think that you're trying to live my life and do a better job than me. hai.
all these trying to keep a good relationship with everyone stuff is SO TIRING.
i should stop trying to make anymore new friends and concentrate on those around me instead.
or you know what? i should just be a nerdgeekwhatever and just not care about all these stuff at all. study all the time. be a loner. pathetic but at least i'll do better in my exams.
12:01 AM
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OK WHATEVER.

OKAY WHATEVER. i'm going to pretend that CN Blue is not coming to singapore.
anyone that reminds me i will scream at you. i swear.

to :D,
OMG. ARE YOU SERIOUS? BIRD MUM IS DEAD?!! OMG.
what did you do with it.

school days are getting so B-O-R-I-N-G and repetitive.
i think i need to find a new eye candy to find that motivation to go to school.
if not, having to go through that "what the helll....... i dont want to go to school. don't want to wake up)):" every morning is damn sian. seriously.

was feeling damn tired and sian by the end of the day.
somemore when i took train with yanru and she had to get off before me, i said "bye friend" and she was like "byee, you're not my friend. just my back-up friend."
YA THIS IS THE KIND OF THING I HAVE TO GO THROUGH IN SCHOOL EVERYDAY.
at first it was fun to try to think up of some comeback but after so many months, its just tiring and i start to wonder if they really mean it and only trying to make it seem like its a joke.
okay whatever.

but thennnn, i met up with sop and lyn to eat.
seeing them and being around them just make me so much more energetic and happy(: even if its short.
well, maybe its because we're kind of tired after a long school day or whatever, we didn't really have much to say to each other.
hmm.

yep. the naggers are nagging again. bye.
8:40 PM
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OH NOOOO.
NOOOOOO!! I can't believe it! If i want to go see cn blue i have to part with like $168. where am i going to get that much money manzx.
and its not even a concert or anything lor.
but i can see them in person! and take a photo with all of them. and get their autographs. and hopefully a hug? i'd die of happiness on the spot i tell you.
OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN.
shit lahhh. i am so depressed right now.
stop smiling at me like that!
10:20 PM
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hello adammy123(:
omg. is cn blue really coming to singapore:D?
5:26 PM
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this weekend, i went to my other grandmother's house cause when i called one day, my grandmother sounded really weak.

soo. its really sad to see her this time. her hand was shaking so much. she barely respond to me probably cause she couldn't hear well. she is always so tired. she don't have much appetite.

which leaves me very very worried.
i dont want her to die.

maybe i'm thinking too much.
maybe i should stop thinking about it.
but i'm afraid that once i stop thinking about it, it'll really happen.
i can only hope for the best for now.
please please get well soon(:

to everyone i know,
please stay safe and healthy and happy. and to always know that i love you(:


Julia says:
oh let me tell you something interesting
are you ready
hello!! are you ready?!?!
walaooo where are you
CHENTING HATES PW. says:
OKAY I'M READY
Julia says:
i dont want to tell you already
so sloww
CHENTING HATES PW. says:
I'M READY BEFORE YOU DONT WANT TO TELL ME
SO YOU SHOULD JUST TELL ME
Julia says:
fine
there
is
a
dead bird outside my window
CHENTING HATES PW. says:
WTH
Julia says:
HAHA
CHENTING HATES PW. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Julia says:
NOT SOMETHING YOU WERE EXPECTING RIGHT
CHENTING HATES PW. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
okay thats quite funny
Julia says:
HAHAHA
and i cant get rid of it
CHENTING HATES PW. says:
its glued there meh
Julia says:
and if it rains so heavily that it falls off the edge
it
it'll just fall into my garden
CHENTING HATES PW. says:
then it'll decompose
and like help the plants in your forest to grow better
Julia says:
and stink up the whole place!
10:03 PM
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RAWR!
to the guinea rat:
1) i will NOT find a female rat for my guinea pig to mate with so you would not have the chance to exist.
2)RAWR!

today's mood:
:) :D :D :D :D zzzz :D >:( :/ :D >:( :///
(after i reach home):DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

congrats if you know how to read that. haha:D
time to do some geog!

IF YOU'RE FEELING DOWN, CHECK OUT MY TAGBOARD!
10:12 PM
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you love is ultraviolet
whoooo, i'm feeling better already! kind of.
my brain is still moving kind of slowly. woozy.
at least i can eat now. yay.
fastest way to get skinnier? get sick.

had to go back to school for listening compre even though i had an mc D:
well well.
at least it was in an air-con room.
i'm actually kind of looking forward to going back to school tomorrow.
after catching up with a little bit of gossip today. haha:D

thanks for all the "get well soon", "take care" and "rest well" messages:D!
the get well soon letter from yong hwa and kk that was delivered to my doorstep was especially heartwarming(:
reminds me of one time in primary school when i was sick and valerie coming up to my house to pass me a letter which tells me what homework there were on that day.
haha.

alrightt.
to mabel: you might have to wait another week for your letter.

kthxbye. hahahaha.
8:23 PM
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sick
sick at home.
i've never felt so horrible my whole life.
urgh.
6:16 PM
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I WISH BOTH OF YOU COULD JUST SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE.
8:36 PM
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another lazy sunday
stayed at home the whole day trying to finish up my stupid EoM.
spent like 5 hours to do one freaking paragraph. and thats without the internet.
wow, good job chenting!

stayed up until 1 plus replying to all my fan letters.
dont know whats wrong with me yesterday night.
i think i wrote some strange things.
too lazy to re-write so, whoever got the strange stuff, dont take it to heart okay.

whooo, jiayue do you see it?
there are now 2 UNjealous people on my tagboard. hahaha.
don't worry pigs, see you on national day(:
6:37 PM
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i think, i kind of still look the same.

went out to study with sop and kelly today at freezing subway.
spent so much money on food this week. so much for saving up. urgh.
but it was pretty productive i guess catching up on gossip wise and homework wise.
whooo:D
okay, i was late again. as usual.
NEED. TO. LEARN. TO. BE. PUNCTUAL.
spent about 1 hour waiting for stupid bus.
yay, we should go out and study again:D

too bad, chih-yin.
i having doubts about you joining us if we're going back or out during national day or teachers' day.

HAHA JIAYUE YOU'RE DAMN HILARIOUS.
SEE THE 4 BLUE THINGS ON TOP? CLICK ON THEM TO NAVIGATE.
10:55 PM
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definitely one of the happier days of my life
learning fest was pretty fun:D
-talked to lao kan for a short bit before assembly started
-got toggi chocolate bar! yay. but eating the whole thing at one shot is damn disgusting. too sweet, too much.
-celebrated chowlyn and zuo en's birthday with a chocolate cake. serious chocolate overdose. bleaghh.
-went for the tango dance course with diane and clara and the 3 of us were the only people who participated in that shift? HAHA, awkward and weird ttm.
-went back to class to help out a bit with the weaving thingy. i failed as a teacher.
-i think i have a short tongue. i can't see my tongue when i stick it out fully.
(okay, you can stop sticking your tongue out now. haha.)
-walked around to check out all the different courses with diane, had fun commenting and making fun of the classes(:
-we were sharing a "scarf" and walking around with a "scarf" as headband on our heads. she looked fine cause her string was thin but i just look like a retarded da chang jin. HAHAHA.
-hmm, encounters 1 and 2
-henna painting cum mini concert in class
-people thought i was emo-ing when i was sitting outside the class alone enjoying some cold breeze and peace.
-during assembly there was this tiny worm on darren's shirt. they put it on a tissue and i was sitting RIGHT BEHIND darren so like i was super paranoid throughout the next hour. kept thinking that theres a worm on me too. i hate worms. no joke. HATE WORMS!

MEGA PIGGING OUT SESSION
spending only $5, i ate a bowl of seafood horfun, a tuna tortilla wrap, a packet of soya milk, a packet of green tea and shared a olive fried rice with wujiayue:D
crescent food is seriously THE BEST! yay!
-ate then walked around to explore the school level by level
-went into old 4s2A classroom and tried to look for my table but failed cause i didnt vandalise it.
UNLIKE KAREN AND HAZEL AND MINGXUAN AND JESSIE. TSKTSK.
-felt quite good to be greeted by people again. the feeling of being a somebody instead of a nobody. was happily waving like a celebrity. haha.
-ma'am ho is DAMN pregnant now. hahaha.
-sat at the swinging thing and talked to KT for like 1 hour plus? haha.
-listened to wujiayue's very exciting life:D
-i miss clean toilets in school):
-furry rabbit is so cute:DDDD its like so furry and soft and it has floppy ears! floppy ears bunnies are damn cute!! hahaha.

Night picnic on the rooftop
then sop joined us in school. talked and laughed alot then we parted.
went to vivo, walked around, ate sushi, veryepensiveandnotveryworthit fruit tart, talked alot, laughed alot:D

overall, it was a very happy day:D (Y)
11:10 PM
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NEED. MORE. SELF. CONTROL.
PW sucks. booo.

"The restlessness that comes upon girls upon summer evenings results in lasting trouble unless it is speedily controlled. The right kind of man does not look for a wife on the streets, and the right kind of girl waits till the man comes to her home for her. "
-unknown author.
10:10 PM
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"talk to the hand"

today during CO was entertaining people who looked bored with my "OH!" dance.
and like mostly got ignored. hahahaha.

pokerface(who is a bit irritated with me already): talk to the hand.
me: HELLO HONGLIANG'S HAND! DO YOU WANT TO WATCH MY DANCE?
pokerface: (really using his hand to talk) NO! STOP DANCING!

hahahaha, omg my section people damn funny:D

CT results are like :S
but at least i havent failed anything. so far.
i need ice cream!
so much for saving money.
plus i have to hand up class fund to yan yan tomorrow.
URGHHH.
10:17 PM
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You better run run run run run.
did the street sales today which was a failure, learnt an important lesson today.
anyways, if my supporters didnt come down today, i wouldnt have sold a single shirt.

1) THANK YOU MABEL FOR RISKING BEING A BAD EXAMPLE TO COME DOWN ALL THE WAY TO ORCHARD JUST TO SEE ME AND HELP ME BUY A SHIRT! YAY:D!
2) thank you to my parents for the macdonald lunch and buying one shirt each from valerie ho and me:)
3) thank you to my aunties and grandma and cousin and her family to all come down to help me buy the shirts:D
4) thank you to all those who INTENDED to come down but couldn't

today was a very very hot day.
think i got a sunburn from walking up and down orchard road twice.
singaporeans are not that nice.
neither are foreigners. TSK. disappointed.

to sop,
your hair IS longer on one side what, NO, YOUR BUCKTOOTH IS NOT SERIOUS AT ALL, STOP BEING PARANOID AND LIKE OVER SELF CONSCIOUS.
okay, and yes, sophy tio know me so well that she knew that i replied "OKAY." while still sleeping.

school is starting again tomorrow. thats FAST.
4:58 PM
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tai-tais day out:D
was supposed to meet my class at novena mrt station at 7.15 to do CIP.
so i woke up at 6, dog-tired, and walked out to the sofa in the living room and lied down, thinking about whether i should just stay at home and sleep. who knows, i really fell asleep on the sofa and only woke up at like 7.01. so i walked back to my room and messaged julia that i couldnt make it and went back to sleep. haha.

while sleeping, i kept waking up to check my phone and sop asked me whether want to go nlb to borrow some books for our EOM and i replied "OKAY." while half asleeped. finally gotten out of bed at like 10 + and then ate some breakfast and went to meet sop. we went to nlb then she treated me lunch at FFT which was damn nice. shared a sandwich and a slice of this banana chocolate cake with maltesers which was WOW! haha. the lunch wasn't cheap i think and when she say she's treating me, i was like "YOU'RE NOT DOING ANYTHING ILLEGAL RIGHT?" hahahaha.

then we went to haji lane to shop, with no money in our pockets.
clothes were expensive, no money to buy.
at one of the shops, i treated her to this toffee sundae, awesome:D
we get to choose two scoops of ice cream and we chose cookies and coffee and mellow chocolate(which is chocolate with marshmallow bits) and there were cookie crumbs and some toffee sauce i think. nice nice:D

spent the day like some tai-tai.
yay, i love sop:D
really hope her ankle can recover soon so that she can join the competitive team for her squash! yay.

going to do street sales in front of somerset 313 tomorrow, come down and visit me if you're free okay! its okay if you dont buy anything. hahaha.
5:58 PM
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CHICKEN RICE
cannot stop watching WGM, gain and jokwon are so funny and cute:D
today during CO practice, i was telling BT how much i wanted to eat chicken rice and when i came home, my grandmother really cooked chicken rice:D! yays.
i felt so, lucky right there and then. hahaha.
shit, have to be at novena at 7.15 tomorrow.
and its 12 + now. awesome.
hopefully i can plan a section dinner after CO practice next week:D YAYS.
to :D, i dont think you know him. he's my p3 and p4 classmate.
12:17 AM
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OH. OH. OH. OH.
okay, life is like DAMN SIAN now.
arghh.
just saw the gorgeous rainbow.
seriously, its breathtaking.
and it makes everything looks better now(:
saw this primary school mate while i was at tiong just now.
didn't say hi to him cause firstly he was with a girl that i dont know.
and we didnt talk or see each other since primary school?
and ...
he's still in secondary school uniform while i was wearing my sa uniform.

hmm. we used to be so close.
very very very very close):
6:12 PM
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YAY.
mahjong at lynette's house was awesome:D
yay, WE LOVE MJ! WE LOVE MJ!

oral today was quite good for me cause the topic for the convo was YOG, which was the topic for the mock oral convo which was in the morning. lucky or lucky?


bye susanne):
7:09 PM
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HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY HARRY POTTER 7 IS COMING OUT!
YAY!

to :D :
-yes, love light is nice but LOVE is still the best!! makes me super happy whenever i listen to it. esp if i'm watching the video of their performance of that song on music bank. it'll seem like they're singing to me!! WHOO!! omg, the thought of it makes me damn high:D!
-OKAY LETS SEE WHICH DAY WE END EARLIEST THEN WE GO EAT OKAY!
-of course i'd take you seriously. i'm SUCH A SERIOUS PERSON. HAHAHAHA.

to mabel:
i think its materialistic? i don't know, i mean maybe compared to my secondary school self i'm like that now? dont know lah :/

zoo was pretty... boring.
because it was raining D: (W.T.H.)
and the class wasnt really into it, everyone keep wanting to go home.
but the start was quite fun, before we actually went into the zoo.
okay, some of the classmates kept making fun of me DDDD:
elephants gonna be my favourite animal at the zoo. they're so cute. and strong.
maybe i'll become an elephant trainer in the future. wow. exciting life ahead!

then went for the flea at supperclub.
at first rebecca was in the toilet and we were waiting for her.
we were pretty tired so diane suggested that we go into expensive shoe shops so that we can sit on the sofas. HAHAHAHA. it was quite fun:D
hahahaha, me and diane were super excited when we realised that it was our first time going into a club. hahaha.
okay, first time going to a flea market to end up only buying one thing.
i guess thats what happens when most things are out of your budget. haha.

okay, time to go pigs!
6:08 PM
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hmm, i guess everybody just like to hear the good stuff, continue living in denial.
me, 爱慕虚荣, really?
hmm...
i thought more of shallow and competitive.
well, i think its the environment.
making me less self-confident therefore the not so desirable character traits above.
or maybe its just that i now know how people actually really judge you by your outer appearance.
gross, how much i care about what other people think.
which leads back to low self-esteem again. hurray.

sian. whatever.
shopping today was very, uh, hahaha, can't think of the words to describe it.
but i had quite alot of loot:D
yay, zoo then flea tomorrow!
supposed to meet them at ang mo kio at 8.30 tomorrow.
and i'm STILL NOT SLEEPING.
good job chenting.
i'm so tired. sian.

i want to go back to eat crescent food again!
anybody want to go with me?

and troy, i'm really happy to know more about your life and what you're going through(:
jiayou okay, love you pig!

okays shall go sleep now. nites.
12:03 AM
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