okay, i'm going to sacrifice some of my sleep to dedicate this post to the very awesome lynette.
me: why are you going orchard first?
lyn: cause i don't know how to go from my school T_T
me: ohh -.- your school near orchard?
lyn: uhhh i take to bishan then go orchard. cause i normally go KAP from my house so i don't know any other way XD
me: isn't that like super far?
lyn: i know T_T But just to meet you guys... i don't mind~~~
DO YOU ALL SEE HOW AWESOME LYNETTE AU LI TING IS!!!
this is so touching (':
love you lyn~
Wednesday, August 31
superrrrrrr tired.
supposed to meet the scrapbook and food team at 10 am at kovan but guess what, i woke up at 10.
i'm seriously damn screwed up omg.
so i lugged my giant, heavy bag of art stuff to dhoby, checked out mwl and papermarket to see if i can find the scrapbook that we need. haish... should have met with valerie to go buy papers. the papers there were damn nice today!
anyway... then i went to kovan, bought a yummy bread from crystal jade and waited for yan for like half and hour.
okay rest of the day was spent making the class video.
we spent like 3 hours on it. super tiringggg.
ended at like 5.
eychelle's house is so far from the train station -.-
plus the long train ride back.
super tiring.
and my bag was so heavy.
i hope the class video turns out well.
my hand is inside!
hahahaha
haizz...
anyway thanks yan for making the video!!
can't wait for the class party tomorrow to eat the sushi and cake that they were making today.
plus plus plus delta's "study session" after that. whoohooo.
should go make some cards for my teachers.
buhbyeeeeeeee.
"He doesn't talk much but, when he does, he says my name like the clicking of a typewriter, but the 'c' key gets stuck a little. And when he does talk, his words are like brick walls, covered in wild vines and reaching for the sky. He doesn't talk much, sits in the back of the class room with his arms folded, but the first time he talked to me, he told me he was shy because his flaming red hair got more attention that he could handle.
He laughs even less than he talks. But when he does laugh, he laughs like a sputter engine and I'm the relieved car owner who loves that sound more than anything in the world."
okay so firstly, a normal beret looks like this.
then you pull it into halves. (HAHA I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN)
then you fold it like this.
then you can put it under heavy stuff to set it! jjang!
okay do you really have to set it? cause normally the berets of army guys don't really look set but they still look okay...
i guess its how you wear it.
and with so many new girl groups trying out this act cute route, its quite hard to stand out. and frankly i used to not think very highly of them. but well, i've decided to not think that way of them anymore cause they're just trying to realise their dreams after all. and this may not be the way they'd wanted to do so but have no choice cause of the company and stuff...
anyway, this girl is from one of the new girl groups and when she appeared on 100 points out of 100 i didn't really like her cause she was totally acting cute and stuff.
well, i didn't know she can sing too.
its really a skill to act cute and people think its cute instead of disgusting.
wow, and what show is this? if its about people sitting around and making music, i wouldn't mind watching. it looks nice.
I hate this love song, I'm going to sing it with a smile.
hai, sometimes, i stun myself with my own genius-ity.
happy weekend spent at my cousin's house then my grandma's house.
THIS IS SO TOUGH, I'M GOING TO FORGET ABOUT GETTING BACK INTO SHAPE, CONTINUE EATING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS AND GROW FAT AND UNHEALTHY.
and whatchugonnado about that?
hahahaha.
jiayou studying, my pals~
i realised that i seem to be the only one who blogs practically everyday.
should i be worried?
If you think its difficult to deal with children, try dealing with old people.
just as childish, but ten times more stubborn.
...even so, i still love my grandparents (:
I kept wanting to call up this few friends but i kept forgetting.
or by the time i remember its kinda late at night already... like now.
oh wells. but i'm going to see then soon so i guess can find out how she's doing then.
9 July 2011 'crazy fan-girling moments with yu rei.' (Y)
Sunday, August 28
stupid beetle went back on its promise.
beetle flew and landed near me.
me: okay, lets make a deal. you stay there while i continue watching my videos and we don't disturb each other. okay?
beetle stayed there.
halfway through my video, the beetle flew towards me.
OMGGGGG.
it was quite an episode with me running around and in a frenzy trying to get the beetle off my shirt/hair/everywhere... when it isn't even there. hahaha. i don't know where it flew to. thankfully it didn't land on me. but still... it didn't keep its promise.
i watched like 4 episodes of all my love today. hahaha feel quite happy. i'm 4 episodes nearer to the ep where kikwang appears! only 130+ more to go. hahaha.
didn't do much in school today. my brain refuses to accept the info.
tried to teach myself some korean words. hahaha.
okay its like 1 am plus and theres tuition tomorrow. so i should sleep.
maybe i should go swim at my cousin's house tomorrow after tuition.
i've really grown fatter.
i like t-ara's outfits for roly poly. all of them. SO AWESOME.
i guess when you're pretty and have good figures everything looks good on you. even shapeless tracksuits in dull maroon.
and i think hyuna's really hot. if i'm a guy i'll definitely like her.
just sayingggg.
hahaha its past midnight already, so pardon my nonsense.
wow that sounds like quite a good phrase actually. let me quote myself.
"pardon my nonsense" -chenting
hahahaniteynitesmypals~
oh wait, one of my mini-posts:
7 august 2011 Things will get better.
They always do.
Miracles only happen if you believe in them (:
everybodyyyy~
why am i not born in korea?
then i'd be able to understand what they're singing, be there for both the beast airline concert and this united cube concert. ):
the united cube concert was really great fun!! hahaha after looking through the videos and with my very active imagination, it feels like i just came back from their concert! hahahaha.
its so cooool.
-all the fans singing along as everyone knows all the lyrics to their songs
-they were having so much fun with the water guns and stuff. arghhhhh.
-dongwoon was rapping instead of junhyung.
-kk took his shirt off and hyungseung poked his chest.
-dongwoon and yoseob did the american dance which was... uhh kinda disturbing. hahaha.
-yoseob's ultra long "i daaa naaaaaaaaaaaaa".
-AND THEY PERFORMED FREEZE LIVE!!!!
they always have all the awesome stuff during their concerts!! ARGHHH.
during beast airline it was the showing of the "i like you the best" mv and they had some parody of secret garden. ))': why wasn't i born there.
man, if i was there, i could have witnessed all these LIVE.
the annoying thing about these fan videos are that they only focus on ONE person -.-
ANYWAY,
gp is OVERRRRR.
yay.
(1)
i wish you would STOP comparing marks with me.
its really stressful to be your friend sometimes.
not cool enough. don't know enough. not perfect enough.
and it feels like you're always trying to be above me.
how much homework done.
how many marks i got for this test, that test.
how many marks i got for this homework, that assignment.
how much revision i'd done.
sorry, i don't want to compete with you.
so can you just stop asking. its stressing me out.
theres only one person i want to compete with and thats ME.
hais. whatever. 2 more months and i barely need to see all of you anymore.
(2)12 july 2011 There are some people whom you have to constantly assure them that you are not a threat in order to remain friends with them.
(3)
person: "omg i'm so scared! i didn't study eh!!"
me: "same! i don't even know how to (fill in whatever is super basic but i don't know)
person: "oh i know that and blah blah blah (enter list of chim and important topics)"
me: i thought you didn't study?
person: oh but i only know that.
okay... seriously...
(4)
i quit twitter to get rid of all the timeline of people's day, not to subscribe to a personal one from you.
okay i'm seriously damn anti-social and bitchy.
sorry for not being able to say all these to your faces.
last thing:
"oh listen, listen, listen, AAAHHHHH!!"
i watched this about 5 or 6 times and still can't stop smiling at the last part.
okay, today's spamming of beast videos have given me the energy boost that i needed.
time to start mugging again tomorrowwwww~
Thursday, August 25
BRAIN, OVERLOAD.
info, unable to be stored.
econs case study, not done.
angst, overflowing.
GP, bane of my life.
i feel like saying "heck this shit" but i CAN'T.
"不想做也要做！" -Chen Ting
Wednesday, August 24
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS.
my auntie came over to cook dinner today for my grandma and we get to enjoy the positive externalities of being here.
i just want to say that i'm so blessed to be able to drink such yummy apple soup.
i think i wanna learn how to cook from my aunt after As. hahaha.
okay, to motivate myself, after GP prelims, i'm going to come back and search for all the united cube fantasy concert videos. IT LOOKED SO FUN SERIOUSLY.
tonight is the 5th last episode of the nine o'clock show. ):
Tuesday, August 23
hello friends!
today shall be concluded a happy day.
-my grandma is discharged from the hospital already.
-i finally told somebody about the disturbing dreams i had.
-today's dinner was great.
-pe was fun (while we were only playing among ourselves. got the girls school feeling while we kept screaming and screaming. hahaha.)
-night study with lao kan.
prelims in 3 days, haven't studied, don't feel a thing. should i be worried?
haizzz. i just feel really tired.
i like 2NE1's new songs (Y)
(hahaha finally took a break from my b2st playlist)
Monday, August 22
1) they sound so good without the music esp yoseob!
2) hyunseung is being his usual 4D prince jang as usual.
3) theres this part where junhyung will cough before he raps. once he starts rapping, listen out for the other members coughing at the background. hahahaha. and junhyung trying to not burst out laughing while rapping.
4) kikwang being in his own world while yoseob is singing the chorus.
5) doojoon laughing at prince jang.
Sunday, August 21
went through quite a lot of emotions today and that is really tiring.
woke up, ate brunch with mum at the market. everytime i go to the market with my mum i feel like a celebrity.
"your daughter ah?" "so big already!" "wah, so tall already!" "ooh, pretty hor!" "how old ah?" etc etc.
then went to club 21 bazaar at the pit building with my parents.
horrible experience, don't ever want to go again.
it made me see how people may look really pretty, cultivated, educated but still act like an auntie. male and female alike.
seriously, what is the point of all these grabbing?
are you THAT desperate for branded clothes omg.
then with all of us feeling pissed, we went to eat dessert at chinatown which was overpriced.
then went to the hospital to visit popo.
hmmm. i felt really sad this time though. throughout the whole time i was there, i kept getting tear attacks (like on the verge of tears) but i have to hold them back or like pretend to look down at my handphone cause i can't cry infront of themmmmmm.
haiz. its like, even though she's really jing shen now, she's totally confused.
we went there in the afternoon and we were outdoors at the garden but she kept thinking that it was nighttime.
and she don't know that she is in the hospital. she kept thinking that she was at home or like outside with us.
and there are other stuff too...
hai even though when she's at home she's confused most of the time too but this is really serious.
i'm really worried that she'll try to escape out of the hospital while we're not there. like now.
i'm scared whatever happened to my other grandmother will happen again.
hai. i hope its just an overdose of whatever medicine again and not a permanent thing.
she actually forgot my cousin. although everyone tried to laugh it off and make a joke out of it, i can tell that they are worried too.
i hope she never forgets me.
the ink of my new pink pen refuses to come out.
i can't believe it, i wasted like $1.80 on a pen that is spoiled.
tomorrow will be the last time we're having pe!
i'm going to start growing horizontally.
and even though i know that its the last pe, its the last time we're ever going to play with S18 again etc etc...
i don't understand why we need to have a dinner after that. -.-
anyway i'm not going cause theres night studies.
PREEEELIIIIIMSSSSSSS ARE COMING SOON EVERYBIIIIRRRRRRRRRDIIIIIIEEEEEEEE.
If i could escape and recreate a place as my own world.
hello everybody~
yesterday was a freaking long and tiring day.
and right when math was going to end, i received a message from my aunt that said that popo got admitted into hospital. so instead of chionging home to sleep, i went to the hospital instead.
anyway, she's fine. i've never seen her so energetic in weeks. hahaha.
and there was tuition today.
after tuition i'd wanted to go home, use comp for a while then do some work. but instead i went to tiong bahru plaza cause i needed to buy a mathematical set plus eat lunch.
so i went there, bought a mathematical set, 2 coloured pens (i need these for my notes to be interesting!), a bottle of white glue (i ran out of glue and i'm sick of using double-sided tape as a substitute!), a lime lollipop (i've never tried that flavour of chupa chups before), a clip for part of a friend's birthday and ... those name tag things with beast in korean words on it.
HAHAHAHA THE LAST THING IS TOTALLY USELESS BUT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. hahahaha.
and in the end didn't have much money for lunch so i da-bao-ed sushi and went to my grandma's house.
watched starking, cried like crazy cause of this woman okay tell you all another time.
then after starking was inkigayo so i watched that too cause they have hyuna,t-ara,mblaq,2NE1,miss A and some of the new bands that xinyi showed me in school the other day and i thought the songs were quite okay. then of course, kikwang was one of the MCs so i kinda watched it cause of him too. hahaha.
and the mighty-mouth ft soya song was not bad i think. hahaha.
after inkigayo watched a bit of hello baby shinee. its so funny!! after As i'm going to watch the whole thing. really. onew is daaaaaaaamn funny. i'll laugh whenever he appears on the screen even if he's not doing anything.
then went for dinner, went for tauhway (i love tauhway! its on my top 3 desserts list). came home, fed the guinea pig, washed its cage, showered the guinea pig, blew dry it, camwhored with the guinea pig, kept the hanging clothes, hanged the wet clothes, washed the sink, threw the rubbish. my mother was so shocked when she came back and saw that i did so much housework.
hahaha.
okayyy i'm gonna go shower. its like 11 and its getting cold.
hahaha nites my pals~
oh ya i found my phone!
its a pity the kind soul didn't leave his/her name at the GO.
Saturday, August 20
Hello everybody, i just want to say that i am so sad and tired.
i lost my phone.
i can't believe this. i had never lost my phone before. ever since i'd gotten a handphone when i was 12.
hai, i guess theres a first time for everything.
there must be a learning point somewhere.
please please please let me find my phone tomorrow ):
i need to sleep. but theres GP essay outline to do.
which i was supposed to hand up 2 days ago.
if i don't get it done tonight... hai.
i hate school.
.
.
.
its going to be another late night.
Thursday, August 18
one of those days which i feel unmotivated, tired, lazy and stupid.
tomorrow is going to be a long day but...
i'll see mean pok! yay (:
Wednesday, August 17
my fantasy world is...
hahaha watching beast videos and looking at their pictures :D
and omg i just saw like this influx of beast pictures on tumblr because of the recent united cube concert. OMG!!! i can't breathe so exciting :DDD
freak i need like one whole afternoon to search for the videos and scroll through the photos, not this half-an- hour of computer time i'm having here!!
AAAHHH!!
anyways, from what i've seen so far, it looks really fun.
IF ONLY I'D BEEN THERE. URGH.
anywayss.
just came back from night study with lao kan. :D
hahaha it was retarded and kind of productive as usual.
had a bad dream last night/this morning.
the recent dreams that i can remember are all the weird and scary ones. other than the one that i dreamt about yoseob and his mum. heehee :D
oh myyyy i seriously want to watch heartstrings BUT I MUST RESIST.
okayy nothing very interesting already so i shall end of with a few mini posts.
all these are during the period while i was watching idol maid and mtv b2st.
11 july 2011 "Today I'll keep learning so that I'll be too busy to complain." -Junhyung
12 july 2011 I can't even imagine training for 5 years, not knowing if you'll even have the chance to debut.
13 july 2011 Watching MTV B2ST really bring up the respect and admiration i have for beast and all its members to a whole new level.
I wish i would also be able to find something that i have so much passion for that i'd give whatever it takes to keep doing it and be good at doing it.
things I've learnt:
-never ever give up without trying my best first
-ignore all the bad comments
-always maintain a positive personality even when facing tough times.
-be professional
-stay true to oneself.
B2st and chenting hwaiting! (:
seriously, pals, go watch it if you feel that you have no motivation.
urghhh theres no time for me to watch one ep of all my love already. booo. opportunity cost of blogging/tumblring.
oh ya, my fringe is only until my nose. it was probably in one of the dreams i had that my fringe was until my mouth then. hahaha.
and i don't think i'm gonna do pe this week even though i really want and need to...
the thing i hate most about being a female is having my period. its disrupts EVERYTHING.
before it, during it, after it. sucks to be a female.
hahahaha the freedom of blogging whatever i want.
okay nites pals~
Monday, August 15
i definitely got fatter.
hai. i have been eating a lot of fastfood for the past 3 weeks or so. like practically twice every week? omg.
my complexion is in a super bad condition and it just gets worse.
my stupid hair is getting out of hand but i'm too lazy to go cut it.
i think i'll just cut it after As. -.-
my (used-to-be) bangs reached my mouth! it so long now.
oh wellss.
yesterday was quite interesting i guess.
tuition was quite fun. even though i understood everything that auntie taught and thought i could tackle the questions already... i couldn't get past th 2nd question of the revision package. the lecture notes is so useless i might as well use it as toilet paper. it would have been more useful then -.-
OH OH OH. hahahaha, on the train to tuition, i was leaning on the glass panel thingy beside the door and one door in front, on the other side of the train, was this guy who was also leaning on the glass thingy facing in my direction.
the thing is... the guy look like he belongs in shinee. hahahaha.
he's tall and skinny, wearing a normal t-shirt, skinnies, converse, carrying a backpack with a patrick star soft-toy. (HAHA YES I THINK I GLANCED AT HIM ENOUGH TIMES TO KNOW ALL THESE.) hahahaha i think its the hair that gives him the shinee feel.
hmmm anywayss when he was going to alight, i thought i'll just like stare more since he's going to alight already but then, right before he stepped out of the train, he turned his head and we made eye contact! OMG EMBARASSING!! cause if we make eye contact=he'll know i was staring at him. hahahah okay whatever, i won't see him again.
in the evening, i walked from my grandma's house to jp's house to see the puppies!
hahahaha the whole experience was chaotic but fun :D
the puppies are really super cute!
and her house is like a zoo :D
anyway, imagine 7 dogs charging at you, barking at you, scratching at your legs. its definitely not for the faint-hearted. hahaha.
rocky is an especially scary dog cause his scratches are damn painful. hahahaha.
went to eat popeyes for dinner.
had fish and chips for lunch.
in between dinner and lunch ate a lot of garretts popcorn.
(SEE WHAT I MEAN?!)
okayzzz. i guess thats it for this weekend.
i think i need to run. i can't stand this unhealthy fat feeling and maybe i should go on a vegetarian week. like the whole week i shall only eat veg. hai see how lah.
urghhh my friends!!! would you still be friends with me if i'm fat and ugly and mood-swingy? ):
hello pals,
i forgot to mention that in the formal class photo that would be used in the yearbook, my eyes are closed. great.
to the question that i posted in the previous post...
i think it really is just me lah. -.-
had quite a happy day in school. kept laughing :D
but today was reaaaaallyyyyy long though, all the way until 5 -.-
i wonder how we'd all managed to survive through J1 year, with everyday ending at around 4/5, with PW and chinese and sleeping at like 12 or 1 everynight.
tofuheroine indeed (Y)
omg i need to go shower now or i'll miss the nine o'clock show D:!!
Friday, August 12
hello my pals~
i've decided that maybe i should share some of my favourite videos that i ramdomly select from and watch everyday to keep me going through the weeks.
and today its "thanks to" by yoseob and junhyung.
they look quite tired in it but the some of the actions are quite cute.
i especially like the part where they both pointed to the floor and sang "blahblahblah still rocking this stage"
but they pronounce stage as "stay-gee" hahaha which is really cute.
okayyy today has been a really long and tiring day but just one more day and its the weekends again!
yippee~
was going to complain about school but got distracted by tumblr where i saw many many photos of beast :D
NOOOO KIKWANG APPEARED IN ALL MY LOVE!!
nooooooo. thats a recent episode means its like the 100++ episode but i'm only at episode 50 ):
OH MANNNNN.
okay, supposed to get rid of ALL DISTRACTIONS.
maybe i should close the blog again.
and my tumblr.
boooooooo no.
aiya see how.
i feel that i'm running out of steam again. PFFFFFT.
and what kind of theme is "pokerface" for prom?
okay whatever. anyway i'm not going.
why oh why can i never feel that the friends i have are real real?
is it just me?
hai i think maybe its just me.
Thursday, August 11
okay so another national day is over.
i think this year's parade was great actually. even though i wasn't there at the parade itself but was at my grandma's house, watching it from a spoilt tv. it just shows how great it is. hahaha.
celebrations in school was...
hmmm probably because i slept late the night before and isn't really in the mood for any celebrations.
went to valerie's house (for the first time!) after that after eating lunch at JP. so cool. but i was really super tired and in order to not be in the same stinky mood as the one i have been having all day, i took a nap.
HAHAHA okayyy i know its really rude to do that.
thanks valerie for letting me sleep at your house for a while!
took a bus to KAP.
(IT TAKES ABOUT 1 HOUR TO GET FROM BOONLAY TO KAP PALS!)
i was dreading the class bbq at first cause i really wasn't in the mood for anything other than sleep but oh well.
turns out that it was quite fun after all :D
JOEY MAKES THE BEST BBQ CHICKEN WINGS!
hahaha i just had to say that.
i think i ate quite a lot at the bbq but somehow i just didn't feel full enough.
my aunties and grandma came to fetch me and we all went out for supper (roti prata at clementi) before going back.
staying at my grandma house is really good.
other than the spoiled tv.
booo school starts again tomorrow but i guess i'll just have to look on the bright side and be grateful for the 3 weekends we got this week.
15 june 2011 out of sight, out of mind.
thinking about - much lesser during the holidays. proves that life can actually go on quite well when i don't take part in such stuff. things with - seem to have gotten awkward but oh well we'll see what happens after the holidays. press on, chen ting!
(note to self: don't think about useless stuff like guys/clothes/dramas -.-)
dreading the coming of mundane school days once again, same people, same problems, same food, same routine. pfffffft.
looking forward to the next holidays or whenever Delta can meet up again and hang out (:
Wednesday, August 10
hello pals, I've decided to come back to blogging. secretly. hahaha, i only told one person about my "comeback" so far.
anyways, i've been keeping tiny notes somewhere to give me a place to place my thoughts. if not i'd have went craaazyyyy. so maybe i'll post some of the tiny posts here.
6 august 2011 school life has... once again caught up with me. all the traits of myself that i do not like is re-surfacing once again. trying to continue living in my own world but that seems to make me quite anti-social. should i even care if i'm anti-social? and i absolutely HATE being this self-conscious, worthless and competitive. Getting irritated with some people's attitude, actions and their character. but they are my (kinda) close friends! i shouldn't be thinking this way. no i shouldn't. things keeping me sane currently: -night study with kan -watching beast videos -naps -weekend mini beast fanclub meetings with yu rei
Sunday, August 7
