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"For months I either stashed an extra hoodie in my bag or wore one when I didn't really need one, just so that I'd have one on hand to be the first to offer you one if you got cold.

And then on Saturday, I was finally able to give you one. And you looked absolutely adorable in it. I mean, it was really big on you (it's a little big on me in the first place), but you still work it better than I'll ever be able to. It was probably the cutest thing I saw all week... but then again, you usually are :)"
-letterstocrushes

awww so sweet.

"This is the letter my Grandfather read at my Grandmother's funeral two years ago. I feel like it's something I should share, and this is the place to share it.

"We were in the 5th grade and I asked if you needed a push on the swing.

You looked at me and smiled, but didn't say anything. I walked up behind you and gave you a gentle push, and that was the first time I heard your musical laugh. The first time I saw the twinkle in your eyes.

Our teacher snapped a picture as she walked by, collecting photos to show the parents at our end of school picnic that weekend. Remember, Liddy? You had on a pink dress and your shoelaces wouldn't stay tied. I always thought you hadn't learned to tie your shoes properly, but now I realize you were always moving so fast that the wind probably untied them.

In that shy boyish manner of giving you my favorite baseball card, I told you I liked you, Lid. And I've been telling you ever since. We became best friends. We were bandits and pirates; having adventures until the street lights flickered on. As we grew up we progressed to our first dance, our first kiss, our first fight. I learned that each blushing smile I got out of you was precious and treasured them. You told me your dreams, I told you my fears. Fears of war, of dying...of leaving you.

And now you've left me, Lid. And although I know you're not really gone, I'm still going to miss my best friend. But when I look at that black and white photograph of a mischievous boy with dark freckles standing behind a girl on a swing, smiling so widely with untied shoes, I know she'll be with me until I get to see her again. She'll be there reminding me to turn off the oven, to pray each night, to carry on with my days. She'll also remind me to put my teeth in so I don't scare the mailman again.

I love you, Liddy. You've been my crush for 62 years and you always will be."" Wednesday, October 26

Yesterday was weird ttm seriously...
I really didn't see it coming. What sop and diane said was true and i just keep thinking about it. Can't concentrate at alllllll. Can't een sleep properly T-T
Haizzzzz.
But whats important now should be As. NOTHiNG else!!!!
Haizzzz. I guess when i've finally obssessed enough i'll stop thinking about it.
Yep. Well, meanwhile we can all be frrrrieeenddss.
I just hope that whatever happens i'll be able to deal with it in a much more mature manner than whatever happened wih B. Haiiiiizzzzzz. Saturday, October 22

hello hello,
the day that i've been waiting for is finally here.
farewell.
it was a very happy day, but kinda sad at the same time. bittersweet.
this last few weeks of school was pretty enjoyable in some ways as the class finally got closer and less bitchy towards one another.
well, just as we got better, its time to say goodbye.
today was filled with a lot of laughter, a lot of jumping, a lot of photos, more running than i'd done the whole week and a few tearing up moments.
okay i'm damn tired so it'll just be random thoughts right now.
went to eat at taka seoul garden with the class, ate alot of meat.
then walked around at ion with my "clique" and xy's "clique"
forgot to take photo with mabel!!
but haha lao kan, jy and i managed to take a photo with BY :D
hmmm i really laughed a lot today.
ate alot.
it was damn funny how our class chionged to the reception to grab food during civics to sneak it into class secretly.
i think its pretty awkward to be having all these farewell stuff when we're all probably gonna see each other again soon... like next week. hahaha.
today i'll be watching the last 2 episodes of AML ):
after watching AML for 210 eps... i'm really not willing to let it go.
but well, this signifies that its really time to chiong.
the vip old man today was really cool.
living breathing example of "once a saint, always a saint."
will i be like that too?
thanks for all the notes (:
its really different in a girls school and mixed school.
i thought i'd cry today but i didn't.
thank you teachers for the videos, i really appreciated it.
thank you for all your effort into preparing us for As, even though we may not be appreciative all the time.
thank you, all friends i've made in this school, for making these 2 years more bearable.
thank you lao kan, jy and aj for reminding me i'll always have platoonmates behind me.
overall, JC life had been hell and even though i may be complaining how much of a shit hole this place is, if given a choice, i'll choose no other place but SA.
today was the last time we sang the college hymm.
ever since the first time i was exposed to it, i'd always liked singing the college hymm cause we'll put our hands around each other's shoulders and that made the school seem more like a family. homely.
well,
as much as i'd been going around saying how much i can't wait for farewell to be here, now that its over...
i'm actually sad and can't bear to say goodbye to this school, my class (which i kept complaining about), my friends outside of class, the school food etc etc.
it'll be a real irony if i keep coming back after i graduate. hahaha.
but i think i'll want to come back to watch the soccer matches since soloman and ah woon are still in soccer team. hahaha.

i'll miss everything,
every single memory,
even the bad ones cause those are the times that made me grew.

One family unbroken, we join with one acclaim.
One heart, one voice uplifting to glorify thy name.
Up and on! Thursday, October 13

guess what, every body,
today is the last official day of school! whoohoo!
and i made it to the honours roll.
the whole experience was a joke seriously cause i totally didn't expect my name to be there so when they showed the list of names and the first name on the first page was mine, i was so shocked that i gasped.
so loudly that mabel, sitting all the way at the other end of the CC heard.
and i got teased by julia, xy, diane, dono and chowlyn FOR THE WHOLE DAY -.-

did i mention that i gasped loudly yesterday when mrs chow announced that i recieved the most improved student award? yep. so it made it more funny for whoever were teasing me -.-

oh and i sms-ed some of my family to tell them about the good news.
i didn't really know how to explain the whole thing to them so i told them i was in the top 45 in arts faculty.
when i came home, my mum was like "why top 45? very good meh? why not top 4 or top 5?"
WOW. instant wet blanket.
-.-
whatever. Friday, October 7

wow, so i've won the "most improved student" award for my maths in class. hahaha.
and Ajay had to broadcast it to the part -.-
although i seriously don't see the need for that since its still only a D after improving but i guess i sort of have to thank her for that since it gave me a chance to talk to so many platoonmates again.
well.

LIZZY IS DAMN CUTE! cuteness overload. Thursday, October 6

omgosh i'm dying from all the cuteness that is W and a piece of soap.
:D Wednesday, October 5

omg omg omg i finally got to the episode of AML where kikwang appeared!!
imagine me, staring at the screen, transfixed, barely blinking for about 1/2 an hour, all the while with a silly smile on my face.

he is too cute seriously. SEEEERRRRIIIOOOOUUUUSSSLLYYYYY. Tuesday, October 4

haizzz.
it is daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn sian when the amount of effort you put in does not show in the results.
i really really really want to do well for geog.
really ): Monday, October 3

i hate you itunes, itouch whatever whatever.
would it kill you to be a little more user friendly? Sunday, October 2

The path I've walked, though it's not long.
The dream I can't see, but always had.
The path that narrows as time passes.
The dream that is fading away.
But I will never give up or collapse from exhaustion.
I will fly and rise again.
Like us, everyone hold each other's hand and jump and rise together.
This moment is only but a temporary growth pain.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
As I think, I lay my tired body down and fall asleep.
I never give up
Although these are words that I spit out as if I had eaten them like food,
It's easier said than done.
My complicated mind keeps tangling itself.
My suffocating heart keeps bruising.
This time that seems as if it will never pass,
Swallow it down with your dry throat.
The day that isn't easy and always comes.
The dream-like day that approached us like we could grab it.
My breath that becomes rapid as time passes.
The tomorrow that my hands coudn't touch.
But I will never give up or collapse from exhaustion.
I will fly and rise again.
Like us, everyone hold each other's hand and jump and rise together.
This moment is only but a temporary growth pain

omg since when did "4 more months to freedom" become "1 month and 9 more days to As"?! Saturday, October 1