last day of 2011
1) I DISLIKE THE REMIX VERSION OF FICTION. destroying a good song ):
though beast sang live and the dancers were really cool.
2) why is the weather so hot today!!
3) having muscle aches all over my body. why! don't tell me its from the speed walking/ running plus the moving of the tables...
if it is, i'm really pathetic.
4) the cookies valerie gave me were really not bad! good job pal! (Y)
5) i should go shower and leave my house soon...
6) last day of 2011 only mean one thing to me, and that is the end of student concession and the start of sky high transport fares ):
finally getting to understand why ys don't want to go anywhere far last time.
7) IU & yoseob's duet! hahaha seobie looks so happy :D but i feel that their voices don't really match very well though.
8) maybe i should do a proper post to sort of "end the year".
but then again, it'll take forever so maybe not.

2:15 PM
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omg i'm going crazyyy.
now that its all quiet, i can hear small girls going "jie jie!" "jie jie!" in my mind -.-

and i've just finished reading the last available chapter of skipbeat ): ): ): ): ): ):
shall go and watch the anime again. but the characters look so ... bleghhh now that i'm used to the manga one. -.-
and i shall go watch the drama version too. hahaha.

1:16 AM
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good day good day.

today was a good day, my pals~
it wasn't good for the whole day, but in conclusion it is still a good day.

firstly, i'd like to say that if i have to work everyday, i'd become very skinny indeed.
lets say i do the morning shift everyday, i'd wake up just in time for me to get ready and chiong out of the house, leaving no time for breakfast.
and by the time i reach there i'll be in this "omg another 2 more minutes and i'll be late!" state so i have to chiong to change and speedwalk/run to the office to tap in and sign in then speedwalk/run to kids club.
and staff canteen food is disgusting so i don't eat much and therefore, if i work everyday, i'll only have one meal and thats dinner. and sometimes i don't even feel like eating dinner cause i'll be so tired.

okay anyway. today.
morning was quite boring cause only got 2 kids and there were like 5 staff.
after i went for my lunch and came back, we had a birthday party for a bunch of 9 year old girls and one boy. hahaha the boy damn cute!! so chubby :DD (totally val's type. hahahahaha.)
they're the type that... when they grow up, i won't like them type of girls. but then, since they're so young, they're still cute lah. hahaha. in some ways.
i actually overheard this conversation between 2 of the girls and one of them was telling the other one how her mother wouldn't let her get a blackberry phone etc etc.
hello kid, i only got a handphone when i was TWELVE and that was because i scored well for my exam -.- -.- -.- -.-
good thing was, the mother gave us 2 slices of cake!! yay!! and the cakes had macaroons on them!! yay!!
yepp. and they had some leftover fries which we happily ate up too. :D

when the party was over and we opened again, these 3 kids came in and there was this boy, whom i think was like 3 or 4 years old? HE WILL GROW UP TO BE A GOODLOOKING MAN.
i couldn't stop staring at him. cuteness overload. i almost didn't wanted to leave even though my shift is over so that i can play with him. hahaha.

after work, went for CO BBQ.
hello tbs, sorry that you had to wait so long!
by the time we reached the BBQ pit it was like 9.
and i ate so little T-T
BUT. the company was worth it.
the CO pals are really a fun bunch of people to be with. laughed alot within the 2 hours.
"uri fighting juni-orhaeyo!" :D
indeed, CO guys are really nice, even though the loner gang kept laughing at them, they continued to set up the fire so that we can BBQ more food.
~a round of applause~

okayzzz tomorrow afternoon and evening will be at sop's thingy thingy which i haven't even told my mum about yet...
hopefully it'll be fun ^^

oh the tie-dye shirt turned out to look not bad!
good job chenting!
hahahaha.

lao kan you should wear it too and let me see!!
and omg you were at USS!! you should have told me then i could have sneaked out and like uh we could have uh, take a picture or something HAHA.
and yes, do you want to start giving me wake up calls again? hahaha but judging from your recent piggy ways, i doubt the wake-up calls will come on time. hahahaha.

12:40 AM
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why can't i have soft and silky hair ):

hello my pals,
today, i overlept.
when i had work.
i planned to wake up at 8.30 and leave my house at 9.00 so i can reach my workplace at 9.30, leaving myself ample time to get my uniform, change, move to another office, tap in, sign in, and reach kids club at around 9.55.
but guess what? i woke up at 9.15.
내가 제일 잘 나가 (i am the best). thanks.
anyway, yes i was late for work. T-T

oh ya oh ya. now that lao kan mentioned it... it has been a super long time since anyone came to my house actually. but then again, COME FOR WHAT SIAH. hahaha.

today's work wasn't that fun.
therefore i conclude that that overly excited post the last time was just from the thrill of the first day at work.
today i encountered this really quiet girl who was not interested to do anything.
and she shunned from skinship. ):
okay i sound like a perv. i mean, like when i try to lead her somewhere by holding her arm, she kinda like... ya. haiz. okay.
never mind.

hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

9:31 PM
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letterstocrushes
Everyone says the right person will come along...

I think mine was hit by a truck.

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8:53 PM
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i feel that...
as a normal human being, i should stop using my comp and get out of my house, expose myself to some sunlight...
or not. i feel so lazy -.-

oh ya, mabel you've never seen my guinea pig in real life before right!
anyway how was work?
i hope your doggy's operation went well (:

3:31 PM
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(:
a picture taken yesterday after i showered the guinea pig and passed it to my grandma, where it then tried to burrow itself into my grandma's jacket. hahaha.

good things about today:
-i finally got new undergarments.
-saw azalea, ys and vivi (couldn't recognise viona at first. hahaha.)
-ate tako balls.

tomorrow shall be a slacking day.
working on thursday.
working plus co bbq on friday.
sop's thingy on saturday.
working on sunday.

busy week.

6:54 PM
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blooooooooody tired
just came back from the cremation...
wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.
anyway, thats just mama's body. its not her. she's somewhere else.
damn bloody tired.
feeling pretty ashamed of myself for being so scared last night -.-
tomorrow will be the sea burial thing. quite cool, i've never been to one before. and this was what mama wanted anyway. she'll finally be free (:

oh and i finally received an address yesterday!
good job, i'll write a letter and buy stamps and send it to you real soon after everything is settled down. ^^

and i really don't know how to respond to people's "merry christmas" messages cause it just seems kinda wrong for me to say merry christmas since its not a very merry period of time. haiz.

5:02 PM
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Its 3.17 and i think i need to wake up at 6. But. I don't dare to sleep. Haizz.
Anyways really glad that those 5 popped up to talk to me on fb. Saranghae!

3:17 AM
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Scared
Man, i can't sleep. I'm feeling so scared...
Haizz.
Its 1.39 am now and everyone is probably sleeping right.
Seriously feeling damn scared.
Scared of what might happen if i sleep and scared of what might happen if i can't sleep.
I'm really thankful that theres wifi at my cousin's house.
Its so dark here. The only sound is the fan's whirring sound.
Haizz.
I need to stop being such a chicken. Its my own grandma for goodness sake omg.
Haizz BUT STILL.

1:38 AM
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was looking at troublemaker dance covers and i saw this.


hahahaha the girl is dancing both parts by herself damn funny.
"troublemaker-forever alone edition". hahahaha.
the male part is not bad.
BUT. its still damn funny. hahahaha.

4:09 PM
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End of FBRS
the world is seriously small.
and i swear, that jovina lee is everywhere. probably cause she knows like half the world. hahaha.

anyways, i just finished FBRS!

Awesome show, though it wasn't awesome till the end cause she didn't end up with the cute giant (who is radiating awesomeness whenever he appears, from the start of the show to the end of the show. seriously.) and a 25 year old woman together with a guy who is supposedly my age is just a kinda ... weird. (but then again, thats a really good-looking and pretty mature 18 year old and like what AJAY said "but then again, what do we know about matters of the heart~". hahaha.)
anyways, if we ignore all that, its a really awesome show that i re-watched a few of the episodes while waiting for the new episodes to come out.
one of my favourite dramas. (Y)

and not to sound like a perv or anything (and maybe i'm just influenced but the comments i read) ...
i kinda like the kissing parts in this show as compared to those of other korean dramas where the characters just freeze while the camera does a 360 spin around them. hahahaha.



oh mannn looks like i'm sleeping at 3 am again. so much for sleeping earlier -.-

1:59 AM
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"Guess creepers of a feather flock together" - LYS


after typing that blogpost i actually did manage to get my lazy ass off the chair to call my cousin to go shop for nice stuff before going to the hospital.
i was planning to buy some nice envelopes, stamps, stickers whatever BUT... I spent about 20 bucks on a diary thingy for next year, a stamp set and TWISTER FRIES (YES THEY'RE BACK!!). hahahaha.
oh wellzz i guess i can use foolscap paper and whatever i can find...
if i can get my lazy ass off the chair to go search for those stuff. and to buy stamps. haizz. so troublesome -.-
hahahaha okay despite how troublesome it is, i'm still gonna do it!
as an attempt to try to keep my pals. hahaha.

wow partner,chill man!
you want to recieve my letter?
if yes please sms me your address!
this applies to everyone reading this too!
please send your addresses to 9*** **** right NOW! ^^
(don't need to feel embarassed!)

11:01 PM
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letters


its been so long since i last wrote letters!
maybe i should go get some nice envelopes like these and nice papers and nice ribbons, plus some nice stamps and some addresses and start writing and sending letters. wow.
now if only i could get my butt off this chair...

1:40 PM
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Let us just love

1) congrats to all my friends who got what they wanted ^^
2) i kinda lost interest in FBRS after its confirmed that she's definitely not gonna end up with the cute giant.
3) i wanna watch the skip beat drama.
4) after about 1 month since my As ended, i finally got the holiday feeling. the whoooo~ i can just watch dramas all day or lie around to stone and sometimes fall asleep while stoning feeling. the sleeping at around 2 or 3 am and waking up at around 11 or 12 in the afternoon feeling. the... i'm kinda bored feeling. hahaha its been such a long time since i last felt bored. wow. i should go to the library and borrow some books. yay.
5) hmm maybe i should go do some volunteer work or something :/
6) after reading and listening around (does this even make sense? okay never mind.), i see that people are hoping to "get in love" or they "need some love". hahaha i hope my friends get what they want (:
7)tbs if you're reading this, i just want to let you know that...
you're so dead.
8)i wish... whatever the verdict is for my grandma from way up there, she would stop suffering.

kthxbye everyone~

12:20 AM
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"relationship is about 2 souls. only reproduction is about 2 sex."
-Hooi Choo

12:04 AM
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Don't act countrified


"Love is when you feel like you will die but you quickly forget
If you want to compare, it’s like candy that’s stuck in your throat
When you taste it, it’s sweeter than anything
But if you swallow it by mistake, it hurts as if your heart has been blocked
It’s a start that’s not the end – let’s take a little break and make room for a new person
Because two minus one is not zero but one – two minus one is not zero but one"

what a comparison. hahaha.
i really like the blend of their voices though. the female singer has this really unique voice.

1:49 PM
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Everybody hears but nobody listens.
man i love my job seriously.
i would actually do this without getting paid. hahaha. thats how much i like the job.
even though i have ugly fat shoes. even though my uniform is too big for me.
but its okay cause kids like me :D i felt so loved today HAHAHA.

there were these 2 korean boys that were damn hyper (but cute lah. one of them had gu jun pyo style of curls damn cute :D). but the thing was that they couldn't understand english so it was impossible to get them to stop running around (cause kids are not allowed to run in the room) and either they really liked me or they really hated me cause they kept playing with me and by playing with me i meant treating me like a monster who is trying to eat them. ya.
hahaha anyway when they had to leave and the mother was helping them wear their shoes at the door while i was holding the door open for them, they were holding my hand. hohohohoho ^^
anyway i realised that i should pay more attention to the phrases used in my dramas cause the amount of korean phrases i know seriously cmi. hahahaha.

and then there was this black girl with cool copper coloured hair who was cuddling up to me while we were watching mr bean the movie and called me mama. hahahaha.

okay lah and many more. i seriously wouldn't mind working everyday. its like playing everyday. plus i get paid. (Y)

11:25 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FAVOURITE JOKER!

stay cool and continue to write more awesome songs ^^

11:00 AM
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Everything will be okay in the end.

3:11 PM
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♥
looking on the bright side,
i am thankful for my family, the friends i already have, dramas and b2st. hahaha.

12:48 AM
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hmm mm okay.
okay never mind.
its okay.

12:22 AM
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regretting a little bit for not going for A.C.I.D after all.
forgetting to shower's performance sounded really good. i bet it would have been better live ):
and joey's singing would have been great too. haizz. oh well.

11:38 PM
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Is there anything better than ice cream and waffle :B

and yesss, jiayue hopefully you'll get in and we can have lunch/walk around together :D
i haven't start work yet, probably next week or something.
i just finished my the 4-days induction course which was pretty sian to me cause i have no friends ):
but you should be fine lah. hahaha not anti-social like me.

10:48 PM
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It is very important to have a strong and supportive family
Its 11.07 now and i'm blogging in the hospital. The connection here is better than expected.
So. Training is finally over. Yayyyy.
Finally gonna start proper work soon.
But then it means that i won't see funny macho guy again. Hahaha.
Hope he'll survive in that department.
It has been really tiring for the past few days, waking up at 6.45 AM, go for the course until 6 pm, go to the hospital, stay until like 9, by the time i reach home its like 9 plus and after eating dinner and wait for my hair to dry, i'll end up sleeping at around 12. And the cycle repeats. Not that i'm complaining or anything. I'm just saying that i'm tired.
But then again, the rest of them are definitely more tired than i am.
I hope everybody hold it together.


11:07 PM
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How would you feel if you realised that your time is going to be up soon?

10:14 PM
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Day 3 of training
today was way better than i'd anticipated.
finally met some decent and funny people.
heard 2 pretty inspirational speeches today.
toured around the place.
Maritime Experiential Museum and Aquarium is a pretty cool place.
if only i got to go on the typhoon ride!! urgh damn it.

9:54 PM
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okay for the last time before i go to sleep...
I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO TOMORROW. FML ):

11:59 PM
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i really don't feel like going )))))))))))))))))))))))))):
(whine + stomp feet + do monkey hand swings.)
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. fmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfml.

11:20 PM
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Law of attraction
Law of attraction
Need to think positive.
I am CHENTING. Surely I can do this.
Need. To. Stop. Being. Antisocial.

8:20 PM
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FMBLOODYL
Sucks to be me right now but i got to stay strong cause there are tougher times ahead.

8:05 PM
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Fruity day


it is of absolute importance that i stock up on kimchi cup noodles at home,
for moments like this when i'm watching my drama half way and feel like eating ramen (why the people in the show keep eating ramen/ showing them cooking ramen! why!!)

went out to cycle with mabel today :D
today is the furthest i've ever cycled.
or at least it felt like it. the first time i cycled halfway and felt like dying. hahaha i'm so unfit.
we didn't get to achieve mabel's goal to cycle all the way to changi beach park but oh well. maybe when we're more fit next time ^^
anyway we went to this really forest-y place,
saw a sandbar in the middle of the canal,
saw planes taking off,
talked to stranger,
waved to stranger,
talked,
became strawberry and cherry flavoured jelly,
got laughed at.

embarassing incident no.1:
while riding my bike, i lost control and fell off my bike.
the people in the golf course on the opposite side of the road were laughing so loudly seriously.
and they shouted some stuff which i couldn't hear while i pushed my bike away in embarassment.

embarassing incident no.2:
after cycling we wanted to climb to the top of the breakwaters to eat our food but we tried to climb the stupid thing but couldn't.
and while mabel was stuck in this really awkward position while trying to climb up, one couple finally couldn't take it anymore and came to help us. as in the guy of the couple.
we later then saw little kids, a lady wearing a really short skirt and even an old grandma who managed to climb up with ease. -.-
anyway this made me come to a conclusion that one criteria that my future boyfriend should have is to be strong enough to pull me up to the breakwaters hahahaha.

okayyyy staying over at lyn's house tomorrow to learn knitting!
cool cool. first time i'm staying over at a friend's house.
... but the thing is that i haven't asked my mum and she's already asleep.
wow... mmm... i guess we'll just see how it goes tomorrow...

12:30 AM
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I feel like eating ramen againnnn. with the ramen egg. arrghhhh.
and i feel like eating fish and chips too.
and some cheese fries. WITH LOTS OF CHEESE.
and sour cream and onion chips.

LIFE IS GREAT, EVERYBODY!
I FOUND KIMCHI FLAVOURED CUP NOODLES. YES YES YES YES~
I AM A HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW.

11:12 PM
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JZ DAY at JY's house
ATE SO MUCH TODAY AT JY'S HOUSE!
hahahaha for a small group of people, we were really diverse.
with tiantian, yifei, (part of JY's SA china clique)(whom i don't talk to in school but they're actually funny people :D)
shimin (JY's crescent clique)(from the same primary school as me but i've never talked to her until today. hahaha.)
sm, jovi, lyn, ys and i (delta'09).

i was quite high at first probably cause of the "double chocolate peppermint ice blended" thing i had from coffee bean in the afternoon but now i'm really tired -.-

anywaysss THANKS JIAYUE AND YOUR PARENTS!!

11:14 PM
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just when i thought i was happy,
i realised that i'm actually not that happy.
because there are other people happier than me.

just when i thought i was close with my friends,
i realised that i'm actually not that close to them.

the awkward moment when you realised that you're not close to your new friends nor your old ones.

life is a lonely lonely road indeed.
we came into this world alone and in the end, we're going to end up alone and leave alone.

10:27 PM
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PROM 2011
It wasn't as bad as i thought it'd have been.
over all, the day was fun, cause of the good company.
thanked all the people that i'd wanted to thank already.

make-up really does wonders. i've never seen my eyes so big before.
hahahaha.

went to join some classmates at our hotel room at MBS in the day,look at the awesome view from our hotel room!!
nua-ed around, watched tom & jerry and poseidon (the drama), ate cheese fries, nearly choked to death, went up to the infinity pool (for the first time!! it was amazing. hahahaha.), changed and some of the classmates did my make-up, went down to fetch diane, put her stuff in the room and diane's dad drove us there.

when i went down to fetch diane and when diane and i were walking around at the lobby of mbs... could feel all the uncles staring at us -.-

anyways.
prom itself.
plan to be low-profile failed quite badly. i mean, I REALLY TRIED MY BEST OKAY.
diane and i reached there, diane met up with her friends and i went up alone to look for valerie and while climbing the stairs i saw jealous and his classmates leaning over the railing looking at the people coming up. SIAN. then once i reached the second level, where the ballroom is, it was so crowded i thought i could just sort of blend in and look for val in a low-profile way but on the way to val then quite a few people saw me and was like "chenting!". haizzz i thought nobody would see me T-T
anyway, it was so crowded and difficult to find valerie and while i paused at one spot, i saw herbert and his gf. SIAN. the 2 person that i don't want to see most and i saw them as soon as i stepped in -.-
anyway we pretended not to see each other as usual but i saw his face when he saw me. it was the "walao its her." face while he tries to hide behind his gf to block me out of his view. hahahaha okay whatever.

right.
it was fun sitting with valerie's classmates cause they're quite retarded and funny. hahaha.
the food was okay only. the games were kinda stupid cause not much people participated.
it was amazing how yuhui managed to blend in so well with the people at the table immediately. the power of a student councillor i guess. hahaha.(everybody, i actually took a photo with dono and the queen)

OH and it was fun when the CO people gathered outside the ballroom to take pictures. hahaha well the atmosphere was nice cause we just joked around as usual.anyway i didn't take photos with a lot of people so i guess my attempt to be low-profile didn't fail totally? hahaha. anyway in my attempt to be low-profile i probably came off as being haolian and stand-offish as i pretended to not see people and pretended that nobody recognises me. hahahaha. whateverrrr lah i won't see all you people for a long timeeeee~

well i was quite mean to jealous but i hope he gets the hint.
AND I REALLY WISH HE WOULD STOP HIS HOVERING.

okay i shall upload photos when i find nice ones. hahaha.

(omg ksm how you know his name!)

2:47 PM
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HAHA BIG BANG PERFORMED I AM THE BEST. hahahaha. if only i could find a proper video.

8:46 PM
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Ain't going shopping anymore till its time to shop for new year clothes. (isn't that quite soon? haizz.)
went out with valerie today to orchard, wearing my sec 4 prom heels and...
i am utterly defeated.
you win, heels. you win.
aaahhh my poor feeeettt.
loser gets 3 blisters on one feet.

i am in awe of the people who have to wear them everyday.
even more amazing are those people who can dance in them. omg.
and there was the race where the women are all wearing heels right.
WOW.
i salute all of you!

5:34 PM
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i am low-profile.
i just got reminded of who i'll see there. haizzz.
i must i must stay 低调 on 5th dec.
i'll just go there, eat, chiong home.
yes.
low-profile.
me.
yes.

1:57 AM
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I will bite your heart and run away like a cat
I feel like eating something... REALLY CHEESYY.
wow my midnight cravings are back! i feel so healthy. hahahaha.

anywayyy for dinner i ate this really yummy ramen with the really yummy ramen egg!
the thought of it... mmmmm... (:

tbs once said this to me.
"you're either eating or sleeping or stoning."
hahahaha HOW TRUE.
oh well, when i'm not doing them, i'm thinking about them.

oh hmmm i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

anyway i should stay at my grandma's house more.
then i wouldn't feel like leaving the house and i'll sleep before 1 am.

prom is costing me so much money T-T
i'm just gonna go there and eat my money's worth of food.
thanks lao kan for giving me this chance to eat good food!
hope you liked your present! :D

yes, my OOTW friend, i'm going due to an unexpected turn of events.

talking about prom...
i was wearing the prom clothes and showing my mum and she actually didn't complain about my dress or the fn stockings!
she just said something about how i should stop hunching if i want to wear this kind of stuff.
i bet my mum was damn wild last time. thats why she's so strict/protective now.
anywayyy she started to complain about the dresses i have in my cupboard (the old people dresses that i like so much). hahaha.

and kohshumei... what are you talking about?!
can it stop talking in her alien language?
hahahaha.
anyway, i've tried it and the mini sweater does go with the dress!
the thing is that the materials don't really match... but can't really tell from far lah.

can't wait for jiaozi day @ jy's house and cycling with meibao!

why they haven't give me the call to tell me i'm employed yet? ):
does this mean they don't want me anymore? ):
i thought you said you liked me! ):

waiting for 6th dec... ep 11 of FBRS will be out!

okay now i need to 将自己的心沉淀下来,用心的 read the chinese passage on dashing-tofu.

nites every birdie~ tweet tweet tweet~

11:31 PM
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shopping with KSM
i thought trouble maker's live on music bank would be today but apparently not :/

i'm so tired now i could barely talk.
went shopping with partner at bugis today.
i bought the sexiest dress i've ever owned. hahahahaha. man i bet i'll be damn self-conscious on prom day. i need a blazer to cover myself. hahaha. doubt i'll dare to wear the fn stockings though. i'll look like a total slut. okay whatever. see how.
thanks partner for shopping with me today and forced me to buy stuff for prom if not i'd probably have just spent all my money on food again. hahaha.

sop came to join us for a little bit before we all have to go our seperate ways.
sop sop sop the ultra pro sop has done an awesome thing which i wouldn't have been able to do.(Y)

i don't know how i could have liked this guy last time who turn out to look like an ah-pek now with a permanent grouchy look. hahahaha but he still looks cute in the bow-tie ^^

and i feel really mean to say this but...
currently, i have no time for you in my life.
sorry for all the cold and half-hearted responses. i was hoping you'd get the hint but NO.
haizz.
i'll get bad karma from this. but i can't lead him on right. my life so drama T-T

10:14 PM
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letterstocrushes
"I am nineteen and I've never had a real boyfriend. I am pretty sure my mother is waiting for me to tell her that I'm a lesbian or like... a plant. The thing is, I just don't understand why I would date someone simply for the sake of dating. If I don't like them like that then I'm not going to waste their time and mine. I'd rather wait for someone I really want to be with and get those silly butterflies when they call me their girlfriend... not just an "eh so why am I in this relationship again?" feeling.

I know this isn't a letter to a crush, but believe me when I say that I've written my fair share of them here, ha. I just had a thought that I needed to say. xo"


exactly. -.-


12:06 AM
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i thnk i've gone up one step on the cool ladder

interview was okay...
they seem to like me, from all the "haha i like her!" hahaha. i'm so likeable^^
hope i'll get chosen!

after interview, i bought $4.95 worth of jelly beans from candylicious and began my tour around sentosa!
in conclusion, sentosa is a tourist attraction through and through.
i even heard a tourist saying "in singapore everything needs money!"
true true true.
all the attractions needed $$.
i was eating my oreo mcflurry at the beach, watching people, enjoying the breeze ....
when i realised that the life guard quite cute.
HAHAHAHAHA.

anywaysssssss
troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker. troublemaker.
!!!

6:38 PM
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PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT.
i hate how slow my internet connection is at this time of the night...
then i can't watch my FBRS with ease. haizzz.
and sop just told me some bad news.
haizzz.
I JUST WANT TO FADE OUT AND LIVE MY LIFE PEACEFULLY.
andwae yo?
):

anddddd
the initial plan to stay at home and rot with my dramas after As is not happening!! ):
i've been going out everyday other than sunday, spending $$ like nobody's business.
my beast fund T-T

i really really hope i get the job.
PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT. PLEASELETMEGETWHATIWANT.

12:01 AM
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