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and did i mention that my mum said i was getting fatter yesterday?
my mum rarely says that. i think its really time to take action. Saturday, June 30

i think,
long hair is a pretty boring look for me. maybe i should cut it short again.

woke up quite early today, but i just nua-ed around for 1 or 2 hours on my bed cause the part whatsapp convo was quite interesting. haha.

then i left house to meet jiayue at pp to go collect her certs with her and guess what? i was on time today but jy thought i'll be late as usual so she ended up reaching pp at like half an hour after our original meeting time.
i really really really missed this. and i guess this will probably be the last time i eat it. 

then i went to orchard to meet my cousin after her physics paper. 
the 1 for 1 starbucks which were both disgustingly sweet.
haha and i was trying out the new photo editing app that jy introduced me to today. it looks not bad! look at all those hearts. we're indeed surrounded by luuurrrve~
hahahaha.

omg its gonna be 3 am soon! and i have to go give tuition tomorrow morning before heading to work T-T
researching for the bkk trip is as tiring as researching for an exam. haha but much more interesting.
i'll go read up more so we won't get scammed there. i'll be the anti-scammer of the trip! keke, have faith in me, kelly and ajay! ^^
hahaha i'm getting high.

hey babies,
today was weird. i felt weird. like if i tilt my head to the back or to the side for a while, when i straighten my head i'll feel like the whole world is spinning. weird.

had lunch with kelly belly today at 18 chefs then bought some fruits and went up to my grandma house. my cousin is having exams during this period of time so she came home early and she got a shock when she saw me. hahaha. after cutting the fruits, my cousin and i just nua-ed around and watch korean mvs and korean music shows on tv all the way until dinner time. even though she has a physics paper tomorrow.

me: eh don't you need to study?
yr: don't need lah, i'll just study at night.
me: ... what the.

me: oi go and study now leh!
yr: i told you i'll study at night! one hour enough!
me: O.O whatttt.

yep, thats my cousin for you. i hope JC life is treating her well.
then my family and i went for dinner at this indian restaurant at little india. yum :B

today, i learnt something new about myself. i realised that i'm not the type to ask for help.

today, i saw for the first time how high the walls that i'd built around myself are. wow so thats where the isolated and i belong nowhere feeling came about.

and have i mentioned how much i do not like crotch dances? its very awkward to watch. Friday, June 29

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAEHYUN ~~
whoooo i'm so excited!! we're the same age right now! yayyy :DDD okay to celebrate that, we shall have 19 awesome GIFs of daehyun. hahahaha. (i've been preparing for this day :D)



















Thursday, June 28

me:so ajay you're watching i do i dog
     HAHAHA
     i mean i do do
aj: hahaha i do i dog
    new show chen?
    first ep just ended!
    its really nice!! Going yoo is so hot!
me:YESSS OMG
     hahaha "going yoo"
aj:lolololol
   GONG yoo

Tuesday, June 26

 when this boy and his bro came in i thought they'd be those irritating boys but no, he's so cute seriously. just look at his smile. hahahaha. and then we were playing whacko but he couldn't say my name properly so he was like "GENTING! GENTING!"
 look at this handsome boy.
MY ULTIMATE BIAS!!!
keke so cute ^^

me: (talking to myself) hmmm should we play floorgames?
jourdian: yes
me: oh you want to play floorgames?
jourdian: -nods-
me: okay you give me a hug then we play floorgames.

HAHAHA I AM DAMN SHAMELESS I KNOW. Monday, June 25

wow i'd nearly forgotten how much i love them. hahaha their new hair colours look pretty good.
can't wait for their comeback ~
but in the midst of preparing, remember to take care of yourselves! yoseob, kikwang and doojoon looked so skinny and tired. hwaiting!

damn high just now while i was on the phone with kelly chua chua chuazzz.
must have been the ying yang i drank while i was at hans with ross and emily just now.
haven't had such a hearty phonecall in a long long time! ~
and finally set some targets for myself instead of my continuous drifting. hahahaha.
yayy.

to celebrate my high-ness, lets have a GIF of daehyun and his precious smile! kekeke. ^^

oh and despite the whatever i've done to stop myself from shopping during this GSS, i bought something today. A HELLO KITTY BAG. hahahaha yes, you didn't read that wrongly. seriously, how old already still carry hello kitty bag. as if i don't look young enough. hahaha.
okay whatever, i can't wait to carry my hello kitty bag tomorrow. hope it dries by then.
and while i'm typing this daehyun just keeps nodding and smiling at me. he's like going "yes, yes, you crazy girl, heehee".  what is this. siao liao tonight don't need to sleep already. so high. hahahaha.

oh and kelly thought ying yang was an alcoholic drink. hahahaha.
for those who don't know, its coffee mixed with tea.

 high high, i'm so high
fly fly, up in the sky~

OKAY BAI BAI PALS~
Saturday, June 23

omg i am sooooooooooooo full.
very glad that i didn't give in to my lazybumness and stay at home instead of going out for dinner with sop, ajay and lyn.
had an okay dinner and a good laugh :D

 whooohoooo just look at that mao shan wang. :B
and the finger marks that ajay left on our durians before we even started eating. hahahaha.

i've always wanted to eat durians with friends and finally got to do it today! yayy~
i guess this takes our friendship to a whole new level. hahahaha. Thursday, June 21

wow where is this from?
never mind, i'll just, you know, continue to just stare at jonghyun singing while walking towards me. hahahaha.

i am still full from the dinner at sop's house.
after her work ended, we went to her house where she cooked dinner while i helped here and there.
we spent about 3 hours cooking? cooking is no joke man. no wonder the chefs at starz are always so bad tempered.
bibimbap, kimchi chigae and pajeon. and a cup of red wine each. hahaha nahh, its just ribena.
earl grey, mint, vanilla, oreo and lavender macarons for dessert :D
sooooo full.
thank you sop~ Wednesday, June 20

hello my pals~ woke up very early today for no reason and the sad thing was, i couldn't go back to sleep. but its okay, BECAUSE EP 5 OF BIG IS OUT! yayyyy :D

can't wait for tomorrow to come so there'll be another episode but then after that it'll be 6 sad days of waiting again. haiz.

soooooooo many private unis. my brain is gonna explode. gonna visit sop at her new workplace later! go there and pretend to be some cool coffee drinking- cafe visiting- book reading person. hahaha.

so tempted to go shopping but NO, chen ting, NO.

 look at my baby! so cute :D
in hk theres angelababy  the model, in kids club we have angelia the baby :D


 and this is my strawberry mei mei with her new hair cut and her baby bro.

i just saw this and i was like "omg that kinda sounds like me...."
http://kpopsecrets.tumblr.com/post/25357529507/i-cant-stand-b-a-ps-daehyun-hes-way-too-overrated
hahaha the comments are quite funny. but whatever it is, *shrugs*. haters gonna hate. i'm a delusional fan-girl.~AHHH~

i think i'm getting fatter.
当然啦，吃得饱，睡得好，又没运动。
maybe i should go get myself a pair of running shoes and go running.
oh the thought of it makes me tired -.- Tuesday, June 19

haha okay i got over it already.
what matters is the present anyway right?
and its not like i'm gonna marry him or anything -.-

hahahaha.
recieved some ultra good news last night!
but shall not reveal it first.

and look what i came upon today!
another daehyun video!
hahahahaha.



omg so cute!!!
okay chill chill.


Sunday, June 17

omg my daehyun actually looked like that last time.
no. no. NO.
i need a minute to recover.

and NO, i refuse to believe that he went for any plastic surgery.

Saturday, June 16

And i guess this the furthest we can go together.

Waiting... Waiting... Waiting.... Wanting, chasing, demanding. So caught up i was in all these that i forgot what got me started, why it was so important in the first place. All of a sudden, i am standing here and wondering what the hell i'm doing with my life.

Every day i crave for kimchi chigae -.- Friday, June 15

"so...the word on the street is that some idiotic BABYs are acting like true BABIES after they saw Jello tweeting pics with noona friends or whatever because they think one day they will marry Jello lol He even had to answer them on twitter bc the poor boy was probably afraid they would trow rocks at him on the street....Idk what's sadder: that a 15 year old has to calm his fans tits down or that the fans already think they can have something with him... I am embarrassed for them. That's why kpop idols can never admit publicly their relationships, bc the fans are truly immature. Those are the SCANDALOUS pictures, I hope some childish BABYs see this and cry for a week BWAHAHAHAHA" "I find it quite preposterous and embarrassing, too, @onionviper. None of us here will marry or date them. None of us will be friends with them (I don't know, there might be a chance that you meet them on the streets or someplace else. If they notice your presence, then you can consider yourself lucky. For that to happen, you have to make an outstanding impression on them or be special, otherwise you are just like everybody else: an obsessed eerie fan). This is the cold truth and one must learn to accept it. Unfortunately, most won't realize that until they mature. I'm not going to deny the fact that idols have "normal" friends, they do, but those "normal" friends are from school, neighborhood, from the past, and so on. Also, Zelo looks like a younger version of TOP in those pictures. " true and true. Wednesday, June 13

kaden: do you all open at 10 am everyday?
me: ya why?
him: i woke up at 9.35 today, and i wanted to come down and see you.

AWWWW. (':
the matoki that i got sylvia to draw for me. joko mato!
but i drew the cards and coloured everything myself. i think i did a pretty good job colouring. good job chenting! hahahaha.

sorry to all my followers on tumblr for the b.a.p spam but my dashboard was filled with them and i have no choice but to reblog some.... hahahaha.

wait. what the. i can only scroll until page 23? what is this. have i reblogged too much? cannot be. this is ridiculous D:

anyway, fun day out with V and J. hahahaha.
madagascar 3 and catching up ^^

真不愧是属鸡的，难怪会一直 chicken out. T-T

i just remembered this part of the conversation i had with mellissa at work yesterday.
she was super excited cause she's going for the boyz nite out thing and she'll finally get to see her minho.

me: you can try to buy like special hats then you can throw it on stage and maybe he'll pick up and wear it.
mel: like what? one that says "I LOVE MELLISSA" on it?

HAHAHAHAHA omg so funny.

and with this, they conclude their promotions for "power" ):
and start on some asian tour which sadly does not include singapore ):

TRUST NO ONE. Tuesday, June 12

I can't taste a thing and i can't breathe (i can't take my breadth breadt breadth~). What bullshit is this T-T Is it cause i stopped exercising thats why i keep falling sick.. I thought i just recovered from some sickness not long ago.. Like right after beautiful show. -.- Exercise is important afterall. Saturday, June 9

It is seriously a blessing that i'm sick now so i can't be bothered to go on some petty cold war or strikes with my parents. How childish would that have been? I'm already 19. And i'm really glad that at least i can talk to sop about these or it'll all be bottled up inside me and it'll decompose inside too so i turn into a nasty crazy person. Talkig about that i think its time i go temple and pray or something. Meditate maybe. I have no inner peace! My temper is like... Sparklers. Quick to ignite and burn at high temperature but its shortlived. Have i always been like that? Why do i keep comparing myself anyway. Is anyone watching 'big'? I think one of the best things that happened in my life is landing my current job. Even if i'm sick or tired or sad, playing and joking around with then makes me forget about all my problems for a short while. I like how we can all play rough.and run around and laugh without caring how we look or what others think of us. Friday, June 8

Okay i've sort of calmed down and came to terms with it. When thigs seem too good to be true, they usually are not going to happen. -gets into zen mode- Wednesday, June 6

happy birthday kan~
and happy birthday dongwoon oppa!
(it has got to be a sign that i found that dongwoon polaroid on the floor during kelly's chalet)

woke up with a runny nose today. have to keep blowing my nose which is a real nuisance. where did all that fluid come from anyway.
booo my nose hurts. perhaps i should use some 3 ply soft tissue on my nose instead. hahaha.

watched a couple of the recent eps of running man.
i thought park ji sung would be all cool and stuff since he's a well known soccer player but he's so funny. hahaha.

i hope jiayue stays safe and sound in China.
she's probably eating and shopping and playing and having her fling now and taking mega lots of photos. kekeke. ^^

it doesn't matter if i had zero sleep and i had just been part of this rowdy 3 hour long bday party and going to collapse on the floor any moment because my ultimate bias came!
and he gave me 2 hugs!! ahhh so cute ^^
ultimate energy booster!
but i don't like his new buzz cut. hahahahaha.
the little girl who fell asleep and drooled all over weiting's shoulder.
naughty kelly and her naughty girl smile :D


the very fun night where there were only this 3 handsome and hyper boys.



they are damn cute seriously, with their one sided dimple, slang, ultra pretty eyes and bromance. hahahaha.