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my life right now
 if i don't go after what i really want, my future would look something like this: me in a stable but boring job, married to a good and nice person who doesn't make my heart go pitter-patter. generally satisfied with my life (because having all that, i am much much more fortunate than so many people on earth so i must be grateful for that) but maybe, occasionally, sometimes, randomly, a "what if" would pop into my head which i would eventually sweep away with a "i should be thankful for how fortunate i am now". . . . ya. so while i still can, what am i gonna do about it? i am terrified of the day when i realise that i'm stuck in a life that i don't want to be in but its too late to do anything about it so i just have to suck it up until i die. that, is probably one of my biggest fears. Friday, May 18 |
12:42 AM
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