Strawberry Avalanche

hello everybody~
okay nobody can see this except for me until i re-open my blog. hahaha.
tomorrow is the start of As for most people i know.
and while they're taking their papers,
i'll be going to see a doctor at the singapore eye centre.
i'm really scared to be honest.
what if i really have eye cancer?
or i'm going blind?
or i need to go for some operation?
haizzzzzzz.

anywaysss, i shouldn't be blogging or using tumblr now.
2 more days to GP As!

haiiii i somehow feel that i've given up a little bit since so many problems are popping up at this period of time.
is this a sign that i'm going to fail so i should stop trying so hard?
or is this a test that if i am able to continue working hard despite these problem i'm gonna fly?
haizz.

my freaking eyes are killing me.

okay gotta go back to studying.

Monday, November 7