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我的一颗心 MUAH MUAH!
went through quite a lot of emotions today and that is really tiring. woke up, ate brunch with mum at the market. everytime i go to the market with my mum i feel like a celebrity. "your daughter ah?" "so big already!" "wah, so tall already!" "ooh, pretty hor!" "how old ah?" etc etc. then went to club 21 bazaar at the pit building with my parents. horrible experience, don't ever want to go again. it made me see how people may look really pretty, cultivated, educated but still act like an auntie. male and female alike. seriously, what is the point of all these grabbing? are you THAT desperate for branded clothes omg. then with all of us feeling pissed, we went to eat dessert at chinatown which was overpriced. then went to the hospital to visit popo. hmmm. i felt really sad this time though. throughout the whole time i was there, i kept getting tear attacks (like on the verge of tears) but i have to hold them back or like pretend to look down at my handphone cause i can't cry infront of themmmmmm. haiz. its like, even though she's really jing shen now, she's totally confused. we went there in the afternoon and we were outdoors at the garden but she kept thinking that it was nighttime. and she don't know that she is in the hospital. she kept thinking that she was at home or like outside with us. and there are other stuff too... hai even though when she's at home she's confused most of the time too but this is really serious. i'm really worried that she'll try to escape out of the hospital while we're not there. like now. i'm scared whatever happened to my other grandmother will happen again. hai. i hope its just an overdose of whatever medicine again and not a permanent thing. she actually forgot my cousin. although everyone tried to laugh it off and make a joke out of it, i can tell that they are worried too. i hope she never forgets me. the ink of my new pink pen refuses to come out. i can't believe it, i wasted like $1.80 on a pen that is spoiled. tomorrow will be the last time we're having pe! i'm going to start growing horizontally. and even though i know that its the last pe, its the last time we're ever going to play with S18 again etc etc... i don't understand why we need to have a dinner after that. -.- anyway i'm not going cause theres night studies. PREEEELIIIIIMSSSSSSS ARE COMING SOON EVERYBIIIIRRRRRRRRRDIIIIIIEEEEEEEE. Sunday, August 21 |
10:33 PM
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