MAGICAL PLACE
this place look so magical, where is this?

lets say reincarnation do exist.
imagine you've reincarnated, a foetus in a mother's womb, waiting to come out into the world.
then you get aborted.

okay random thought.

today was really tiring.
omg my parent hadn't need to meet the teacher for my bad results since primary school.
seriously this is so sad ):
hate that yellow slip of paper.
eye sore.
when teachers and parents come together, nothing good ever comes out of it. never.
hai hai hai.

and during practice today, i couldn't play properly so it was really disappointing. i feel as if i'm dragging everyone behind. and maybe i'm being paranoid or what but when i make eye contact with some... they seem to be saying "whattt, its chen ting again. its always her that create so much problem."
costume stuff more or less settled. i just have to wait for them to go home and try it and all the complains and demands will start coming in.

had quite an interesting convo with mabel yesterday about our future. or lack there of.
anyways, HAI.
life sucks.

why am i such a failure in so many ways ):?!

anyways... the OG outing will be like awkward. awkward.
should i go?

9:17 PM
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