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on saturday i woke up at like 7.45 to help out at my mother's stall, saw different kinds of people,
super impatient uncles and constantly pissed aunties, super kaypo uncle and aunties and the stand there and stare but in the end never buy people.

and at about 12.30 left to go home to shower and to meet my cousin(who's like only p4 but is already catching up with me in terms of heightD:) at clementi mrt station's lift.
and then i reached there at about 2 and i sat in front of the lift and wait. and wait. and wait.
until about 2.30(for the first time, its moi who's waiting for other people), my auntie called me to ask whether my cousin was there anot.
to cut a long story short, turns out my auntie told him to meet me at ANOTHER lift which was outside the card-tapping thingy.
so in the end, the story was that we waited for each other at different places for about 1/2h each.
hahaha. and i thought something bad happened to him.

so anyway, i wanted to ask both him and his brother out, but:
me:you want to go watch movie with me?
jay:watch what movie
me:UP
jay:what is that?
me:er, movie lah! you never hear before meh?
jay:no
me:so you want to go anot?
jay:huh, watch movie waste so much time
me:(?!) so you're saying you'd rather use that time to spend it in front of your computer lah
jay:ya

In the end, its only me and jordan:D
i think its very fun to go out with this 2 cousins, they're super funny.
i'm actually quite worried that jay would turn out to be some zhai nan.
oh well, i think he already is.

we went to vivo, and the queue to buy the tickets there was zuuuuuuuper long.
and then we ended up with 2 tickets to watch UP(the non 3D one) AND, in the first row somemore.
(anyway, the movie is very boring. waste of money i think.)
with about 1 and a 1/2 hour to spare, we went to eat pastamania, yay!
(banana dessert pizza is super nice:D)
at pastamania:
me:the chicken very sweet leh(drink the coke)
jor:sweet still drink coke
waiter:yes ma'am, did you call me?
me:(shock face) huh? no.
(waiter walks away)
me:maybe his name is drink coke
jor:i think its sweet still. NO! its sweet still drink coke!
hahaha.
another funny conversation during lunch:
J:i bet you're like a gangster head in your school right.
M:NO!?
J:dont bluff. i bet you everytime go bully people, hit people, scold vulgar language eh.
M:hahahah. NO!
J:you know i'm the biggest gangster in my school? everyone is scared of me lor.
M:you mean even the upper primary people?
J:ya.
M:i bet is they all scared that later you sit on them then they become flat. hahahah.
anyway, so he says he's the biggest gangster in his school, and some p1, p2 people even pay him to be their bodyguard for one day.
and you know what? i actually sort of believe that.

then with about 40 minutes before the movie start, we went to toys'R us:D
and then the first thing we saw was this 2 ninja guy, one black and one white.
at first i thought it was some 987 thing then after that then i realise its for the G.I JOE.
it was super fun at the toys 'R us cause when we see a sword or something then we'd take it out to fight, not giving a shit to whether anyone was staring at us.
(which, when i put back the sword and look up, quite a lot of people actually were. hahah.)
(i can just imagine when i go out with my friends and when we do that, after about 1 stab, one of us would say"this is retarded. hahaha.")
i wanted to take picture with the ninjas at first but chickened out at the last minute.
(since young, i'd always been afraid of like people dressed in other things like pretending to be barney or teltubbies)
so jordan took with the black ninja(bad guy) in the end.
i talked to the black ninja!
me:(waving my hand in front of his mask thing)can you see?
BN:(nods)
me:can i take a picture?
BN:(nods)
me:(talking to my cousin)go stand beside him!
(fast-forward the choosing flash-colour and taking picture part)
me:can you talk?
BN:(shakes head)
me:hahaha, okok, thanks, bye.
fine, its a one way conversation but still counted as conversation right.
then i insisted on going to the girls part, dragging my super reluctant cousin along in a headlock position.
and he got super high when he sees this purple and pink guitar that could play 3 (guess what?) hannah montana songs.
i was like "get away from me man".

after the movie we walked around a bit.
by a bit, i really mean a bit.
like 10 minutes?
(and fox was having this storewide 1/2 price sale!)
but i couldnt buy anything cause by the time i even reach out to touch the clothing, my aunt called to ask us to meet her outside vivo:/
but we saw this group of about 6 guys, the "vivo drum boys" or something, marching past.
it was DAMN COOL:D!

and then during dinner, my cousin kept showing off about the pastamania lunch we had to his brother.
i think i heard him say "just now we ate at pastamania leh blahblahblah" about 5 times at least.
(brother rivalry? hahaha.)
and then, another funny conversation:
jay:i woke up at 6, no, 6.30 today leh
me:for what? (suddenly realised)okay, nevermind, i know already. dont need to tell me.
as in he woke up early to play his DOTA and whatever.
at 6.30. CRAZY.

all in all, it was a very fun day:D
can't believe that it could actually be fun to go out with a p4 guy.
not trying to be paedophile or anything, but i think my cousin would be a very good boyfriend:D
and i just realised that my cousin is actually the same age as -'s brother and both of them are gangster-ish.
and we started talking about imagining how if we introduce both of them together then they can form the strongest gang in singapore.
hahaha.

went for make-up tuition today.
there were like super lots of people there cause its a combined pure and sub-chem class.
and the teacher was quite scary.
me:er, mr-, i'm here for make-up tuition
him:SO?
me:(thinking wth?!) SO, do you need to take down my name?
him:NO.
oh well, its quite a funny tuition session, if you just fade into the background.
am quite disappointed that *'s xyz never do any stupid thing.
except for keep trying to get a good view of her.
hahaha.

and then national day parade just made me quite sad that i've never participated in ndp before:/
you know whats the worst thing that can happen when you're marching down there?
sweat dripping into your eyes.
me:maybe i should join the army.
auntie:(turn back and gave me a "you in the army? hmph." look before turning back to watch the tv.)
then at the last part the President Nathan was going to go off in his white car but he was shaking some of the performers' hands.
mother:would you go and shake his hand?
me: OF COURSE!! i'd be the first to run down!
mother:didnt know you're like that.
i think this year's ndp theme was quite good.
as in it makes me really think about what the paragraph that we all recite(or not) every weekday means.
there was this video clip of a small part of a young Mr Lee Kuan Yew's speech.
about singapore WILL become a more _________ country.(end with a smug smile) (couldn't make out that word)
and the way he says it makes me wonder.
just HOW does a person get so confident?
the way he says it is as though he already know what is going to happen in the future.
does he ever doubt himself? whether this decision will just bring down the whole country and everyone would blame him.
does he ever get affected by negative feedbacks and lets just say non-supporters?
was he ever like framed by other people?
and i realise that it takes so much, so much to bring a ulu, nobody cares country to what we see now.
and it makes me quite sad to see that he has aged so much from the young, confident man on the screen.
i guess what i want to say is that i'm really grateful to live in Singapore now:)
(no better days to feel patriotic other than national day)

bestfriends? not so much.
are we even friends anymore?
or are we just 2 people tolerating with each other cause the year is going to end soon?
on friday i just realise once again, that you've changed. so much.
all of a sudden, i just felt that i dont belong anywhere anymore.
it feels like everyone has walked away, and i'm still standing on the same spot.
nothing is the same anymore.
we all say that we're going to meet up, we're going to talk.
but its just not the same anymore you know,
not the same anymore.
i guess, in a way, i'm kind of glad that things that used to mean everything to me for the past 4 years are ending or has already ended.
but, i know, when i look back, i'm going to regret.
regret letting things end this way.
regret ending up with nothing but memories and a stupid cert.

no more emo shit!
suddenly had a flashback.
i was very stressed one night, so i messaged lao kan and sop to to walk around at botanical gardens the next morning before activity.
so in the end, as usual, we were all late, so me and sop went to get starbucks and met lao kan outside tanglin.
then the three of us walked back to school from there, crapping all the way and sharing the starbucks.
(i remembered lao kan said some embassy is her house or something)
and by the time we reached school, miraculously i was okay already.

okok, looking forward to next saturday:D
vanilla latte, wait for me! Sunday, November 22