 i wonder where the title part of this posting thing went): it must be the poison in the air we breathe, or the poison in the water we drank, making everybody so pissed off, so tired, so grumpy, so crazy. so is this how life is supposed to be? if your teenage years are going to be the best few years of my life, i think my future is going to be bleak. life recently has gotten so sian you know. everyday wake up super early, then walk to school, then in school, drag myself through lessons afetr lessons, trying not to get distracted or fall asleep, then it will be recess, then i'll continue dragging myself through the lessons, then somehow or another i'll reach home late and dead tired.then i'll shower, eat dinner, watch a bit of tv then try to do my homework, halfway through, i'll either give up or be too tired to continue then i'll go to sleep quite late. then i'll wake up super early again. it sound boring to my own ears. but thats my life, darlings. diana cameras are super cute what! fine. i know what you're thinking:"also no one say cannot what" anyway, theres keller mass dance tomorrow! kind of scared cause i only went for one practice. and you know like other than the house comm members, there are only 4 sec 3s? looking at the sec 1 and 2s dance so enthu-ly makes me feel bad siah): eh, but i'm too busy okay! ya, stop finding excuses for yourself, ex-dancer. you're just going to screw up the whole thing. and i ask why i'm so depressed. people nowadays are like super competitive. okay, i dont care already. just come and ask me anything man. then when you're taller, got higher, weigh lighter, just jump around with joy man. no, friend, you dont have to care about how i feel. friend, good friend, classmate, -. am i really your friend or just someone for you to show blackface to when you're not happy? if you think that just cause i'm your -, i will be there for you to like laugh and joke with after you're tired of showing blackface to me, i dont think so. when i see you treating your new friends better than your own - and then showing me and other - blackfaces all the time, i just... forget it, i dont know how to say this. i bet you're going to get super pissed or emo after reading this. oh well, but i'm tired of keeping it within myself. depressed. i think i'm depressed. thinking too much, not thinking enough. hai. i miss being the only - in class. GOODLUCK TO ALL THE SSC PEOPLE! when you feel bored or whatever, just think of my face okay!! LOVE YOU ALL! jiayou jiayou! Thursday, August 28 |
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