Strawberry Avalanche

this is so embarassing.
i was walking home from school when i saw this group of people playing soccer.
so the ball rolled to somewhere in front of me.
and i went to kick it.
so instead of flying to where that group of people was, the ball flew into a bush!
ah!
so malu!

oh, and yesterday was a happy day!
i love bravo!
080408!

sometimes, i seriously wish i can stuff a shoe into your mouth.
whats your problem?
i didnt do anything to make you angry.
you put it on yourself.
and you blame it on me.
and what are you so suspicious of?
i'm just talking with my usual group of friends.
i dont have a boyfriend outside, and i'm not going to come home one day pregnant.
seriously, i think you just have too much time on your hands and thats why you are seeing every small things as a zuper big problem.
if you have no friends, i have.
i dont see what you have to worry about.
i come home from school everyday to what, be interogated?
to be blamed?
to be picked on?
to be stared at like some animal in the zoo?
thats why i'd rather stay back in school.
but now i dont have a choice.
theres so much lessons i HAVE to stay back in school.
but do you understand?
you dont.
so why bother talking to you at all?
you never understand.
you just want things to be done your way.
regardless what the other person thinks.
you're not the only one working in this world.
stop complaining like you're the queen.
i'm not your maid.

i dont understand why you're doing this.
to yourself, to others, to me.
i thought we were good friends.
i guess i just thought wrong.

Wednesday, April 9