oh no.
i'm finishing my show):
no, its not "the man in the vineyard", shumei.
that show is quite long ago what.
starting of the year i think.

i seriously seriously hope that i would not be the only member of bravo'07 in the class again.
like really lah.
its kind of tough.
espiecially when __ is taking up so much of your time.
aah

today i went to baby's new house!
although the building looks old, its very big and new inside!
and i've never seen anyone with as much neo-prints as her.
ya, and thank you for the 1/2 mooncake and the drinks and everything!
although i did have a hard time trying to finish the mooncake and i didnt admit it just now:D
hahaha.
it was fun, although i didnt want to go at first, i was ultra broke after paying for xxx and the chinese assessment book.
and imagine if we really went to swim lah.
it rained so heavily.
although its kind of hot now.
i'm sorry i have to leave so soon!

and bravo'07 orienteerers,
i love you all alot alot okay!
must not give up!
i know its tough, but persevere okay.
ignore all the stupid stuff you heard,
you live your life for yourselves and not for others.
JUST TRY YOUR BEST!
no matter whats the result,
you all should know that BRAVO'07 will still love you all lots and lots:D
jiayou!
yay.
i express my love for my dear platoonmates:D

aah.
i kind of want to get back the results and kind of not.
i hate this year.
although i feel that sec 2 should be the most fun cause you know your classmates for one year already and you have the fitness corner and the canteen so near to you.
but turn out that i'm wrong.
so many breakups and seperations has happened.
and after i was no longer in that stupid bubble, i suddenly began to see how things are really like in the class and that people that hang out together actually dont like each other and when you are no longer liked by the members of clique, its byebye to you.
like what is wrong lah.
what happened to all those times you all had spent together and all the memories you all created together?
maybe you all going through a tough time, but what are memories without bad memories?
i mean, you cant really experience real happiness without sadness right.
okok.
i'm speaking such chim stuff.
anyway, i'm not talking about us
if you? happen to read this and think about it the wrong way.
cause for us, it cant be helped.
its worse when you drift apart than when you quarrel you know.
at least when you quarrel you can patch up.
but when you drift apart, you cant drag until both are together again right.
like 勉强是没有幸福的.
finally i'm talking about this matter.
i'm kind of tired of being so happy all the time.
cause if i dont smile, people kind of think i'm very affected by ___
which i am not.

okok.
let me see what else.
oh ya,
they already tried their best lah.
they tried so hard one even puked.
where were you all when they wanted to _____ sick?
and thats just how our p___.
we dont show a face of agony and deep concentration doesnt mean we are not trying hard enough.
bah
i'm not even inside.
why am i speaking as though i am.

fine.
i shall continue watching my show.
byebye:D

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