walao
fine loh
i got no brain
cannot think for myself
i, robot
need you to gove a command then i go do
have you ever thought that i moght actually have a brain to think for myself?!
have you ever thought that the sensible me might be forced to wits end
and have to resort to taking drugs and urgh, smoking?!
is that what you want to see!!?
aaargh!
i'm utterly disgusted and disappointed with you
mostly on the disgusted part
but what can i do?!!
i can't speak whats on my mind!
all people want to do nowadays is talk instead of listen
that is definitely including me
i learnt one more thing about myself
i'm getting more mean and impatient with people
i want the old me back!
not the one who keeps quiet even when she is bullied
but the one who is super cheerful and laugh at every single thing and finds everything cool
i'm going to change
i want to change
people change
and i hope i'm next
not turning any more meaner or more self-centered
but more selfless and smile more!
i hope i can do it
must make sure i do that
you all must help also kay
haizz...
depressed...
some people are just bloody biased
i don't care what you say
although it kinda hurt me but
i've hurt enough people
its time for me to feel the pain
heh
i like so wei da like that
well, its an improvement
oh ya, i have just contracted this disease which makes me think every one likes me
bettle not come near me
its contagious(sp?)

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