theres a lot of things i don't like and can't really stand. one would be people showing black face or wouldn't cooperate and act according to their moods. i not stating any specific person is just that studying in a girls school made me meet a lot of this kind of people and i'm afraid i'm turning to one of them. i think i am. oh dear. good grief. hahahahhahaha. i dunno but i think good grief is very funny. the other thing is when things start getting complicated. like maths. hahahha. or another example would be that my platoonmates and my darling partner i slike suddenly so close! i was there thinking "huh? whats happening?!!!" ok, that was a little fake but its really how i feel. i shall never be that stupid to queue at stall 8 on friday anymore. yesterday i was there queueing, having a sudden craving for prata. then guess what. i stood there, queueing for 20 minutes!!! then only left like 2 minutes to eat. cause she let us out late. then, during cs, guess what. i'm not only ignored, i'm treated as thin air. like the wall. the leader even face her back to me. then i was thinking"what. am i not part of the group, does the group only have 3 people?!!" i was super pissed and hurt ok. i nearly cried. soo, instead, i treat it as a time for me to practise acting satt. so i stared instead. i stared at other group members, the leader, the wall even. i stared at them straight in the eye. well, except for the wall. cause walls don't have eyes you see.
i think that is funny. i find it very funny when i said someth then i laugh at my self(oh ya, the lamest thing to do in the is to laugh at your own joke when clearly no one else is laughing. quoted by me) then my darling partner said"i'm not amused". i think its very very funny. tomorrow going library. yay. next week going to buy new clothes. yay. going with zombie. boo. but do i have a choice? i am still pissed with them. that time i changed my url then i told my darling partner that i changed it lah. then she was like: "so? i also changed mine what." so i was thinking," oh fine. then figure it out yourself then. i'm not going to tell you. whether you ask me anot" oh ya, my darling partner is in the same cs group as me. now you can imgine how hurt i am. they did't even bother to make space for me. not like i some kind of queen like that lah. but excuuuuse me, i'm part of the group. at last the group leader finally notice i'm alive and asked me. whether want to sit with them anot then i as like,'i'm already sitting with you all' (which is the truth). then later she asked me twice whether i want to see the work they had done and i shook my head. what for lah, i din even contribute loh. wth.

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